What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
ugh ever since Wednesday I've been feeling exhausted. I usually get up pretty early but I've been too tired to do so, it's 10am and I'm still in bed. I've also lost a bit of interest in participating in camp or doing other things. it's almost like that panic attack I had kinda threw me into a mini depressive episode 
I'm sure it'll pass soon enough, it just sucks to deal with. maybe for now I need to let go of expectations for myself and focus on feeling better.
I'm sure it'll pass soon enough, it just sucks to deal with. maybe for now I need to let go of expectations for myself and focus on feeling better.
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
family troubles :,,,,,)
honestly wish I could be left alone today (as in, irl people leaving me alone. ily guys too much to make yall go away)
edit: I'm not gonna lie this is really bothering me right now and I'm actually feeling lonely. kinda sucks ngl. could prob use a good chat and positive vibes right abt now.
edit again: I'm feeling better now, still pretty overwhelmed but I don't feel quite as depressed
honestly wish I could be left alone today (as in, irl people leaving me alone. ily guys too much to make yall go away)
edit: I'm not gonna lie this is really bothering me right now and I'm actually feeling lonely. kinda sucks ngl. could prob use a good chat and positive vibes right abt now.
edit again: I'm feeling better now, still pretty overwhelmed but I don't feel quite as depressed
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I can't be the only one getting triggered when something like a food kiosk or someone asks for your name and you have to give them your deadname. Like I know you can give them any name at food places but honestly, some of these places know me and they know my name that I wouldn't want them questioning it if I changed it. It just sucks hearing it, especially from my grandma who seems to be reinforcing my name to me so much more ever since she's become suspicious that I'm not fitting under her description/gender norms for a biological female. She even gave me so much **** for not signing my real name in her birthday card and instead writing the first letter of my chosen name (which happens to start with the same letter as my deadname) but whatever. She's lucky she even got a card. Does that make me an *******?
I'd feel more comfortable giving my chosen name out to places I've never been before but for now I'm still just my deadname.
I'd feel more comfortable giving my chosen name out to places I've never been before but for now I'm still just my deadname.
VernalLapin
anyway
Cramps ;n;
i feel like I'm constantly bothering people or upsetting them. I often feel like my partner and friends would be much happier if I weren;t around them. i wish I were better at talking to people and making friends
I think I love way too hard. I put too much in and throw it so hard at people, I don't think they know how to react to it, and they pull out of it.
I think I love way too hard. I put too much in and throw it so hard at people, I don't think they know how to react to it, and they pull out of it.
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pottercrossing
☀🏹🎶Apollo🎶🏹☀
My stomach is in so much pain that I can barely move. It's probably just really bad gas or something, but it hurts like hell and I want it to stop.
Edit: yep, it was just bad gas, thank god
Edit: yep, it was just bad gas, thank god
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. I can already tell this semester is gonna be a lil rough..
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
so many of my friends are hurting right now and it honestly breaks my heart, I wish I could just take all their pain away 
it feels like one of my friends only talks to me when he wants something from me… he keeps asking for a stuffed animal that i CANNOT get for him. i’ve told him multiple times that i just can’t, especially because my sibling has covid and my friend’s dad has covid. also, the plushie is only available for a limited time, so that’s even worse. there’s just no way that i’ll be allowed to buy him something when there are no holidays coming up.
he keeps asking for things that i just can‘t get him, so i have implemented a system. every time he asks me for something, i am going to send him a random GIF of waluigi, completely out of context. i know it sounds silly, but i‘m going to end up sending him one literally every day.
he keeps asking for things that i just can‘t get him, so i have implemented a system. every time he asks me for something, i am going to send him a random GIF of waluigi, completely out of context. i know it sounds silly, but i‘m going to end up sending him one literally every day.
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
I know this is a tricky situation and I'm sorry you have to deal with it, but that's honestly a perfect reaction plan. bless him with our savior's presence
My mom is extremely sad from having a stroke and it's hard to watch her cry but not be able to talk a full sentence to express herself. My uncle (her brother) came to visit her from Alberta and honestly it just made her feel worse. All of her friends wanna come see her and she refuses. I think seeing them reminds her of her old life before the stroke and that they can go on summer adventures and swim in the lake while my mom can't even walk or get out of her wheelchair without assistance. Good thing my mom started on some hardcore anti depressants.
I've been shaken up and paranoid for a few hours now because something awful happened. A box that was sitting outside on our patio just caught on fire. Apparently it got too hot and there was a can or two of bug spray in it, which exploded... Not sure exactly how that happened but we need to be careful now? Thankfully I didn't actually see the fire because by the time I went and looked, my mom had already put it out with the garden hose. I did not hear her yelling about it (my sister did) because my room is too far away, but I did hear the explosion and didn't know what it was. Pretty much everything that was in the box was lost which I'm a little bit sad about. It wasn't anything too important to me specifically, but it's still sad.
Unfortunately for me, fire is one of my main fears and this could keep me paranoid for a long while. I've been having nightmares about things randomly catching on fire and now something actually did...[\SPOILER]
Unfortunately for me, fire is one of my main fears and this could keep me paranoid for a long while. I've been having nightmares about things randomly catching on fire and now something actually did...[\SPOILER]
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