BIG TRIGGER WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF UNALIVE!! i grew very close to someone very quickly and she's a lovely human, she just told me this morning that she found out someone she was closed to had passed away last night really tragically and suddenly. my friend is being very brave about it but i can tell she's hurting a lot and it's ripping me to pieces seeing her like this

i've never been great at coping with death on my own accord so trying to help someone ELSE with it is terrifying, but i want to help my friend so badly. i don't want her to feel alone. i'm just scared of hurting her feelings or making it worse. god it's so ****ing tragic i'm mourning someone i don't even know on my friends behalf.