My favorite person got a job in her field finally. I know it's been a while. She hasn't told me. I found out by accident and I'm wondering when or if she plans on letting me know. I know I'm not entitled to know or anything but I think we're close? She's been incredibly flirty lately but tbh I think she's just messing around? She told me a while back I'm too young. Unless she changed her mind, her flirting makes no sense.
Tbh, I normally date younger anyway and she's older than me. She's literally 7 years older than me. I'm just not sure what her intentions are with flirting. She knows I am non-binary but she uses both my chosen name and deadname. When she uses my chosen name she smirks and her demeanor changes, like it's a privilege that she's calling me my chosen name? That's just what I'm getting. I can't obviously confirm. She also recently said a few days ago that I'd look good with long hair, which is the exact opposite of what I'm going for. It sometimes feels like my identity is a joke to her? I think she respects me sometimes but when she calls me my deadname and chosen name a few minutes apart, smirking when she uses my chosen name acting like it's a gift that she's calling me that?
I'm ****ing lost.
Lol, now the flirting has cut back but she’s calling me “bro” now. This is all kinds of messed up.