What's Bothering You?
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How much longer do I have to suffer? Why is this daily? There's always a new problem after one goes away. Or in this case, I thought a problem was gone but it's absolutely NOT.
No health insurance... Nobody understands how much I'm suffering or what I'm trying to describe and recommends medicine for something else. It's really hard for me to describe it, anyway. And they're not doctors, they're my family. They have no idea.
And no, I don't want to try to describe it here. It's really embarrassing and I would hate talking about it.
On another note, we have to deal with the kitchen sink being unusable until my dad fixes it, which might take days for him to get around to. Our cats got under it and apparently destroyed the repairs he did on it a while ago...
I half typed up a part about my insurance issues and also not being able to handle a job, but erased it after deciding it was too personal.
No health insurance... Nobody understands how much I'm suffering or what I'm trying to describe and recommends medicine for something else. It's really hard for me to describe it, anyway. And they're not doctors, they're my family. They have no idea.
And no, I don't want to try to describe it here. It's really embarrassing and I would hate talking about it.
On another note, we have to deal with the kitchen sink being unusable until my dad fixes it, which might take days for him to get around to. Our cats got under it and apparently destroyed the repairs he did on it a while ago...
I half typed up a part about my insurance issues and also not being able to handle a job, but erased it after deciding it was too personal.
My favorite person got a job in her field finally. I know it's been a while. She hasn't told me. I found out by accident and I'm wondering when or if she plans on letting me know. I know I'm not entitled to know or anything but I think we're close? She's been incredibly flirty lately but tbh I think she's just messing around? She told me a while back I'm too young. Unless she changed her mind, her flirting makes no sense.
Tbh, I normally date younger anyway and she's older than me. She's literally 7 years older than me. I'm just not sure what her intentions are with flirting. She knows I am non-binary but she uses both my chosen name and deadname. When she uses my chosen name she smirks and her demeanor changes, like it's a privilege that she's calling me my chosen name? That's just what I'm getting. I can't obviously confirm. She also recently said a few days ago that I'd look good with long hair, which is the exact opposite of what I'm going for. It sometimes feels like my identity is a joke to her? I think she respects me sometimes but when she calls me my deadname and chosen name a few minutes apart, smirking when she uses my chosen name acting like it's a gift that she's calling me that?
I'm ****ing lost.
Tbh, I normally date younger anyway and she's older than me. She's literally 7 years older than me. I'm just not sure what her intentions are with flirting. She knows I am non-binary but she uses both my chosen name and deadname. When she uses my chosen name she smirks and her demeanor changes, like it's a privilege that she's calling me my chosen name? That's just what I'm getting. I can't obviously confirm. She also recently said a few days ago that I'd look good with long hair, which is the exact opposite of what I'm going for. It sometimes feels like my identity is a joke to her? I think she respects me sometimes but when she calls me my deadname and chosen name a few minutes apart, smirking when she uses my chosen name acting like it's a gift that she's calling me that?
I'm ****ing lost.
screaming because i had to come to my campus’ advising center because for some reason its not letting me register for my spring classes, and there’s so many people in front of me and anxiety is creeping up on me ;_; and one of the classes i NEED to be able to apply for the program im in only has 3 spots left (since i checked an hour ago) 
*eye twitch*
*eye twitch*
Unfortunately mom’s dr appointment today didn’t go well. There are new areas of concern so they did a biopsy on them and now have to wait for the results. They are thinking of treating with medication first but she may need another surgery. Won’t be able to make a plan until the results get back.
VernalLapin
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I HATE COOKING!!!!!!!!!
daringred_
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pretty sure i have an ear infection, and there's nothing i can do about it. started maybe two weeks ago, and i figured it would clear up soon enough, but now the pain is worse (especially when laying) and it seems to be swollen; my hearing's getting muffled on that side. doctors appointments are super hard to get right now, so i don't know if there's even a point calling -- last time, my medication review was a month out from when i booked it. idk if they'd take an ear infection seriously enough to try and get me in any sooner. ear drops haven't helped because i'm pretty confident it's not an ear wax issue so rip.
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and it hurts so insanely bad when i yawn. thankfully im going to doctor tmw
ShinyDungeoneer
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me: relaxing
problem: exists
me: *dial-up internet connection sound as I fail to process it*
(accurate representation of me whenever I try to process something, like mornings)
If you can't tell, my autism bothers me.
problem: exists
me: *dial-up internet connection sound as I fail to process it*
(accurate representation of me whenever I try to process something, like mornings)
If you can't tell, my autism bothers me.
While trying to make space in one storage container, I found the workbooks from my iop in 2017. Reading through them them made me feel disappointed that my situation hasn’t improved a lot since then. Also, that I’m still making the same mistakes.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
so tired of dealing with mental health issues 
Alolan_Apples
“Assorted” Collector
We ordered a diet coke at Whataburger as my Hoppip plush’s last of seven sodas. It was a regular coke. Her last soda was ruined because they screwed up our order. It looks like I’m not going to Whataburger ever again.
Normally, I feel bad about wasting food. I don’t even like seeing onions get wasted. But regular cokes are one thing I wouldn’t feel bad about wasting.
Normally, I feel bad about wasting food. I don’t even like seeing onions get wasted. But regular cokes are one thing I wouldn’t feel bad about wasting.
randomly getting anxiety over my doctor appointment tomorrow, feeling nauseous for no reason (actually might be the coffee i drank), and feeling dizzy + the throat pain is making me feel like i just want to disappear i’m so so so so tired of feeling some type of sick everyday
i’m so so so so tired of feeling some type of sick everyday
