Ravenkitty22
No, one mourns the wicked
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What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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-Apples-
“Assorted” Collector
Nothing! Absolutely nothing! Other people can be jerks. If people are being rude to you, it’s not your fault for existing. It’s their fault for not being nice enough.
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
learned the hard way that the ragweed pollen is out full force now, I have a really bad sinus headache. guess I'll have to start taking my allergy med every day again 
I'm taking the last 2 classes before I apply to vet school. They start next week. They're both labs....
I got my degree in biology years ago. I love science. Im just terrified of knowing I'll have to find a lab partner. I don't know anyone in the school. The anxiety is driving me mad and I don't know what to do
I got my degree in biology years ago. I love science. Im just terrified of knowing I'll have to find a lab partner. I don't know anyone in the school. The anxiety is driving me mad and I don't know what to do
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I am just so bothered with Money. Its like you're trying to save it for things you want, but when important stuff comes up like paying bills and then trying to buy supplies it just gets in the way. By the time you're done you barely have any money left and you're forced to wait another month for income to come in. I know they say "get a job" but its not as simple as most jobs cannot pay as much.
remembering that time where i was listening to bears in trees, and my dad didn’t like it because ”music is supposed to piss off the squares.”
why does my music have to make anyone mad? i thought the whole point of music was to enjoy it.
if it makes him mad… maybe he’s the square?
why does my music have to make anyone mad? i thought the whole point of music was to enjoy it.
if it makes him mad… maybe he’s the square?
another mom meltdown, only this time it’s the middle of the night and i had to try and calm her down by myself 
she accidentally banged something into her portable air conditioner and caused its hose to fall out from where it was connected to the window, and she proceeded to lose her ****. she was thankfully able to fix it (at least momentarily), but just... christ. and of course her breakdown didn’t have anything to do with the air conditioner, just like it had nothing to do with her spilling sauce all over the kitchen on saturday, just like it has nothing to do with her computer being a slow piece of ****. it always comes back to her mom’s death, and zeva’s death, and the deaths of our two kittens we adopted after zeva. it comes back to her being disabled— she can barely use her hands, she can barely stand up straight, she can’t be on her feet for longer than 5 seconds before her back and her knees and her everything starts to hurt.
grief has ruined my life, and ruined my home, and ruined my mother. i don’t recognize her half the time anymore. i don’t recognize myself. she lost her mom, and now i’m on the verge of losing mine. i am so scared that she’ll go to her doctor’s appointment next week, and her doctor won’t help her, and then what?? i am scared all the time. i am so tired of begging her to stay.
i don’t understand why this keeps happening. i don’t understand why i can’t have just one day. i can’t enjoy the good things because i’m always terrified that something bad will follow them, and usually something does. i haven’t felt peace in over 2 years. idk if i’ll ever feel it again.
i also love that my dad will wake up if i leave the bathroom light on for too long and he somehow sees it shining under his door (even though he sleeps with his head facing the wall??), but he sleeps through the 30+ minutes of his wife screaming and crying.
idk. i’m tired. i’ll delete this later, but if anyone could send me some positive vibes or pray for me or something, i would appreciate it so much. i don’t think anything out there listens to me when i pray
she accidentally banged something into her portable air conditioner and caused its hose to fall out from where it was connected to the window, and she proceeded to lose her ****. she was thankfully able to fix it (at least momentarily), but just... christ. and of course her breakdown didn’t have anything to do with the air conditioner, just like it had nothing to do with her spilling sauce all over the kitchen on saturday, just like it has nothing to do with her computer being a slow piece of ****. it always comes back to her mom’s death, and zeva’s death, and the deaths of our two kittens we adopted after zeva. it comes back to her being disabled— she can barely use her hands, she can barely stand up straight, she can’t be on her feet for longer than 5 seconds before her back and her knees and her everything starts to hurt. grief has ruined my life, and ruined my home, and ruined my mother. i don’t recognize her half the time anymore. i don’t recognize myself. she lost her mom, and now i’m on the verge of losing mine. i am so scared that she’ll go to her doctor’s appointment next week, and her doctor won’t help her, and then what?? i am scared all the time. i am so tired of begging her to stay.
i don’t understand why this keeps happening. i don’t understand why i can’t have just one day. i can’t enjoy the good things because i’m always terrified that something bad will follow them, and usually something does. i haven’t felt peace in over 2 years. idk if i’ll ever feel it again.
i also love that my dad will wake up if i leave the bathroom light on for too long and he somehow sees it shining under his door (even though he sleeps with his head facing the wall??), but he sleeps through the 30+ minutes of his wife screaming and crying.
idk. i’m tired. i’ll delete this later, but if anyone could send me some positive vibes or pray for me or something, i would appreciate it so much. i don’t think anything out there listens to me when i pray
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
what I wouldn't give to actually physically be there for my friends who are hurting, they deserve the biggest and longest hugs in the world 
When a company sends you the wrong item and asks for 50 photos and acts like they know more than you. Just send the right ****ing item instead of asking me to verify everything and take pictures of proof that that something is what I say it is.
Seems like every battle I start off in on a Mario Kart 8 Deluxe battle is a bomb battle., which I always do poorly in. How can I get 8+ points in a balloon battle but dead last on a bomb battle? Item luck means nothing if everyone's getting bombs, lol.
As I type this after one bomb battle, the next battle is ANOTHER bomb battle. Where is the rotation? What even is rotation?
Typical. I came in dead last on the two bomb battles, and then we choose coin runners. I came in first.
As I type this after one bomb battle, the next battle is ANOTHER bomb battle. Where is the rotation? What even is rotation?
Typical. I came in dead last on the two bomb battles, and then we choose coin runners. I came in first.
work is getting on my ass. energy levels are going back down as my thyroid is getting worse. my writing block is still terrible and things are just so boring right now.
i'm gonna be real sad once camp ends, i love the atmosphere of my team.
i'm gonna be real sad once camp ends, i love the atmosphere of my team.
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
had yet another panic attack yesterday. two in one week. 
idk why I was cursed to deal with an anxiety disorder. it's so incredibly draining and exhausting and frustrating. I don't hate myself by any means, but sometimes it's really difficult for me to love myself when I have to deal with this.
idk why I was cursed to deal with an anxiety disorder. it's so incredibly draining and exhausting and frustrating. I don't hate myself by any means, but sometimes it's really difficult for me to love myself when I have to deal with this.
VernalLapin
anyway
Some twitter users need their phones taken away for a few days. Same goes for pinterest other social media users who decide to share dumb unfunny ****. /nbh
Sometimes I worry that when sharing my accomplishments it comes off as bragging, or I seem arrogant or cocky. I've generally been a good person for most of my life because I was taught at a young age to treat others how I wish to be treated (by my mom), but there's one point in my past where I really was arrogant. Now I struggle with self-confidence sometimes only because I don't want to come off that way.
I never want to be like that ever again, because it's not who I am.
I never want to be like that ever again, because it's not who I am.
-Apples-
“Assorted” Collector
It’s not bragging. It’s only bragging if you tell others that they didn’t get the accomplishments you did.
Okay: “I won a golden trophy”
Not okay: “I won a golden trophy, so I’m better than you”
Okay: “I got an A on my final”
Not okay: “I got an A on my final, and you didn’t”
What you were doing were what I labeled as “okay”. It’s only arrogance if you were doing what I labeled as “not okay”.
Exactly, and I make it a point to never say anything like that because it's downright rude and offensive.
I was moreso just journaling my thoughts on this because it's something I think about from time to time. I appreciate the kind response though.
