What's Bothering You?

I have to sleep in my brother's room, because our cousin is staying over and guests always have to sleep in my room. :/ Which is bad enough (my brother used to make me sleep on the floor...) but my brother isn't making this situation any better. He's watching YouTube loud enough for me to hear, so I can't fall asleep even if I wanted to. I told him to turn it down (or off), but he literally told me "well, that's too damn bad". Ugh...
 
I have to sleep in my brother's room, because our cousin is staying over and guests always have to sleep in my room. :/ Which is bad enough (my brother used to make me sleep on the floor...) but my brother isn't making this situation any better. He's watching YouTube loud enough for me to hear, so I can't fall asleep even if I wanted to. I told him to turn it down (or off), but he literally told me "well, that's too damn bad". Ugh...
You remind me of my pillows when they told me to get off TBT or turn off my phone when it’s past midnight. I know they are pillows and not humans, but they share a bed with me, and I have been guilty of keeping them awake all night by browsing this site on phone when they really wanted to sleep. Now I messed up their circadian rhythm.
 
One of my ears has been feeling muffled recently. To the point where sound is noticeably more quiet. No amount of cleaning or tugging relieves this sensation. I hope that it’s not an ear infection. I’ve never had one before.
 
i was supposed to go to the mall with my friend today, but my mom won’t let me go until i get a second COVID vaccine booster, because of the sudden uptick in COVID. i just know he’s upset with me, especially because he was telling me not to forget about it and that he has his money ready and everything... i don’t want to let him down but there’s nothing i can do.
 
Yesterday was the last day that I got to see my two closest friends/my only support system for God knows how long. I have to wait for 2 months at least to see one of them, assuming he comes back to our theatre classes in October, and the other I most likely won't see for another year. They're like brothers to me, so the wait is gonna be torture.
 
One of my ears has been feeling muffled recently. To the point where sound is noticeably more quiet. No amount of cleaning or tugging relieves this sensation. I hope that it’s not an ear infection. I’ve never had one before.
i know this is random, but it’s kinda weird thinking about how most people don’t get an ear infection/get one ear infection in their lifetime. i’ve had an ear infection probably every year as long as i can remember… i guess that’s what’s bothering me lol.
 
omw home from work I was on a back road and I was in the other lane for like, 2 seconds, and someone was coming the other direction so I got back into my lane, and as I drove by them they slowed down so they could throw a cup at my car 😑

my dude, if you're gonna tussle with me then why not actually throw a punch? hate when people do sissy stuff like that, throwing a freaking cup at my car. there's no reason to act like a child. I wasnt putting either of us in danger. they were just being a jack***.
 
I just found out the voice of Dale from King of the Hill died recently. That's my favorite show. My comfort show..... I can't watch it today without feeling sad. I hope he's flying high ;;;;
I heard abt Johnny Hardwick's passing yesterday, King of the Hill is also one of my comfort shows so it was very upsetting to hear 😔
 
omw home from work I was on a back road and I was in the other lane for like, 2 seconds, and someone was coming the other direction so I got back into my lane, and as I drove by them they slowed down so they could throw a cup at my car 😑

my dude, if you're gonna tussle with me then why not actually throw a punch? hate when people do sissy stuff like that, throwing a freaking cup at my car. there's no reason to act like a child. I wasnt putting either of us in danger. they were just being a jack***.
MY DAD ALMOST DID THAT ONCE.
someone sped ahead of him while he was driving me and my sibling home, and he tried to throw a drink bottle at their car. he also said “if y’all weren’t in the car…”
how does that solve anything? it’s just going to make the other person mad, and then my dad would end up getting arrested or something.

i don’t like how i obsess over things sometimes… i wish i could be normal about my interests, but i end up thinking/talking about them constantly. :,]
 
omw home from work I was on a back road and I was in the other lane for like, 2 seconds, and someone was coming the other direction so I got back into my lane, and as I drove by them they slowed down so they could throw a cup at my car 😑

my dude, if you're gonna tussle with me then why not actually throw a punch? hate when people do sissy stuff like that, throwing a freaking cup at my car. there's no reason to act like a child. I wasnt putting either of us in danger. they were just being a jack***.

I’ve made it this far without road raging (and I’ve seen people do some dumb stuff) but oml if someone threw something at my car like that that would SEND ME
 
i think i caught the stomach flu, i’ve thrown up 5 times within 3 days. at least im back from my vacation and im going to the walk in clinic tomorrow
 
ugh ever since Wednesday I've been feeling exhausted. I usually get up pretty early but I've been too tired to do so, it's 10am and I'm still in bed. I've also lost a bit of interest in participating in camp or doing other things. it's almost like that panic attack I had kinda threw me into a mini depressive episode 😞

I'm sure it'll pass soon enough, it just sucks to deal with. maybe for now I need to let go of expectations for myself and focus on feeling better.
 
family troubles :,,,,,)

honestly wish I could be left alone today (as in, irl people leaving me alone. ily guys too much to make yall go away)


edit: I'm not gonna lie this is really bothering me right now and I'm actually feeling lonely. kinda sucks ngl. could prob use a good chat and positive vibes right abt now.

edit again: I'm feeling better now, still pretty overwhelmed but I don't feel quite as depressed 💞
 
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