What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
tried to grab a cat that ran into my mom's room before she slipped behind a piece of furniture and out of my reach, so I quickly reached down aaaaand I absolutely slammed my right eye into the handle of my mom's stationary bike 
luckily I can still see okay, and it doesn't really hurt (though it scared me and threw me into a mini panic attack when it happened), but I'm afraid I might wake up tomorrow morning with a black eye
luckily I can still see okay, and it doesn't really hurt (though it scared me and threw me into a mini panic attack when it happened), but I'm afraid I might wake up tomorrow morning with a black eye
Millysaurusrexjr
yeah
my doctor is really nice but I think I might have to find a new one because I have such a hard time understanding what she's saying because of her accent 
I have a hard enough time understanding what people (mainly people I don't know) are saying in general.. like even if they speak perfect english. idk what it is.
I have a hard enough time understanding what people (mainly people I don't know) are saying in general.. like even if they speak perfect english. idk what it is.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
love waking up to the sound of my parents yelling at each other 
I'm being forced to leave the house to have a family dinner tomorrow even though I haven't been feeling well. Specifically, I don't feel well half the time I eat.
I'm having trouble sleeping and can already tell I'm going to be very stressed out tomorrow...
I'm having trouble sleeping and can already tell I'm going to be very stressed out tomorrow...
.: Meri :.
party!!
apparently a lot of chocolate and chocolate products have "concerning" levels of lead and cadmium???
My throat hurts. And for some reason it feels like it also has a dry feeling in the back of it. I feel like by tomorrow it's just going to be worse, because my brother was just sick with something like this.
nightglow
Little can stop the sun and moon from thier dance.
My waist is smaller though bad, my weight is less though bad, my cholesterol is better and still considered good, yet the company said I am worse this year than last year. I feel better than last year, my sugar is still perfect numbers, so.. ima gonna say ima better than last year.
It still bugs me though. I feel like they are pickier because of waist number and scale number. I know they can be indicators of things but if I have improvement in this many categories I dont see how I am "worse" than last year.
It still bugs me though. I feel like they are pickier because of waist number and scale number. I know they can be indicators of things but if I have improvement in this many categories I dont see how I am "worse" than last year.
im so tired of feeling so sick all the time 
i wish i knew what was wrong with me. all my bloodwork came back normal at the ER so idk im at a loss. getting checked this coming thursday so hopefully i will get atleast one answer </3
i wish i knew what was wrong with me. all my bloodwork came back normal at the ER so idk im at a loss. getting checked this coming thursday so hopefully i will get atleast one answer </3
I'm sick of everything, lol.
KittenNoir
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xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
I don't know what I want, I don't know what I need... I'm so tired of constantly being so overwhelmed that it makes me feel physically ill. I could be getting up out of bed, but I feel like I'd rather go back to sleep because I'm exhausted and I don't want to deal with feeling sick right now.
edit: I may actually be sick. I just don't feel well and I'm tired and even a bit cold (though I'm always cold, but I'm wearing a lot of clothes and I'm under my heated blanket). I really should rest but I've always been a up-and-at-it person so it's hard for me to do that without feeling guilty. I shouldn't feel guilty for taking care of myself for a day or two. I need the rest.
edit: I may actually be sick. I just don't feel well and I'm tired and even a bit cold (though I'm always cold, but I'm wearing a lot of clothes and I'm under my heated blanket). I really should rest but I've always been a up-and-at-it person so it's hard for me to do that without feeling guilty. I shouldn't feel guilty for taking care of myself for a day or two. I need the rest.
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nightglow
Little can stop the sun and moon from thier dance.
Reality of how things can change quick.
Like I know it can be good and I've seen that in my life, but I'm seeing the other side of the coin and it makes me sad and nervous. Then it's like all of a sudden a memory.
Things changing quick can be a gain, but sometimes it is a loss. And I feel like I'm gonna see the loss alot more often due to the age bracket.
Things changing quick can be a gain, but sometimes it is a loss. And I feel like I'm gonna see the loss alot more often due to the age bracket.
I just had a kid ask their mom if I was a boy or girl, and that’s all I heard. It felt weird hearing “boy” but I definitely don’t feel like a girl either. I’ve been pushed into the female box for so long that it felt nice being called anything other than a girl. That’s why I thought I was a transman. After a while, that didn’t feel right either. But I started coming out to a few people at work — the ones who are also non-binary. I just want to be seen as a person and not pushed into a gender binary.
I’m guessing it’s good that the kid was confused? Because it means they see me as someone in the middle? That’s what I’m going for.
Now I’m going to come out fully at work but I need to wait until Monday when the GM comes back from vacation. This is just something I have to get over with before my coworkers get even more used to my deadname. I just transitioned into full time at this job not too long ago. I get the vibe that literally everyone here would be accepting. If you asked me for someone I didn’t like at my job, I’d be thinking on that for a while. I feel nothing but good energy from the people here, but I feel like I’m running out of time. I have to say something on Monday, but maybe after the day is over, unless it isn’t super busy. I don’t think it’s a good idea to bring it up unless not much is going on.
I’m ready to do this.
I’m guessing it’s good that the kid was confused? Because it means they see me as someone in the middle? That’s what I’m going for.
Now I’m going to come out fully at work but I need to wait until Monday when the GM comes back from vacation. This is just something I have to get over with before my coworkers get even more used to my deadname. I just transitioned into full time at this job not too long ago. I get the vibe that literally everyone here would be accepting. If you asked me for someone I didn’t like at my job, I’d be thinking on that for a while. I feel nothing but good energy from the people here, but I feel like I’m running out of time. I have to say something on Monday, but maybe after the day is over, unless it isn’t super busy. I don’t think it’s a good idea to bring it up unless not much is going on.
I’m ready to do this.
nightglow
Little can stop the sun and moon from thier dance.
This morning's thoughts echoed into reality with a phone call today and this evening just feels.. eerie.. now.
I also don't want to go anywhere tomorrow now, mostly because I just don't want to socialize, because it is exhausting if I already feel funky, but I have a commitment to attend.
I also don't want to go anywhere tomorrow now, mostly because I just don't want to socialize, because it is exhausting if I already feel funky, but I have a commitment to attend.
Reginald Fairfield
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nightglow
Little can stop the sun and moon from thier dance.
Honestly just not feeling well tonight and just feel worse by the hour. I can't tell if it is just part of anxiety, being tired, or coming down with something. Maybe it is just stress (background anxiety and just being tired). I did some autumn yard work today since it was like 55 F. It's my last yard work until spring. I don't think it will help me rest tonight like it usually does though.
