Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
Everyone at work is annoying the crap out of me but thank goodness I finish two weeks today for the rest of the year. 
What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I've been feeling so irritable for like a week now, and that alone is making me feel very annoyed. I hate feeling that way all the time. I want to be able to enjoy my time and talk to friends and do stuff without feeling irritated constantly. nothing's happened to warrant it. it's probably my med change that caused it, but if it doesn't stop I need to let my psychiatrist know. also still feeling sleepy a lot, and I even feel a little under the weather, like I have a head cold but I also don't. I don't know how long these side effects are supposed to last but it's been about 4 days now and I hope it stops soon.
going through the process of med changes and sorting out mental health stuff is so exhausting and time consuming, I mean hell I dealt with bipolar for 6+ years before I even realized what it was. I just want to get this figured out so I can actually live like a normal person
going through the process of med changes and sorting out mental health stuff is so exhausting and time consuming, I mean hell I dealt with bipolar for 6+ years before I even realized what it was. I just want to get this figured out so I can actually live like a normal person
Mimi Cheems
you make me wanna make you fall in love ♡
Scared to call my job again to tell them I'm not allowed to go back into work until the 24th.. T^T Some of them are mainly understanding of my situation, but one seems to get so mad every time I call and she answers. I'm still not feeling any better xwx Waiting on my Tamiflu from the pharmacy to be ready.
i was sitting with my friend at lunch with her friend (that i also sort of talk to) and he jokingly said that both of us (my friend and i) were the outcasts of the school. even though it was meant as a joke it kind of ruined my mood.
also this random freshman was trying to hunt me down for money?? kind of embarrassing since i can’t straight up say no and they probably know that too even though i have never talked to them before. next time im just going to be like “why are you even down here if you don’t have money for the vending machine?” WTF DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE MONEY?? IM GOING TO THE BATHROOM. a little thing like this pisses me off.
also this random freshman was trying to hunt me down for money?? kind of embarrassing since i can’t straight up say no and they probably know that too even though i have never talked to them before. next time im just going to be like “why are you even down here if you don’t have money for the vending machine?” WTF DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE MONEY?? IM GOING TO THE BATHROOM. a little thing like this pisses me off.
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daringred_
✧ stupid lesbian ✧
my GP referred me to what looks like a strictly online service despite knowing i can't do phone/video calls because of my anxiety, so that's just great. really been having the worst day... got kicked off a work trip i was really excited for (because apparently they forgot to put my name down), the pc company hasn't answered my emails which is making me nervous, and then this. i just want to cry.
I used to wear shoes everywhere. Even to bed because I stepped on a box cutter my mom left out when I was younger, like 5/6. I was terrified to leave my feet unprotected. I got over it in the past year and started not wearing them to bed. But I literally just stepped on ****ing toe nail clippers and it hurts, and now I have my shoes on in the house. I don't care what anyone thinks. I need protection on my feet.
Honestly so many people who are struggling with dating say this as if they are only asking the bare minimum. It is the grand slam. She has to be a sweetie, like everything you like, and be conventionally beautiful. If after 6 years this isn’t working it’s time to shift gears. Physical attraction is important but scrap basing your potential dating partners so heavily on their appearance. Looks change over time. Start with trying to form an emotional connection first; you don’t have to try to seek out someone who already has all your same interests, because when you make a connection with someone you can gradually share those interests with them. When I met my partner I never gave a crap about anime, card games, travelling etc but I came to enjoy sharing those things with him as our relationship grew.
Also you mention how you’re approaching your mid twenties like you’re in your twilight years - I never went on a date until I was like 27! In my somewhat defense I was never looking for a relationship haha. But I also never held a picture in my head of how I wanted my future partner to look, so when the person came along who I really connected with there was nothing standing in my way.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I always wear shoes, even when I'm walking around the house (yes, I do have house shoes that are separate from my outdoor shoes), because I can't stand the feeling of dirt and stuff on my feet haha. and of course potentially stepping on something really awful like you mentioned
can second this, emotional attraction always comes first and that provides the most solid foundation for a relationship. I believe looks are an added bonus; I find that after I've fallen for someone because of their personality and humour and quirks, I grow to love their appearance as well, but as a by-product of my love for them and who they are as a person. I couldn't imagine relying so much on looks, that makes things way more difficult and even a bit superficial imo.
