What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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-Apples-
Apple Imperialist
I would like to be your friend.
oh jiny, you’re not a burden at all. i’m so sorry to hear about what’s happening with your mom, and everything else that you’ve been struggling with. i know you haven’t been having the easiest time as of late.
but your struggles and your responses to said struggles do not make you a burden. she’s your mom, of course you’re going to be stressed and crying over something potentially being wrong with her. but if it was a panic attack, those are really good at replicating the symptoms of a heart attack. it’s not unusual for someone to think they’re having a heart attack when they’re actually having an anxiety/panic attack; it’s happened to me as well.
your dad is with her, taking care of her and keeping her company, and i’m sure she’ll be just fine. sending hugs your way.
having a difficult time with my career & school right now. a lot of weird things going on at work. i have no energy anymore. i am pretty sure i'm depressed again & i'd see a doctor again but #nohealthinsurance. here's hoping something changes soon!!1!
i forgot to mention this earlier but when i was at work crying one of my so called friends just kept staring at me and not even asking if i was okay, she saw me talking to my manager about my situation and crying and just stared
basically i was in the position that everyone hates (taking orders all day) because it’s in the very back, you’re alone most the time and customers can be generally a pain (i hate it too) and im pretty sure the reason she wasn’t saying anything was because she was too worried about having to take over for me
she didn’t even end up taking over, they put someone else who didn’t even know that position just because she would be mad if she was there
but what got me the most upset was right before i left she decided to come up to me telling me about the phone charm i made for her that she lost, and how she found it again. after seeing me cry multiple times, that’s what she decided to say to me… needless to say i probably won’t consider this person my friend anymore
basically i was in the position that everyone hates (taking orders all day) because it’s in the very back, you’re alone most the time and customers can be generally a pain (i hate it too) and im pretty sure the reason she wasn’t saying anything was because she was too worried about having to take over for me
she didn’t even end up taking over, they put someone else who didn’t even know that position just because she would be mad if she was there but what got me the most upset was right before i left she decided to come up to me telling me about the phone charm i made for her that she lost, and how she found it again. after seeing me cry multiple times, that’s what she decided to say to me… needless to say i probably won’t consider this person my friend anymore
im feeling myself become sick… i couldnt get any sleep and was shivering even though i was packed in layers. i feel feverish and my nose is a lil runny, and i feel something in my throat. i did two covid tests from different brands, both negative.
only problem is, today is my first day of work after a week and a half of time off. i dont wanna be the person to ‘magically become sick’ right after their vacay!! im pumped full of painkiller and im going to school and work wearing a mask.
only problem is, today is my first day of work after a week and a half of time off. i dont wanna be the person to ‘magically become sick’ right after their vacay!! im pumped full of painkiller and im going to school and work wearing a mask.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling right now, but it's incredibly discomforting and overwhelming and I hate it 
edit: so uhhhhh I may or may not have just spent the last four weeks in a hypomanic episode... that's fun.
at least I'm aware of that now and I can be more mindful for the future, but good lord.
edit: so uhhhhh I may or may not have just spent the last four weeks in a hypomanic episode... that's fun.
at least I'm aware of that now and I can be more mindful for the future, but good lord.
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Ravenkitty22
would’ve, could’ve, should’ve
I feel like I’m nobody’s first choice and I hate it. I’m like Luna Lovegood- really weird, don’t fit in with anyone, and kind-of just appeared out of nowhere, but I promise I’m worth your time.
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I didn't realize how much of a blessing it is to be able to walk around outdoors freely.
Going on week two of being sick and not being able to smell or taste anything. It's really starting to bring me down.
Going on week two of being sick and not being able to smell or taste anything. It's really starting to bring me down.
AccfSally
Writer ₊˚✩📖🌹
I swear to the universe, I hate scammers!
I know these little snakes are everywhere, but I really hate when they slither and cling to one of my posts. MY ANIMAL CROSSING POSTS of all things with their unrelated BS!
Also, stay safe guys <3.
I know these little snakes are everywhere, but I really hate when they slither and cling to one of my posts. MY ANIMAL CROSSING POSTS of all things with their unrelated BS!
Also, stay safe guys <3.
-Apples-
Apple Imperialist
I hate scammers too, especially real phishing scammers who send you e-mails pretending to be an official company.
How much longer do I have to suffer? Why is this daily? There's always a new problem after one goes away. Or in this case, I thought a problem was gone but it's absolutely NOT.
No health insurance... Nobody understands how much I'm suffering or what I'm trying to describe and recommends medicine for something else. It's really hard for me to describe it, anyway. And they're not doctors, they're my family. They have no idea.
And no, I don't want to try to describe it here. It's really embarrassing and I would hate talking about it.
On another note, we have to deal with the kitchen sink being unusable until my dad fixes it, which might take days for him to get around to. Our cats got under it and apparently destroyed the repairs he did on it a while ago...
I half typed up a part about my insurance issues and also not being able to handle a job, but erased it after deciding it was too personal.
No health insurance... Nobody understands how much I'm suffering or what I'm trying to describe and recommends medicine for something else. It's really hard for me to describe it, anyway. And they're not doctors, they're my family. They have no idea.
And no, I don't want to try to describe it here. It's really embarrassing and I would hate talking about it.
On another note, we have to deal with the kitchen sink being unusable until my dad fixes it, which might take days for him to get around to. Our cats got under it and apparently destroyed the repairs he did on it a while ago...
I half typed up a part about my insurance issues and also not being able to handle a job, but erased it after deciding it was too personal.
My favorite person got a job in her field finally. I know it's been a while. She hasn't told me. I found out by accident and I'm wondering when or if she plans on letting me know. I know I'm not entitled to know or anything but I think we're close? She's been incredibly flirty lately but tbh I think she's just messing around? She told me a while back I'm too young. Unless she changed her mind, her flirting makes no sense.
Tbh, I normally date younger anyway and she's older than me. She's literally 7 years older than me. I'm just not sure what her intentions are with flirting. She knows I am non-binary but she uses both my chosen name and deadname. When she uses my chosen name she smirks and her demeanor changes, like it's a privilege that she's calling me my chosen name? That's just what I'm getting. I can't obviously confirm. She also recently said a few days ago that I'd look good with long hair, which is the exact opposite of what I'm going for. It sometimes feels like my identity is a joke to her? I think she respects me sometimes but when she calls me my deadname and chosen name a few minutes apart, smirking when she uses my chosen name acting like it's a gift that she's calling me that?
I'm ****ing lost.
Tbh, I normally date younger anyway and she's older than me. She's literally 7 years older than me. I'm just not sure what her intentions are with flirting. She knows I am non-binary but she uses both my chosen name and deadname. When she uses my chosen name she smirks and her demeanor changes, like it's a privilege that she's calling me my chosen name? That's just what I'm getting. I can't obviously confirm. She also recently said a few days ago that I'd look good with long hair, which is the exact opposite of what I'm going for. It sometimes feels like my identity is a joke to her? I think she respects me sometimes but when she calls me my deadname and chosen name a few minutes apart, smirking when she uses my chosen name acting like it's a gift that she's calling me that?
I'm ****ing lost.
screaming because i had to come to my campus’ advising center because for some reason its not letting me register for my spring classes, and there’s so many people in front of me and anxiety is creeping up on me ;_; and one of the classes i NEED to be able to apply for the program im in only has 3 spots left (since i checked an hour ago) 
*eye twitch*
*eye twitch*
