im so so so tired of work i almost cried yesterday from all the stress
I wish I could quit but it's so complicated to explain rn basically I can't quit so im just in a perpetual state of exhaustion. it's so hard juggling work and rest/sleep bc we're basically at the hospital for 12+ hrs a day and we don't even get weekends or holidays off lmao.
my friends provide some catharsis bc they love joking about work and how ****ty it is rn so at least we all can relate to each other and just laugh about it. also some of the higher-ups are genuinely so nice despite all the stress, i'm so grateful for them. if all our higher-ups were mean i wouldve lost my mind ( _ _) also delivering (full-term) babies gives me bit of a stress relief bc i get to snuggle with them for a bit before giving them to their mama :c i just love lightly pinching their little chubby cheeks