What's Bothering You?

Everyone in my Dreamlight Valley community (on Instagram) is playing Palia except for me. I just find it frustrating at times that some games only release on certain platforms. Plus even if I wanted to I have no room for a gaming PC nor do I want to invest in a second laptop for gaming.

I just hate how impatient and restless I get from time to time, it makes me cranky.
 
im not feeling good at all today, i threw up 4 times and my back is aching
 
I dont know what to do. Im so worried, and uncomfortable with this... thing going on in real life. I dont know what to do... im worried what will happen.

Help
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Ive been doing a project for somekne who got a hold of me, and wanted me to draw some scenes for his comic. It was all fine but lately Ive had to draw... other stuff I can't mention, for contex its like illustraiting cetain scenes from Game of Thrones. I told him it was making me uncomfortable, and he told me nothing was gonna change in it. But regardless hes going to use my art in his project! I told him that he should find someone else but hes not. He said hes gonna use it, regardless. I know i dug my own hole. But hes gonna use my stuff. So ive just continued.. i dont wanna loose my art. But i feel like a fool. A brainless one.
 
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Back in May, my Rheumatologist was going to refer me to Occupational therapy to see if there was any other help/aids they could prescribe to help my arthritis in my hands and back. I got a letter back informing me that I have my referral has been cancelled because I didn't respond to their letter. I never got an appointment/letter, so because of a clerical error or my letter being lost in the post, I have to try and get back onto the waiting list now.
 
I haven’t been doing much at all for the last couple days but my body is just so taxed from my period and stress it hurts all over, esp my back, this year I feel so much physically weaker, concerned for how my health will be in even a couple years, really have to force myself to try and be active because around my place it honestly tires me out mentally. Being stuck here and isolated irl has absolutely wasted and shortened my life
 
told my gp a week ago i need a prescription refill because i'm going on vacation and they only just get back to me today, the day right before, asking how many i need when i literally SAID on the request (the whole prescription because it'll run out three days before i get back, and i won't have time to order more) so now i'm never going to get it on time and will have to be forced off my meds, i'm so upset
 
I've been feeling unwell almost everyday and there's not really anything I can do about it. I haven't had health insurance for almost 3 years and I never know how much money our family has. Nobody tells me anything...
I'm not in charge of what food we buy and that's probably a part of the problem since I'm extremely picky and can't cook. There's a lot of other things wrong, though...
The main problems are everything costs money and I'm not well enough physically or mentally to get a job.

I don't know, maybe I could ask for vitamins or something but I don't know how much that'll help me. (Or if it costs too much?)
I don't even have the energy to do anything today and I didn't the past few days, either...
 
Getting tired of spam filling up my inbox. I didn’t know spammers were taking advantage of the unsubscribe feature. I wish my email account can track all data from spammers, especially phishing scammers.
 
anxiety from a few days ago is still hitting me so bad, I feel pretty miserable not gonna lie 😞

I feel kinda stupid cause, like, it really wasn't even that bad and there's no reason for me to be feeling this way. but I also feel like it was pretty traumatic for me, I've never had a panic attack that severe in my life. I don't know, maybe I'm too hard on myself. and I know I'm autistic so external stimuli affects me a lot more than others. but I just can't help but feel ridiculous and foolish that I still have this anxiety two days later.
 
I'm going to a job fair tomorrow and I'm so nervous. I have applied for over 40 jobs in the past 2 months, done several interviews and no one will have me. I'm so worried about being unemployed for much longer, cause once I graduate college, I prob won't be able to stay at home without having to pay rent.
 
so fed up with my work situation i've applied for a few other positions. the one i stand the most chance of getting will result in me getting a pay cut, but at least i'll be full time with benefits and not working 7 days a week. i'm so tired of worrying about work and time and money. i want to go away.
 
some days it’s like i’m almost kinda emotionally/mentally okay, then for no reason i just start playing back everything that happened in a constant loop and it makes it really hard to believe i’ll EVER be okay
 
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