What's Bothering You?

Accidentally deleted half my camp passport.
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a few weeks ago I went into a shop in the mall that has a bunch of old/used toys and comics and cool stuff, and while I was there I found a bunch of Lego Super Mario figurines. that's where I got my little bully, but they also had a bramball and a bone goomba, and after thinking about them quite a bit for the last week, I decided I would go back today and see if they were still there.

well, they weren't. there weren't any Lego Super Mario figurines left, unfortunately. 😞

it's not a big deal, I could prob find them online (and even get the specific ones I want), but I largely prefer to buy things in stores if I can so I just feel a little bummed about it. I guess it's a good thing I got the bully though, he's pretty great hehehe 💙



also still feeling really lethargic and exhausted today. luckily I didn't have to be at the front desk at all at work, just the workroom. I think I may draw/doodle a bit this evening, I don't have much energy to do anything beyond that honestly.
 
I’m so hungry but I’m going out to eat later and I don’t wanna ruin my appetite for it

but hungry nowwwwww
 
My headache that just came up 😖 and I have a job fair tomorrow at 9 AM which means I have to wake up stupid early to get dressed and travel
 
I have to sleep in my brother's room, because our cousin is staying over and guests always have to sleep in my room. :/ Which is bad enough (my brother used to make me sleep on the floor...) but my brother isn't making this situation any better. He's watching YouTube loud enough for me to hear, so I can't fall asleep even if I wanted to. I told him to turn it down (or off), but he literally told me "well, that's too damn bad". Ugh...
 
I have to sleep in my brother's room, because our cousin is staying over and guests always have to sleep in my room. :/ Which is bad enough (my brother used to make me sleep on the floor...) but my brother isn't making this situation any better. He's watching YouTube loud enough for me to hear, so I can't fall asleep even if I wanted to. I told him to turn it down (or off), but he literally told me "well, that's too damn bad". Ugh...
You remind me of my pillows when they told me to get off TBT or turn off my phone when it’s past midnight. I know they are pillows and not humans, but they share a bed with me, and I have been guilty of keeping them awake all night by browsing this site on phone when they really wanted to sleep. Now I messed up their circadian rhythm.
 
One of my ears has been feeling muffled recently. To the point where sound is noticeably more quiet. No amount of cleaning or tugging relieves this sensation. I hope that it’s not an ear infection. I’ve never had one before.
 
i was supposed to go to the mall with my friend today, but my mom won’t let me go until i get a second COVID vaccine booster, because of the sudden uptick in COVID. i just know he’s upset with me, especially because he was telling me not to forget about it and that he has his money ready and everything... i don’t want to let him down but there’s nothing i can do.
 
Yesterday was the last day that I got to see my two closest friends/my only support system for God knows how long. I have to wait for 2 months at least to see one of them, assuming he comes back to our theatre classes in October, and the other I most likely won't see for another year. They're like brothers to me, so the wait is gonna be torture.
 
One of my ears has been feeling muffled recently. To the point where sound is noticeably more quiet. No amount of cleaning or tugging relieves this sensation. I hope that it’s not an ear infection. I’ve never had one before.
i know this is random, but it’s kinda weird thinking about how most people don’t get an ear infection/get one ear infection in their lifetime. i’ve had an ear infection probably every year as long as i can remember… i guess that’s what’s bothering me lol.
 
so my mom spilled something while she was trying to get dinner ready, had one of her breakdowns and took off, and now i get to play my favourite game of wondering whether or not she’s going to come back. she left us to clean up the mess— i literally don’t feel well, and today is the 10 year anniversary of my dad’s mom passing away. and now i get to spend the rest of my day worried and upset. i have begged my mom, pleaded with her, cried to her to please stop ****ing taking off when she’s like this, but she has made it abundantly clear that she couldn’t care less.

i’m so angry. i’m so sad. why can’t i have just one day? literally every day is like this. i’m so tired.
 
omw home from work I was on a back road and I was in the other lane for like, 2 seconds, and someone was coming the other direction so I got back into my lane, and as I drove by them they slowed down so they could throw a cup at my car 😑

my dude, if you're gonna tussle with me then why not actually throw a punch? hate when people do sissy stuff like that, throwing a freaking cup at my car. there's no reason to act like a child. I wasnt putting either of us in danger. they were just being a jack***.
 
I just found out the voice of Dale from King of the Hill died recently. That's my favorite show. My comfort show..... I can't watch it today without feeling sad. I hope he's flying high ;;;;
I heard abt Johnny Hardwick's passing yesterday, King of the Hill is also one of my comfort shows so it was very upsetting to hear 😔
 
I need to start journaling but I can't get myself to do it. It feels dumb. It would probably look repetitive over time anyway. I have two small notebooks for it sitting on a shelf.
I do think there would be a purpose or benefit of doing it.
 
omw home from work I was on a back road and I was in the other lane for like, 2 seconds, and someone was coming the other direction so I got back into my lane, and as I drove by them they slowed down so they could throw a cup at my car 😑

my dude, if you're gonna tussle with me then why not actually throw a punch? hate when people do sissy stuff like that, throwing a freaking cup at my car. there's no reason to act like a child. I wasnt putting either of us in danger. they were just being a jack***.
MY DAD ALMOST DID THAT ONCE.
someone sped ahead of him while he was driving me and my sibling home, and he tried to throw a drink bottle at their car. he also said “if y’all weren’t in the car…”
how does that solve anything? it’s just going to make the other person mad, and then my dad would end up getting arrested or something.

i don’t like how i obsess over things sometimes… i wish i could be normal about my interests, but i end up thinking/talking about them constantly. :,]
 
omw home from work I was on a back road and I was in the other lane for like, 2 seconds, and someone was coming the other direction so I got back into my lane, and as I drove by them they slowed down so they could throw a cup at my car 😑

my dude, if you're gonna tussle with me then why not actually throw a punch? hate when people do sissy stuff like that, throwing a freaking cup at my car. there's no reason to act like a child. I wasnt putting either of us in danger. they were just being a jack***.

I’ve made it this far without road raging (and I’ve seen people do some dumb stuff) but oml if someone threw something at my car like that that would SEND ME
 
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