What's Bothering You?

I wasn't really feeling nervous about my job interview until now - the night before. I just really hope that no one suspects a thing when I leave the office for an hour lmao
 
Had to book a time as early as tomorrow at the clinic for a midwife to give me the shot... next time weren't available until the 22nd so better grab it. Hope my co-workers will be alright.

Also I really hate this online store, on the german version it says you can pay with credit card, but on the english one it says you cannot? Wtf?!
 
really trying not to post here as much but
there’s this girl i sit with at lunch and i have no idea how to talk to her. i’ve been sitting with her since september but we’ve only had two conversations that she started since then. i always say hi and a few days ago i asked how was her weekend but she replied “it was good” and we didn’t talk after that. i know i can’t make her like me but i know im not doing enough to converse with her, but she always has her air pods on when i get to our table and doesn’t look like she wants to talk.

i’ve seen her talk to a boy in my class, and they’re always laughing about something. they probably have been acquaintances since middle school (i go to a k-12). she has probably moved on from me but this time it doesn’t bother me as much bc this has happened to me many times before.

im honestly jealous of people who can be themselves. i don’t know how y’all do it, it kind of makes me mad to see people enjoying themselves while i live in my head. when im in public without my parents i get tense and im like a personality-less shell of myself. idk what’s wrong with me.

also my parents are offering to take me to therapy which is good bc i feel like they ignore a lot of my issues in fear that a doctor will medicate me. but a part of me doesn’t want to go.. idk i feel pathetic and not to mention that idk how my grandma will react if they tell her im going to therapy (again)

i like to think that i’ve gotten better in the past few years but i still kind of hate myself
 
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Class is in a little over an hour, I was already so beat and I had to waste three hours today shopping and printing stuff somewhere else because we ran out of ink and didnt have papers I wanted… im so much more beat… havent drawn a thing today, no practice going into this class
-running on four hours of sleep

the watercolor pans i got are cool tho
 
I am so bothered that Disney is making a Toy Story 5. Look......Toy Story 4 is the most POINTLESS movie they ever made and it ruined characters. (sigh) unless if they do something DIFFERENT where there is new characters and maybe a better story telling of what the characters go through the MAYBE I will be Interested, but right now I really don't care. How could they do this to my favorite all time movie?
 
VanitasFan26 said:
I am so bothered that Disney is making a Toy Story 5. Look......Toy Story 4 is the most POINTLESS movie they ever made and it ruined characters. (sigh) unless if they do something DIFFERENT where there is new characters and maybe a better story telling of what the characters go through the MAYBE I will be Interested, but right now I really don't care. How could they do this to my favorite all time movie?
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Excuse me. What. They are making a toy. Story. 5!?
I have so many problems with Toy Story 4 already. They didn't need to stretch it out past 3... 🤦‍♀️
edit: and Frozen 3. i am becoming more and more disillusioned with Disney these days
 
I had my job interview and it's almost convinced me to stay at my current job. One of the managers there who interviewed me had a really weird vibe about him. He didn't make any facial expressions at all or didn't laugh at my (admittedly bad) jokes. The one thing I've learnt in my current job is I absolutely can't stand people who can't communicate - I know I'm not the greatest communicator but the ones who are quiet, emotionless, and stuck in their heads are people I don't get along with. Mostly because if I don't have clear instructions or a clear direction then I literally can't do anything. The opposite is also true for me as well - if I'm given too much information at once then I can't process it at all. If people don't get my weird sense of humour then I also find it hard to get along with them.

I'm just second guessing myself hard now. It seems to be that the role I'm going into is going to be similar to the role I'm doing (or going to be doing) at my current company, but at least my current company has a lot more benefits to it (like a vehicle, which is a big one). Maybe this interview has just convinced me that my current workplace isn't as bad as what I thought.
 
VanitasFan26 said:
I am so bothered that Disney is making a Toy Story 5. Look......Toy Story 4 is the most POINTLESS movie they ever made and it ruined characters. (sigh) unless if they do something DIFFERENT where there is new characters and maybe a better story telling of what the characters go through the MAYBE I will be Interested, but right now I really don't care. How could they do this to my favorite all time movie?
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That bugs me too. I think entertainment at this point is going to mostly be reboots/sequels. I wouldn't be surprised if they made another 5 Toy Story movies... if not more
 
People who actively takes part in cancel culture must really have a fun and meaningful life lol...
 
VanitasFan26 said:
I am so bothered that Disney is making a Toy Story 5. Look......Toy Story 4 is the most POINTLESS movie they ever made and it ruined characters. (sigh) unless if they do something DIFFERENT where there is new characters and maybe a better story telling of what the characters go through the MAYBE I will be Interested, but right now I really don't care. How could they do this to my favorite all time movie?
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honestly same, I've been saying for a long time that my favorite Pixar movies are Toy Story 1 and 2 (especially 2, I watched it so many times when I was a kid) so when the fourth movie came out a few years ago I was excited to see it and watched it in theaters. I haven't seen it since then. I feel like the balance has been thrown way off and the writers forgot what makes the original movies so fun. not to mention it's pretty lazy to not only rehash yet another sequel for a movie series that really doesn't need it, but also half-ass it. I'm not surprised they're doing this but it is very disappointing. pretty sad when a company like Disney, who is more than capable of coming up with some really amazing movie/story ideas, is doing something like this for a quick buck (as if they aren't one of the largest media producers in the world already).



I am so tired of trying all different medications and still continuously dealing with depression. cause new medications always take like 3-4 weeks before they fully take effect, and I wait that long just to find that it doesn't work. then it takes 1-2 weeks to wean off before I can try a different one, unless the doctor decides I should give the current med another chance and up the dosage (which in the past may have helped briefly/slightly but not really). I think a lot of my depression is situational, so not even the best medication can help w that.

idk man I'm so ****ing tired of this. tired of being depressed. tired of not being able to find any long-term solutions. I really feel like I'm wasting my life trying to get this **** figured out. I want to be better so I can start living a relatively normal life for once.
 
VanitasFan26 said:
I am so bothered that Disney is making a Toy Story 5. Look......Toy Story 4 is the most POINTLESS movie they ever made and it ruined characters. (sigh) unless if they do something DIFFERENT where there is new characters and maybe a better story telling of what the characters go through the MAYBE I will be Interested, but right now I really don't care. How could they do this to my favorite all time movie?
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So what I saw on Twitter was true..
 
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