What's Bothering You?

I didn’t spectate a second gaming session because I thought it would happen later but it turns out it went live a few hours earlier and wrapped up a little while ago. No tokens for me I guess. Hurts even more with my busy schedule with fewer opportunities to watch. ☹️
 
I have to wake up at 5:30 tomorrow morning for school… and I usually don’t get tired till midnight 😭
 
The past two days have been so frustrating. I lost power for 7 hours yesterday evening, during prime stardust collecting time. One of our systems went down at work just as I was getting ready to start working in it. One of our smoke detectors randomly went off multiple times during my lunch break, which also caused my dog to be anxious and barky all day. Now I have a headache. And my mom called this evening about her rent. They automatically draft it, but she got a notice that it was $40 short this month. So now I have to get with them about that soon too. Nothing major, just a lot of things adding up to make me very irritable today.
 
my stomach was upset and i threw up, definitely not the best time since we’re staying at an airbnb
 
Baby won't do her nap anymore, even though she is incredibly tired. Will only fall asleep when I am next to her or when she's in the car.
I NEED A BREAK, PLEASE. It can't be that hard to sleep 🙄
 
I got maybe 5 hours of sleep last night and it was the one day I actually needed to sleep well. Thanks, anxiety and monthly crap.
 
I have to go to the dentist to get fillings done tomorrow, I know it needs to be done but I resent the idea of getting poked with needles. I really can't handle the sensation and just thinking about it is making my anxiety act up a lot 😭
 
I'm covered in mosquito bites. A mosquito somehow got into my house, and I'm having the hardest time killing the sucker.
 
The period pain in my calves has been making it hard to walk today ): Some of the worst it’s ever been. Very much gonna need to take the doctor with my period stuff getting worse, the medicines I got have fixed a lot of the direct cervix pain/nausea but everything else got worse. And I HATE talking to doctors about my period, they don’t seem to get how much it sucks for me.
 
I haven't been able to get what happened on Sunday out of my head, and not the bad things either. That's not a big deal since I shouldn't be working on weekends anytime in the near future. I saw a different side to my friend that I didn't know existed, lol. She isn't much of a texter but I know she cares about me.
 
I can't ever talk to my parents about anythin politics related in the slightest my f'in gawd. It's like talking in circles with them. And they talk about politics like damn near every night. Just shut the f up and watch your damn Bravo re-runs jfc. They wanna get mad at me when I want to eat in my room and say I need to get with the way of the world and stop ignoring the truth.

And then my dad takes one thing and completely twists what I said. I said ALTER not completely GET RID OF.
 
im so so so tired of work i almost cried yesterday from all the stress :) I wish I could quit but it's so complicated to explain rn basically I can't quit so im just in a perpetual state of exhaustion. it's so hard juggling work and rest/sleep bc we're basically at the hospital for 12+ hrs a day and we don't even get weekends or holidays off lmao.
my friends provide some catharsis bc they love joking about work and how ****ty it is rn so at least we all can relate to each other and just laugh about it. also some of the higher-ups are genuinely so nice despite all the stress, i'm so grateful for them. if all our higher-ups were mean i wouldve lost my mind ( _ _) also delivering (full-term) babies gives me bit of a stress relief bc i get to snuggle with them for a bit before giving them to their mama :c i just love lightly pinching their little chubby cheeks
 
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