So, my mom seems a lot better my brother is even worse. He doesn't have Covid, but I don't know what it is he does have.
And as for me, there's a little sore spot all the way in the back of my throat. I really don't want this to be leading up to something.
And as for me, there's a little sore spot all the way in the back of my throat. I really don't want this to be leading up to something.
Disneyfangirl23
Senior Member
My Nephew has tonsillitis 
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
no but why am I actually starting to feel physically ill now
I've been awake for an hour and a half already and I'd love to go back to sleep, but I have to leave for work in about two hours so I can't. but now I also feel sick so I have to try to get up and move around while feeling bleh and it sucks hsjfhsdgh
also always feel so sad when one of my friends is feeling hurt and there isn't much I can do except give them time/space to decompress. it's that innate desire to care for them that I can't help, but they may not even need my care. they may just need to be with themselves for a little while. I'll always accept that, even if it's hard, so I guess I'll just say that in the meantime I will be here for them if they need me.
I've been awake for an hour and a half already and I'd love to go back to sleep, but I have to leave for work in about two hours so I can't. but now I also feel sick so I have to try to get up and move around while feeling bleh and it sucks hsjfhsdgh
also always feel so sad when one of my friends is feeling hurt and there isn't much I can do except give them time/space to decompress. it's that innate desire to care for them that I can't help, but they may not even need my care. they may just need to be with themselves for a little while. I'll always accept that, even if it's hard, so I guess I'll just say that in the meantime I will be here for them if they need me.
daringred_
✧ stupid lesbian ✧
update on this: apparently the courier company is trying to claim it was delivered to me. they're saying the driver's GPS puts him in "the right area," but no houses in our street match the photo he took so he clearly wasn't in the right place. they're also claiming he "left it in a communal area" but not only do i live in a house, so there is no communal area, his own proof of delivery photo shows it on a doorstep and someone in the open doorway, so he didn't leave it anywhere -- communal area or otherwise -- he evidently gave it to someone. (and my name was signed, so forged by either him or the recipient.) the fact that this big company is just straight up trying to lie despite there being evidence that they are lying is wild lmao.
Mars Adept
Circles and spirals in mind…
I hate being on meds. They always give me stupid side effects. Nowadays I don’t feel like watching TV or playing games or eating food or doing anything, but my family doesn’t give a dang and wants me to keep being like this because “I don’t have as much anxiety anymore”. I might just have to resort to extreme measures again (yes, again) if I don’t get this fixed with my psychiatrist.
Well, I do feel worse now. I feel like I have a fever, and it feels weird to look at bright lights. I feel like if I stand up or move too quickly, it's like a nervous or electrical feeling goes through me. And my sore throat is a lot more noticeable now.
Update: I feel even worse. I can barely move without getting that nervous shock. Fevers suck.
Update: I feel even worse. I can barely move without getting that nervous shock. Fevers suck.
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
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Keeltoll3435
Senior Member
Nothing.
Crazy how I just keep becoming more and more unable to trust my mother.
I already didn't think she knew what she was talking about whenever I brought up my health problems.
But now? She brought a plant into the house and literally told me "It's not poisonous to cats, look it up."
So I did. Obviously she didn't! The very first result said it is poisonous to cats and dogs. Gee!
So, we had to move the plant to a room the cats aren't supposed to be in.
I'm just so annoyed that my mom can't be trusted, apparently.
I already didn't think she knew what she was talking about whenever I brought up my health problems.
But now? She brought a plant into the house and literally told me "It's not poisonous to cats, look it up."
So I did. Obviously she didn't! The very first result said it is poisonous to cats and dogs. Gee!
So, we had to move the plant to a room the cats aren't supposed to be in.
I'm just so annoyed that my mom can't be trusted, apparently.
