What's Bothering You?

Minor complaint, but I'm really, really tired. Still have some hours to get through though. I'm probably going to faceplant into my bed when all is said and done.

Doesn't help that it's been freezing outside all week, so I couldn't get groceries, either. 🫠
 
difficult night last night, and difficult morning today. I'm hoping that, as the day goes on, I'll be able to get back into my right frame of mind and get some stuff done (especially since I have the day off and I have things I need to do), but for now I'm just feeling very sad and kind of depressed. 😔💔
update on me. never did get back into my right frame of mind. ended up having multiple mini-crises throughout the day. I'm trying to spend the evening decompressing and it's so difficult. 😞

I'll be okay though, I've gotten through all my worst times. just need to keep my head up a bit.
 
i kind of feel like im over reacting about this and being picky but.... rant time

my english teacher rearranged assigned seats today and OF COURSE he puts me next to this annoying guy who's kind of rude too. teacher tells him to sit next to me and he loudly fake laughs about it for a few seconds to appease his little buddies. i am uncomfortable and i ask the teacher if he can move my seat after class, which he does but he makes me switch seats with the other guy (not the one i have a problem with) who sits on the opposite side. i told him not to make it too obvious but im worried that HE IS because he's an older teacher and... well yk how some of them are sometimes. i wasn't very specific about WHY i wanted to move seats but he figured it was because of disruptions, and his claim as to why he put me there is to separate the rowdy sports players from each other because i'm quiet. like um... you expect me to DETER them from talking?? loud people are always going to be loud no matter where they are. disruptive people like that are always going to talk whenever and wherever across the room to eachother.

and to add onto it, im pretty sure the girl at the end of my row is scared of me for some reason and im going to have to sit next to her since my seat moved. i personally do not have a problem with her so i don’t know why she looks intimidated when im around her unless i read her face wrong. like girl, i haven’t done anything to you ever. i don’t talk much and neither do you. i don't know what it is about me that is so intimidating to people, if i have nothing to say i'm not going to ramble. is my silence bothersome?? I DON'T GET IT, what about me is so scary? am i reading into this too much?

my friend thinks im overreacting but idk, im just not comfortable :-/
 
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Just as I thought my work schedule was getting back to normal, I check the schedule for next week and see I'm suddenly on two shifts that run so late that they become early, starting at midnight and ending at 8 in the morning. I am most definitely not looking forward to that.
 
i have so many mental health issues and its makeing me feel like i dont belong
I saw that you’re new here - welcome to the forums! My inbox is open if you ever need someone to talk to. 😊 this community is so nice and caring, I hope you enjoy being here.
 
I'm still having constant headaches, but now my throat is sore. My brother got sick yesterday, so I think I caught whatever he has. Fun.
Drink honey straight from the bottle and lemon-lime Gatorade. 🍯🍋 I swear, that stuff always works for me. Especially honey. That stuff's good on its own. I particularly prefer the plastic bottles that look like a bear because they're cuter and it's funny pouring honey straight into your mouth out of their heads. 🐻😂
 
So basically this is another act of mob mentality, with Lady Emily inciting a mob against Chuggaaconroy.
I don't know these people, but I was interested enough to look into it a bit when you said this, because mob mentality has become both fascniating and horrifying to me in recent times.

All I can solidly establish is he bought and sent some sneakers to the other person as a gift and made a comment about the recipient having "big stinky feet" is that right?

I'm struggling to understand what the alleged "sexual harrassment" was. I understand he has admitted to having a foot fetish and was in a relationship at the time, but seemingly made it clear that he has no sexual interest in shoes? And these were black high top sneakers, which don't exactly seem like the classic choice in perversion.

I might be missing the wider context and like I said I don't know the people involved. But the screenshots didn't jump out at me as being perverted admittedly, so I felt like maybe I missed something here.
 
having another "I'm really just not vibing at all" kinda day. couldn't get to work this morning so I missed out on making some extra money, and I ended up having to shell out $110 because my car is stupid.

on the bright side, I finally have a battery jumpstarter for my car. better not have any more battery issues after this.
 
I’m so sorry, friend. I can tell how much you love your fur baby, and I know you and your family gave him the best life possible. All he knows is love, care, and safety because of you guys, and that’s so beautiful. Having to put your baby to sleep is never an easy or painless decision, but it’s the final act of love you can do for him. He knows how loved he is ❤
It's not an easy thing to recover from, I still am, I hope he was happy in his life.
 
I keep having bad dreams that are having to do with my job. And that isn't because I dislike my job. In fact, I really like it, which is what's making the dreams weird. I somehow asked for a transfer in my dream and regretted it immediately. I'm not even sure of the context or what prompted me to ask for a transfer. It's really rare that I like a job, and for me to stay at my current job with BPD as long as I did (still employed there) is honestly a miracle. I don't know about these dreams, man. I'm honestly controlling my BPD very well, so it's weird how things keep going wrong with it in my dreams.
 
@CylieDanny i’m sorry for your loss ❤️ you’re a wonderful person for giving him a happy life!
I hope so, I hope he had a lovely life. He deserved it. I still miss him.
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So sorry to hear this, you gave him a life full of love and that's the best thing a pooch can wish for. My heart goes out to you, friend.
Yeah, he had a really rough life before, so we did our best to give him a happy life. With lots of joy. ♡
 
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