What's Bothering You?

my stomach was upset and i threw up, definitely not the best time since we’re staying at an airbnb
 
Baby won't do her nap anymore, even though she is incredibly tired. Will only fall asleep when I am next to her or when she's in the car.
I NEED A BREAK, PLEASE. It can't be that hard to sleep 🙄
 
I got maybe 5 hours of sleep last night and it was the one day I actually needed to sleep well. Thanks, anxiety and monthly crap.
 
I have to go to the dentist to get fillings done tomorrow, I know it needs to be done but I resent the idea of getting poked with needles. I really can't handle the sensation and just thinking about it is making my anxiety act up a lot 😭
 
I'm covered in mosquito bites. A mosquito somehow got into my house, and I'm having the hardest time killing the sucker.
 
The period pain in my calves has been making it hard to walk today ): Some of the worst it’s ever been. Very much gonna need to take the doctor with my period stuff getting worse, the medicines I got have fixed a lot of the direct cervix pain/nausea but everything else got worse. And I HATE talking to doctors about my period, they don’t seem to get how much it sucks for me.
 
I haven't been able to get what happened on Sunday out of my head, and not the bad things either. That's not a big deal since I shouldn't be working on weekends anytime in the near future. I saw a different side to my friend that I didn't know existed, lol. She isn't much of a texter but I know she cares about me.
 
I can't ever talk to my parents about anythin politics related in the slightest my f'in gawd. It's like talking in circles with them. And they talk about politics like damn near every night. Just shut the f up and watch your damn Bravo re-runs jfc. They wanna get mad at me when I want to eat in my room and say I need to get with the way of the world and stop ignoring the truth.

And then my dad takes one thing and completely twists what I said. I said ALTER not completely GET RID OF.
 
im so so so tired of work i almost cried yesterday from all the stress :) I wish I could quit but it's so complicated to explain rn basically I can't quit so im just in a perpetual state of exhaustion. it's so hard juggling work and rest/sleep bc we're basically at the hospital for 12+ hrs a day and we don't even get weekends or holidays off lmao.
my friends provide some catharsis bc they love joking about work and how ****ty it is rn so at least we all can relate to each other and just laugh about it. also some of the higher-ups are genuinely so nice despite all the stress, i'm so grateful for them. if all our higher-ups were mean i wouldve lost my mind ( _ _) also delivering (full-term) babies gives me bit of a stress relief bc i get to snuggle with them for a bit before giving them to their mama :c i just love lightly pinching their little chubby cheeks
 
I may have to give up on Mario Kart 8 Deluxe. It’s getting too hard, and I’m feeling player fatigue from Mario Kart.
 
It’s been more stressful just because my dad’s been angrier than usual since his car being damaged. That always sucks being stressed just because you’re around someone else that is. I hate having to walk on eggshells. If I say one wrong thing, it’s just an angry response.
 
my dentist appt is today and I'm really not looking forward to it, wish it was earlier in the day so I could just get it done and over with 😭

edit: called as soon as they opened to see if they possibly have an opening earlier in the day and they don't. I really don't want to spend the next 6 hours being anxious about it, praying they call me soon saying there's a cancelation so I can go in asap 😔
 
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For whatever reason I just don’t feel okay today. I woke up feeling very nauseous, had a coffee and some cereal before work (5am start ugh I will never not complain about those start times) went to work pulled my back out whilst pulling an alcohol pallet onto the shop floor which made me feel even more sick. Whilst walking home I felt like I was going to pass out the whole way home, I’ve eaten, I’ve been drinking water, I’ve taken painkillers and I’m now in bed and I still feel so poorly🥺 being a single mama has its downsides when I have nobody to look after me and I gotta take care of my rugrats. Gonna nap and see if that helps 🤞🏻
 
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