What's Bothering You?

I think those notes turned out to be alright (and I saved a recording from it lol so I'll go thru that today maybe also) but I really suck at sorting out what should be there, think if someone wasn't there they will still get the notes I jotted down so they have to understand too... Oh well. Hope the big boss will be nice with it haha.
 
Work has just made me irritated and angry over the past few days (which may or may not be related to bad PMS symptoms lol)
 
i fell into a horrible instagram rabbithole.. it was just full of self-proclaimed "christian" nationalists and neo-ykws who have so much hate in them. i blocked a lot of them but theres only so many times you can block horrible people until you realize no matter how often you block them, there's just no getting rid of them. what a world we live in.
 
I wish my accounts on a certain old site were deleted

i feel very ill but i have the dentist tomorrow and im not willing to delay it
 
The fact that there are people fetishizing/sexualizing soft toys and popular children's cartoons and stuff. Like no I don't want to see that dude in diapers or a teddy bear in BDSM outfits (yes looking at you balenciaga.. wtf?!!)

People have/keep these to feel safe and happy, for sleeping in, or just enjoy collecting for whatever neutral and fine reasons and some sick minds do like above 🤢
 
I just feel like im so boring and because i have nothing worth saying i feel like i shouldnt bother with anyone and i feel lonely
 
found this really cool embroidered 60s tunic, probably is it would be like 156 quid or stuff with discount and im unsure if i should get, i've seen similar on etsy but they are like 300 quid lol
 
Thank you so much 💖 I will probably be taking you up on that soon - he’s acting sort of okay, but he’s sleeping all day and has a hard time getting comfy to sit down or walk. Laying down is best for him it seems. He’s still been wanting to cuddle with me, so that’s good at least. This was under the covers with me yesterday
He's such a pretty boy! 💕 And feel free to, my PMs are always open
 
Thank you, I was actually just about to post in here. Taking him in tomorrow to help walk him across the rainbow bridge, I can’t stand to see him suffer anymore, it’s the most awful thing I’ve ever been faced with. 🖤😭
Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that. :( I hope you're able to enjoy the remaining time you have with him. Are you going to do anything special? I got my cat a rotisserie chicken before I put her to sleep, and giving her some was one of the last things we did the morning of.

I hope everything goes okay for you all tomorrow. I'm sorry.
 
Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that. :( I hope you're able to enjoy the remaining time you have with him. Are you going to do anything special? I got my cat a rotisserie chicken before I put her to sleep, and giving her some was one of the last things we did the morning of.

I hope everything goes okay for you all tomorrow. I'm sorry.
I just gave him his favorite wet food, and I’ll give him some catnip tomorrow morning. His vet that we’ve seen since he was a young cat is coming in on his day off tomorrow morning. I wish it were later in the day, but I’m just thankful he’s coming in at all. Fry has been my best companion for what feels like forever. At least through 9 lives, maybe more.
 
Okay but why does my grandma use my birth name and feminine pronouns to an unhealthy extent??? I’d be on a phone call with her to talk to Keagan (my dog) and she’d be saying things like “that’s your girl,” “where’s -birth name-?” and “where is she” repeatedly. It makes me feel extremely dysphoric. It feels like she’s emphasizing the fact that I’m a woman but I don’t feel that way and I never have. Just hearing it emphasized by her on a daily basis made me feel ashamed for feeling otherwise. There’s no reason to hear my birth name and she/her every ****ing sentence.
 
having a difficult times finding people to share my fundraiser with. I'm trying to raise funds for top surgery, since there's no way I could ever afford it myself but it would honestly make me a much happier and more confident person. but I can't just share it on fb because I don't want my dad to see it and freak out (as well as the rest of my family), beyond that and the local LGBT+ groups idk where else I can share it.

so far I've gotten donations totaling $60 but this surgery can easily cost between $6-10k so I'm pretty far away from being able to afford it. I just don't know what else I can do without sharing it on my personal fb page. honestly praying for a miracle.
 
i just remembered i used to be scared of the adobe flash logo and i looked at it and now… a-adobe flash logo…
WHY IS IT SO SCARY?!
 
On some other notes.... nothing like flippin web edition of newspapers open to find out one of your fave actors just died.. hhhhhhh :^^^)

Also last day today at our now-old offices.... Gonna miss all the people there (they worked for other archives and not the library but we were in the same building and got along great. And it was perfect distance from home too, new ones are way too far away :(

I guess it's gonna be alright once we settle but blargh. Though I funnily enough bonded with this lady who used to be like real mean-girl lol.
 
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