xSuperMario64x
love of my life šš
sinus headache 
What's Bothering You?
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Metal Scorpion
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I love being gaslit by family despite I'm disabled and can't work because of said disability! 
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Just looking at those rides I designed in Roller Coaster Tycoon Classic remind me of how much I miss Disneyland. That feeling has struck me every day over the last few days. I havenāt gone since March 2019.
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
Feeling defeated.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life šš
I've had this involuntary twitching on my upper lip literally all day and it's absolutely driving me crazy 
my brother walked in on me while I was in the bathroom, trying to get dressed .___. I probably should get into the habit of locking the door, but I donāt always think to, since itās just me him and my dad (which my dad has his own bathroom). My brother got annoyed with meā¦ like I said, I know I should get into the habit of locking the door, but he shouldāve knockedā¦ 
i keep dreaming about my ex and i canāt stop thinking about him but i feel so guilty because i have a boyfriend who i very much loveā¦ and like this has started happening very suddenly as of 2 days ago i just want it to stop i actually feel like im going insaneee
Shellzilla_515
Senior Member
Just kinda fed up with some stuff really. Guess I'll disappear.
Hey, buddy. I sent you a DM. Whatever is bothering you, I hope you feel better soon.
to be clear, im a guy. It may be healthy to talk about this stuff with someone close. Ive thought a lot about revisiting someone from 14 years ago beause she was so important to me, we left each other in a way that was so harshly unimportant. Neither of us knew what we were doing. idk anyways. Let it out. Tread carefully where you lead yourself, what would you be afraid of to speak. Its ok that youve been having thoughts and things even though youre with someone. Ive felt devotion and your guilt is unfounded; like your looking for a reason that isnt there. Be honest with yourself and someone. Maybe your boyfriend if thats not too tall an order, honesty goes a long way and is quite peaceful when youre truly honest
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I dont get what is going through people's heads at the theatre sometime.
Like my co-worker was telling me how a lady came in to try and reserve SAWX ticket for her kids! Like what is going through people's heads.
Do you not see the poster for it, the trailier, or the R WARNING on it. My friend basically had to let management deal with that because thats a no go. She was not happy at all.
one of my complaints is when people dont watch the trailier, or even read about it, and just assume its fine. Because its not.
If our theatre could be in so much trouble if we let a minor see R rated movies. Like shut down trouble. But theres always that one person who just assumes all movies are fine, and then get mad when we say we cant let kids into some movies.
I just dont get why people dont look into stuff they see, or even look at the posters. I mean posters are designed to market towards certain audiences. Have you seen the Saw X poster? Yeah its icky. But I guess some people just make assumptions
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Working Logan one year, it was 18a, but still so many people bringing there kids over, and then leaving five minutes in. Alot of people left that movie, not evwn five minutes in.
(Dont even get me started on Sausage party) nightmare to work.
Like the majority of people look into stuff i like to think. But it always annoys me, because people blame us for not warning them. Well were not allowed to say anything. Do your research
Dont scar your kid by letting him sit theough two hours of a psychological, torture film. Its gonna be so stressful, I can already see how many people were gonna have to turn away, but hopefylly people actually do their research and look at the poster.
Like seriously. Its not hard. Just dont blame the staff, or managment. Eh. This is gonna be aweful. I really hope people will be reasonable and understanding.
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Ya know Fnaf is rumored to be 18a now, so thats hreat, its embracing what Fnaf is really about. Buut current Fnaf, well its not as freaky. But do people look into the old fnaf? I hope! I really hope so!
I love spooktober, but working it with 18a movies aint fun.
Ironicslly the Pawpatrol movie is openimg the same day as Saw xD imma send so many kids over to it.
Like my co-worker was telling me how a lady came in to try and reserve SAWX ticket for her kids! Like what is going through people's heads.
Do you not see the poster for it, the trailier, or the R WARNING on it. My friend basically had to let management deal with that because thats a no go. She was not happy at all.
one of my complaints is when people dont watch the trailier, or even read about it, and just assume its fine. Because its not.
