What's Bothering You?

My favorite person got a job in her field finally. I know it's been a while. She hasn't told me. I found out by accident and I'm wondering when or if she plans on letting me know. I know I'm not entitled to know or anything but I think we're close? She's been incredibly flirty lately but tbh I think she's just messing around? She told me a while back I'm too young. Unless she changed her mind, her flirting makes no sense.

Tbh, I normally date younger anyway and she's older than me. She's literally 7 years older than me. I'm just not sure what her intentions are with flirting. She knows I am non-binary but she uses both my chosen name and deadname. When she uses my chosen name she smirks and her demeanor changes, like it's a privilege that she's calling me my chosen name? That's just what I'm getting. I can't obviously confirm. She also recently said a few days ago that I'd look good with long hair, which is the exact opposite of what I'm going for. It sometimes feels like my identity is a joke to her? I think she respects me sometimes but when she calls me my deadname and chosen name a few minutes apart, smirking when she uses my chosen name acting like it's a gift that she's calling me that?

I'm ****ing lost.
Lol, now the flirting has cut back but she’s calling me “bro” now. This is all kinds of messed up.
 
I've suspected this for a while, but I've finally come to the conclusion that my 'Rheumatology Care Team' don't actually care. For about a month I've been suffering from an arthritis flare up all over my body, constantly trying to contact them and getting voicemails with 'Do not leave a message as they will not be heard.', 'Please phone back on x at y' or my old favourite, when you finally speak to them they tell you 'I'll get back to you as soon as possible.' It's been a week now, and I'm still waiting. 😭 So, I will need to start the chase again today as I am so fed up of this pain, stiffness and swelling. I've said before that I know they are busy, but I've had no pain injections since July and not even an appointment with my consultant to discuss further options. What do I need to do/say to them to even get the temporary medication which helps me until they can get me more pain injections?

Edit: Just tried to phone and another voicemail, not available until Monday. I would bet that on Monday the voicemail will say another date. This is beyond a joke. 😭
 
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Why do I keep stressing over things I know I have absolutely no control over? I know that it's not my fault and I couldn't have possibly had any control over it but I’m still being stressed about it. And it's something that's really stupid. I hate myself for doing this.
 
I've been driven insane for days because of erm, throat issues.
And now I just realized we have slightly poor air quality (because there's a fire somewhere) and that's surely going to make things worse!
The worst part is staying indoors won't help me. Not in this house. There's this one room where it came in... I can faintly smell the fire. It's also next to my bedroom. Great...
 
i hate when places/people tell you to call back and then. don't answer? some psychiatry place called me while i was asleep on tuesday and left a voicemail. i called back twice that day only for the call to ring out. tried again yesterday, and not only did i get put on hold, they hung up. seriously?
 
People need to learn that if you have nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all. And if someone tries to apologize about a situation, how hard is it to accept the apology and move on with your life? But no, keep making comments that remind me of stuff my parents say, please, be my guest.

The sad part is this came from someone in a group that I thought accepted me as a person and wouldn’t have to deal with this ****.
 
I just saw a video that some high school students were making deepfake ai nudes of girls at their school. When I hear news like this I start to think that this planet is beyond redeemable at this point.

Edit: forgot to mention this originally, but also, the people that created the deepfakes deleted them so they were never caught and ended up getting away scot free. And on top of that, some of the girls in these deepfakes had their parents remove them the school because of this. This entire situation is just really sad.
 
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I've been really comfortable at my job lately and excited about the work I've been getting to do but the director was very abruptly fired last night and now everything has been thrown into disarray. I've had knots in my stomach all day because it feels like starting over at a new job and having to prove myself to someone else and I just feel weird and bad.
 
I've been really comfortable at my job lately and excited about the work I've been getting to do but the director was very abruptly fired last night and now everything has been thrown into disarray. I've had knots in my stomach all day because it feels like starting over at a new job and having to prove myself to someone else and I just feel weird and bad.
I’m sorry that this has happened. I hope things settle down after this change in management.
 
