What's Bothering You?

My ob/gyn messed up and didn't put in the prescription for my jab(depo-provera birth control stuff lol nothing else) so I couldn't pick it up at the pharmacy jesus. Like I'm supposed to get it on tuesday and if I can't pick it up by then I'm toast. And the ob/gyn clinic was closed friday afternoon so I couldn't call them or her either sigh. Hope I can solve it.

On a less serious note WHY is com day in Pogo on sunday, tomorrow, instead of today????? **** it, i don't have time tomorrow -_-
 
been having a horrible night. I must be allergic to a particular food bc this is the third time it's happened (not on consecutive nights either, abt the third time in a month), only this time it's worse than ever.

ever since 12:30 midnight I've been feeling dizzy and really nauseated and sick to my stomach. I was in the bathroom for about an hour before I puked. I started to feel better after that but around 3am i was woken up with that nasty feeling again, and it's now almost 6am and it's still there. I'm afraid to get up bc I don't want to feel dizzy again. I literally almost passed out a few hours ago and it was a terrifying feeling. I've also been getting chills super easily cause it's already cold in this room (about 62-64°F).

I almost wonder if I should go to the hospital. I can't deal with this. if it happens again I'm gonna go cause I need to get it figured out. ig I'll just lie in bed today feeling all icky 😞
 
Got some really bad allergy sneeze this morning.. feeling better now but it went down my throat so feeling rather **** right now. Been trying to take away strong smelling stuff and cleaned out all dust + hung out stuff i can't wash like my wool blanket etc. but it's really annoying esp. since my mom could just have taken away all perfume stuff too like those yucky candles -_-
 
My son has Covid again and I have no idea how. At least he's not as sick as he was the first time he got it.
 
been having a horrible night. I must be allergic to a particular food bc this is the third time it's happened (not on consecutive nights either, abt the third time in a month), only this time it's worse than ever.

ever since 12:30 midnight I've been feeling dizzy and really nauseated and sick to my stomach. I was in the bathroom for about an hour before I puked. I started to feel better after that but around 3am i was woken up with that nasty feeling again, and it's now almost 6am and it's still there. I'm afraid to get up bc I don't want to feel dizzy again. I literally almost passed out a few hours ago and it was a terrifying feeling. I've also been getting chills super easily cause it's already cold in this room (about 62-64°F).

I almost wonder if I should go to the hospital. I can't deal with this. if it happens again I'm gonna go cause I need to get it figured out. ig I'll just lie in bed today feeling all icky 😞
update on this, I think I've come down with something bc I've had a fever all night and day so far (currently 99.4°F when it normally sits around 97.4°), luckily my nausea went away finally but I still feel sick to my stomach, and I'm having body aches and a sinus headache. I feel a bit better than I did but still not great so I'm basically bed-ridden for today, which sucks bc my mom depends on me for quite a lot.

hopefully whatever this is goes away soon. I'm honestly surprised, it came on pretty quickly last night and the last few times it only lasted for an hour or so, but this time it's been over 13 hours already.
 
The good news is my doctor told me she is "99... point 9" lol percent sure my chest weirdness is not cardiac but musculoskeletal, but the bad news is I think she's right that my bad posture when doing stuff like crocheting is making my muscles really tight and pinching a nerve. My shoulders and especially my neck are just SO tense all the time anymore. I'm sitting here trying to use correct posture but it's hard after so long of sitting like a pretzel. Every time my shoulders creep up toward my neck I'm like no!!
 
Kinda hate seeing my deadname on my phone and want to change it, but I have an iPhone and I am afraid the new name will show in the texts when people text me (like for work). I know that would definitely draw some questions.
 
I feel so intimidated by everything except my bf… so tired. Medicine not really getting easier.
 
If there is one thing about money that really gets under my skin in general is that you have to make sure that you have enough to last you an entire month, because if you don't have any you're in a situation where you cannot even go to the store and buy certain things.

Also given how inflation has made stuff so expensive to buy it makes it so much harder to even save money. Even if you have a job or a source of income it still isn't enough to help you buy stuff you really need.

Not to mention you also need to have money to pay for bills but even that is getting more expensive because of how interest rates are so high these days. I know some might say "get a job" but that is easier said than done when you try to get one and then you keep getting ghosted/rejected just because they found someone better than you.
 
hate that I'm feeling better today but still awful enough that I can't really get up and do anything without feeling dizzy/nauseous. I just want to go back to normal so I can do what I need/want to do again.

also should prob eat something but i dont know what i can handle rn, plus i would very likely have to make it myself bc my mom is disabled and my dad doesn't really care 🥲
 
Feeling so crap because I have to take antihistamines which make me feel sleepy even if I take them at night. Plus taking steroids and ibuprofen to try to knock this mysterious allergy and to alleviate the pain of my sunburn. Not to mention I already get side effects from my regular medications 🥴 not a vibe rn
 
Trying to get this stupid book report done that's due tomorrow, but the book is so boring. I'm the person who loves characters and character development but a quarter of the way in it should be more than just "stupid main character meets new people and pisses everyone off because of how stupid he is." Give me a story, damn it!
 
had no idea that Community Day was today in pogo (I kinda knew bc of @/Alienfish's post yesterday but I was sick so it didn't stick w me), so not only did I miss it, but it was one of my favorite Pokemon in the entire series, Noibat. I haven't played pogo consistently since I graduated and I'm honestly very close to just uninstalling it at this point because I keep missing CDs (cause the game sends me push notifs for stupid **** but never community day) and I can never get what I want anyways cause no one plays around here. I'm so tired of it. I really am.
 
wish I could be with my mom right now. the guy (well, her ex) she was looking after this past year died unexpectedly the other day, and it's hit her pretty hard
 
I never really specify how awful my mom is at actually doing anything on here but I can’t take her excuses anymore.

I signed up for a watercolor class and it’s honestly because it’s all they had, I don’t enjoy the medium and I haven’t been looking forward to it. The part I would enjoy most would be preemptively researching it, to get an idea of how to use the tools and see if it inspires anything- and to buy things early enough that I could experiment.

However my mom insisted that when she got the list of necessary materials to buy that “one week is plenty of time”. I told her it is not enough time at all with her and I called it again. I always call her out on her crap in advance, and she always proves me right.

I held up my end of the work motivating myself enough to sign up and get as ready as I could mentally for the class. She kept telling me she printed and had the list of materials for me to look at ready days ago, I repeatedly asked her for it and she just did not give it to me. I’m busy tomorrow, and the lesson is in three days from now, so I basically only have one day (the day after tomorrow) to research and buy materials.

Basically, she ruined the only part I was genuinely intrigued by with her stalling, she doesn‘t see how this hurts me and keeps making excuses as to why she didn‘t give me the list, and she made something that was already hard for me worse. Honestly, I just genuinely don’t want to go to the lesson.
 
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