If our theatre could be in so much trouble if we let a minor see R rated movies. Like shut down trouble. But theres always that one person who just assumes all movies are fine, and then get mad when we say we cant let kids into some movies.
I just dont get why people dont look into stuff they see, or even look at the posters. I mean posters are designed to market towards certain audiences. Have you seen the Saw X poster? Yeah its icky. But I guess some people just make assumptions
--
Working Logan one year, it was 18a, but still so many people bringing there kids over, and then leaving five minutes in. Alot of people left that movie, not evwn five minutes in.
(Dont even get me started on Sausage party) nightmare to work.
Like the majority of people look into stuff i like to think. But it always annoys me, because people blame us for not warning them. Well were not allowed to say anything. Do your research
Dont scar your kid by letting him sit theough two hours of a psychological, torture film. Its gonna be so stressful, I can already see how many people were gonna have to turn away, but hopefylly people actually do their research and look at the poster.
Like seriously. Its not hard. Just dont blame the staff, or managment. Eh. This is gonna be aweful. I really hope people will be reasonable and understanding.
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Ya know Fnaf is rumored to be 18a now, so thats hreat, its embracing what Fnaf is really about. Buut current Fnaf, well its not as freaky. But do people look into the old fnaf? I hope! I really hope so!
I love spooktober, but working it with 18a movies aint fun.
Ironicslly the Pawpatrol movie is openimg the same day as Saw xD imma send so many kids over to it.
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My life feels lonely. How does a person that's so extroverted feel that way? I'm far from reserved. The person I'm closest with is my favorite person, but I feel like if she was anyone else, she would be out of my life by now. She's been so nice towards me but she takes a lot. Meaning, she lets people take advantage of her. It's very rarely that she ever gets upset. I try not to take advantage of her of course. We have a close bond. But this is just one person and I feel like it's one of the reasons I cannot let go of the whole "favorite person" thing. We are both okay with the relationship we have but I've lately been starting to think more for myself. I'm making my own decisions based on myself instead of her. I'm finally expressing a more honest version of myself. I'm lucky to have her in my life.
I don't want to lose my bond with her, because if I do, I wouldn't have anyone else. That's an issue. I don't know what it is, but I feel the need to keep my favorite person close to me out of fear that I am a finger's snap away from being lonely. I can't see myself becoming this close with another person. It's not realistic. I wish I had bonds with people where we'd hang out outside of work. Most of the time I meet people, it is at work because I can't just walk up to random people at Target and start conversations. I would have no issues doing that, but it's weird? That person likely already has friends. And isn't that a weird thing to do? How do you even make friends when most people my age have already found their friend groups?
It seems like I can't progress past an acquaintance level. And most people that call me their friend are omitting an adjective. They mean to call me a "work friend." That's what we are if we are only like that at work.
It sucks that I have to be my deadname right now. I literally had to tell my favorite person that her calling me that bothered me. I assumed that she knew. That was only like the 4th time she called me my deadname, but I don't think she knew it bothered me until I said something. It's just... why would it not bother me? She's kind of right-leaning but she does respect me enough to not use my deadname - anymore at least. She was using male pronouns while referring to me, to her roommates but I'm unsure if it was out of respect or because I just look like a guy and it was a joke to her? I like to think it was the former.
I wish I had more than one person and a WBY thread to ramble to. It feels like only one person cares. Is it pathetic that I'm almost 26 years old and most 13 year old's have more friends right now than I did throughout my entire life? I find it so easy to start conversations with people but it feels useless to try and progress them. Most people have already found their friend group and aren't open to any newbies.
I don't want to lose my bond with her, because if I do, I wouldn't have anyone else. That's an issue. I don't know what it is, but I feel the need to keep my favorite person close to me out of fear that I am a finger's snap away from being lonely. I can't see myself becoming this close with another person. It's not realistic. I wish I had bonds with people where we'd hang out outside of work. Most of the time I meet people, it is at work because I can't just walk up to random people at Target and start conversations. I would have no issues doing that, but it's weird? That person likely already has friends. And isn't that a weird thing to do? How do you even make friends when most people my age have already found their friend groups?