Trying to make an appointment for my mom to get blood work done shouldn’t be this annoying. I’d rather talk to a person then this automated system. Everything is do it yourself when it is so much easier to talk to a person.

The spam calls are getting insane the last few days . I had to turn my phone off because there were so many .
 
Something you need to get off of your chest? It seems I always do... I like to tell people when I am texting rather than in person to avoid bad things. Usually when I need to tell something to one of my classmates, I text them after school to give it a day to blow over. But if you just wanna get rid of a secret. Feel free to do it here. We won't judge you!

“Don’t waste your time in anger, regrets, worries, and grudges. Life is too short to be unhappy.”
― Roy T. Bennett


Something to get off of my chest? Here...

I have been doing really good in school lately. Like my grades (should be) skyrocketing. However, plenty of my teachers claim they are "too busy" to update grades. My school uses a digital grades system, so when an assignment's grade is not updated by the due date its marked missing. My mom receives an email with the missing assignments (as well as me). But she does not believe they are already turned in and that my teachers have not updated my grades. If they don't update the grade within a weeks time period, the assignment is permanently missing. Well, this keeps happening. One day I got home at like 1am but still had an essay to write. But I figured since my teachers don't update my grades, I could turn it in a day late. Well my mom noticed it was late and she was fed up with all the late and missing assignments. She emailed my teacher to see if she had received my essay because it was the most recent (homework). Well of course she picks the one time I don't have something turned in... My teacher states in the email: "...but do not currently have his essay." So my mom thinks I have been lying about turning stuff in. She lost her mind right then and there. She grounded me for 3 weeks. I told my teacher [politely] that she should update my grades because I am getting in trouble. I was then sent to the principal's office. I had to explain my situation, but she misunderstood and thought I was saying I had not been doing my homework (according to the grading system). So my mom was called and we had a video call meeting. So on top, I received 3 days of in-school-suspension to make-up all my "missing work", and another month to my punishment from my mom. I know if I tell them this is all a mistake, they will fuss over me in apology. But I don't like that. So I am basically serving a long and harsh punishment for absolutely nothing. And to make things worse, this is probably going to dock my motivation to finish school work. Then my teacher was very confused of me turning in assignments I already did. So she threw them away. So much work for nothing. Why does bad stuff happen to good people?
 
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some kid at my school that sees me using this forum says TBT is a furry forum, to which I HEAVILY disagree. anyone else have an opinion on this? I'm very lost on how to respond because when i try to say it's not, he tells me it is and that I just like denying it.
TBT is not at all a furry forum.. TBT is an Animal Crossing forum, and Animal Crossing is an extremely popular mainstream game series at this point -- so yeah, while there may be some furries that love AC, not everyone that plays and enjoys AC is a furry. In fact they are probably in the minority. The same logic would apply to TBT; there's probably some furries on here but I think they're in the minority.

Also, being a furry isn't an inherently bad thing. I'm not a furry myself but I know for many people being a furry can be as simple as having a completely SFW fur-sona and/or dressing up in fur-suits -- it's not always a... spicy... thing. Some people just like drawing anthropomorphic characters!

To me, it sounds like this kid is just being judgmental and/or ignorant, and I would simply ignore him, because he is wrong.
 
- i got prescribed antibiotics bc i have a throat infection but i made mistake of looking up the side effects Dx // saw nausea/v*miting as one, immediately nope. my emetophobia cannot, especially with alrdy feeling nauseous all the time. i also got prescribed another medicine so i went ahead and took that one instead.
- cannot do my hw assignment bc my campus' library page won't let me see anything unless im on campus??? i already tried contacting the IT help desk several hours ago (havent been on campus since im sick so i had to email) and no response ;___; idk what to do
edit: i feel better abt the hw bc in my class group chat everyone is having the same issue 😭
 
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The insurance company keeps making my dad jump through hoops to get my moms wheelchair covered. He did all the paperwork needed and they promised on the phone it would be covered and now they're trying to back track. Imma get that damn wheelchair even if I have to rip it out of the evil insurance companies devil hands
 
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