What happened?I sincerely have no desire to exist anymore
What happened?
I’m sorry that all of that happened.not any one thing in particular, it’s just that in a span of about 6 months I’ve lost everything that was most important to me one by one and my life crumbled around me for seemingly no reason. now due to extremely unexpected circumstances I also have to move out of province soon (like 99% it’s gonna happen, barring a complete miracle), which means giving up my job too lol. I’m just totally out of energy to keep pushing through it all
I'm so sorry Zane if you ever need to vent or talk about anything, my DMs are opennot any one thing in particular, it’s just that in a span of about 6 months I’ve lost everything that was most important to me one by one and my life crumbled around me for seemingly no reason. now due to extremely unexpected circumstances I also have to move out of province soon (like 99% it’s gonna happen, barring a complete miracle), which means giving up my job too lol. I’m just totally out of energy to keep pushing through it all
i’m so, so unbelievably sorry, zelda. i don’t even know what to say, because i know there’s no words that will make this any easier. this is such an awful thing for you to have to go through, especially at 16. i’m so sorry.snip
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I’m so sorry to hear about your situation. I’m thinking of you and your family, and wishing you all lots of hope.Snip
I’m so sorry your going through so much. I have almost lost my mom twice and it is terrifying to go through. I pray for healing for your mom, you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.I finally got to see my mom in the hospital yesterday, but she's still unconscious. The doctors said that she'll most likely be in a vegetative state once she's awake. It might be a little early to make a claim like that, she might end up okay, but still...
I really don't know how to say this, but we might have to make a really hard choice, to either keep her alive in that state or... Y'know... Hell, I don't even think I'm in the position to consider such a big decision like that. But I'm still thinking and talking with my family about it.
I thought she would be fine, I really did. I thought I could wake up tomorrow feeling relatively okay, knowing that my mom would be fine and healthy eventually. But I don't think that's gonna be the case. I've always had this kid-like "everything will turn out perfectly okay" kind of mentality, anyways...
This is just really hard to deal with. I don't want to end up losing my mom so early in my life.
That's rough. Sorry for the unfortunate circumstances. Hoping for the best.Snip