It seems like I can't progress past an acquaintance level. And most people that call me their friend are omitting an adjective. They mean to call me a "work friend." That's what we are if we are only like that at work.
It sucks that I have to be my deadname right now. I literally had to tell my favorite person that her calling me that bothered me. I assumed that she knew. That was only like the 4th time she called me my deadname, but I don't think she knew it bothered me until I said something. It's just... why would it not bother me? She's kind of right-leaning but she does respect me enough to not use my deadname - anymore at least. She was using male pronouns while referring to me, to her roommates but I'm unsure if it was out of respect or because I just look like a guy and it was a joke to her? I like to think it was the former.
I wish I had more than one person and a WBY thread to ramble to. It feels like only one person cares. Is it pathetic that I'm almost 26 years old and most 13 year old's have more friends right now than I did throughout my entire life? I find it so easy to start conversations with people but it feels useless to try and progress them. Most people have already found their friend group and aren't open to any newbies.
I'm really sorry, Xara. Pet loss can be just as difficult as human loss when it comes to loved ones. Don't let anyone tell you different. From what you've shared of Zeva over time, it seems like she was a really sweet kitty and that you took exceptional care of her. It's unfortunate that she passed for sure. If you ever need to talk more about it, I'm here for you.
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Right now I'm bothered because I got back from my trip, but there's still a lot I wanted to do, so I'm not sure I'll get much sleep. It's also my mom's would-be birthday today. She would have been 65 today. But for some reason that's not bothering me too much right now. I already grieve over her at other times throughout the year. And later today I'm going flower-picking for her. So I'm finally starting to feel like I can think about her without getting too sad, which I suppose is a good thing.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life šš
I had a dream that someone I was really close friends with called me by my former name I mean I know that still happens sometimes in real life, but ugh it just hurts so much, especially coming from someone like that.
also just generally feeling worried and anxious. I wish I could just leave for my trip now, and not have to wait another week. it's only a few days away, I only have to hold out until this weekend. I'm so close...
I mean I know that still happens sometimes in real life, but ugh it just hurts so much, especially coming from someone like that.also just generally feeling worried and anxious. I wish I could just leave for my trip now, and not have to wait another week. it's only a few days away, I only have to hold out until this weekend. I'm so close...
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. Also of course I'm the only person that water gets on.Ravenkitty22
wouldāve, couldāve, shouldāve
Iām so sorry, Xara. I had to deal with something similar recently, with my dog Molly passing away in March 2022. Weād had her for 12 years (ironic), but it felt like less because I felt like I was the only one who cared at the end. Pet loss can hurt just as much as human loss, and thatās okay if it does. Your kitty was an important part of your life- itās completely understandable. I like to think thereās a special place in heaven (or equivalent) for our furry friends, and I bet sheās up there right now, making cloud biscuits or something. I hope this helps, and my DMs are open if you ever need anything.
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Feeling a bit lonely lately. Thereās this song, called Chosen Last by Sara Kays, and thatās almost exactly how I feel right now. How come everyone, even in my own friend group, is so happy, but I donāt feel that reciprocated?
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I'm so, so sorry Xara.
The loss of a pet can be truly devastating, no matter what anyone saysāmy childhood dog's passing was the worst grief I'd ever been through, and it still hurts. I feel like I'm not the best at words with this sort of thing, especially online, but if there's ever anything I can do for you, just let me know.--
It's a little thing, but I'm just really stressed out about my doctor's appointment tomorrowāit's just another follow-up regarding my anxiety/depression meds and I don't think anything's wrong (which I'm very grateful for, don't get me wrong), but that's kind of why I'm dreading going so much. I'm on a very low dosage of some pretty standard meds. I'm not experiencing any issues with them, I haven't experienced any issues with them the entire time I've been on them, and my last follow-up was three months ago where I spent almost two hours in a waiting room just to tell my doctor "yeah everything's still fine" in a conversation that lasted under five minutes. There's no more bloodwork or anything that needs to be done. And it's not a quick trip there and back either.
Like, I don't see why this can't be a phone call. I have other things to do. I'm gonna bring something to read this time so it doesn't feel like a complete waste of my time but just. Ugh. I'm just very frustrated.
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