What's Bothering You?

massage yesterday was nice but they really worked my neck and upper back muscles, so I woke up with a mild headache. I'm feeling super sleepy again on top of that, and I have to go in to work in a few hours. kinda just not feeling well. 😞

also I had an interaction with the massage therapist that lowkey made me feel uncomfortable, it was my first time seeing her specifically (there are three of them there) and I probably just won't see her again. but I can't stop thinking about what happened and I didn't like it at all. I'm making that very clear next time I go.
 
VERY minor inconveniences but Olympic breakdancing doesn’t start until August 8th, I didn’t like the boats in the Opening Ceremony (prefer when the athletes walked in), and I wanted to see someone dressed as Madeline and maybe Miss Clavel.

Also, why is North Korea in the Olympics? If Russia isn’t allowed, shouldn’t they be banned, too?

Edit: Sorry. These are more like pet peeves.
 
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This is very minor but the lady at the eyebrow waxing place made my eyebrows uneven and I am displeased. I'm not the cutest person who ever lived so I rely on these little cosmetic things to feel less ugly. Also my eyebrows just look kinda straight across now instead of on an arch? I told her I loved them and tipped her 30% cause she was so nice and I didn't want no smoke
 
There's only a couple of days until my mom's would-be birthday. Sometimes I wake up thinking she's still alive; Since I didn't live with her, every day just felt like a regular day... And then I remember that she's not and I get emotional. Sometimes I find it hard to believe that she's really gone, though. It's just... Surreal.

I'm still mad at that "friend" who said that they wouldn't be upset if they were in my place (regarding my mom's death). Of course they would say that because they don't like their own mother... But that doesn't mean it's the same case for everyone else. I still love my mom regardless of her past actions, and I stand firmly on that. Some people truly suck.
 
Well my back pain hasn't gone away and it is more or less the same as it was a few days ago, I have been putting off going to the doctor but if I don't see results by next week (I am giving it until Wednesday) I will have to go and see if there is something that can be done. I like to avoid going to the doctor unless its absolutely necessary.
 
I just woke up and my mom talks to me which like usual, gives me a small panic attack. She reminded me to vote. I’m still upset because of the divorce talk not to mention my depression 😔. Voting is the last thing I want to think about. I don’t want to vote; edit: the ballot is not for presidential; I don’t even want to vote for this.

Still feeling sensitive about trivial stuff. I wish I didn’t worry so much about what others think or that I was more normal since I still worry that what I say comes out really weird like things i post in the event thread. I really wish I was more confidant; my best friend would like me more and maybe I wouldn’t be having some of these insecurities then too
 
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Update: I still have him and his friend that wrote most of his nasty messages for him blocked. Having them blocked and muting the server they’re on has helped a bit, but I’m still ruminating on it. I’ve had an impression for months he’s one of those people that acts civil on the surface, but secretly holds a lot of grudges and has an inflated sense of self. I didn’t even like the person before I asked anyway and I just wanted to know if I did something to upset him.

He did not have to personally attack me, especially when the way I phrased the question was not mean and my intentions weren’t bad.

I got pinged on that server earlier and when I checked the other channels neither of them have posted much. They’re probably avoiding me too.

Thankfully I haven’t been banned from the server for asking the question and getting upset at their response.

I was told not to poke the bear and tell the mods about his ableist comment. It’s for the best because I know the mods would be on his side thanks to his popularity.

I have learned my lesson. I will never ask someone why they unfriended me again,
 
I’m not sure if I can handle a second day of having somebody hover over me at a register saying “scan this” and “scan that,” guiding me through every movement. I can’t hear myself think and I find it difficult to not make mistakes when my every action is being controlled.

She even says “Greet them, ask them how they are doing” and not even giving me a chance to speak. It’s condescending as hell.

I felt like a robot. Th e register froze up on me and the trainer was quick to blame me, saying “what did you do?” in a condescending tone. The customer even defended me on that, telling the lady herself that it wasn’t me. Every customer I encountered that day was super nice and that was the only reason I didn’t go insane.

I’m alright on a register, but I don’t think I can make it out of the training phase without losing my ****.
 
You know, I'm a legal adult that's well over 21 (despite still living with my parents due to financial reasons), so I should have the freedom to just leave the house without telling my parents where I'm going. However, they somehow still think that I'm a little kid that can't be lost from their sight, so the past few times I went somewhere without telling my dad beforehand, he requested to know exactly where I went. A week ago, I decided to randomly leave the house and go into town to eat something. About 30 minutes in, I get a call from my dad asking where I'm at and if I'm physically okay. Annoyingly, I reply that I'm in town and that my reasoning for it was because I wanted to "be by myself and get away from the house". Of course, I come home later that evening and he's upset that I didn't tell him before I left. I've never left the house to do anything stupid or criminal, so why my parents continue to wonder is beyond me. Heck, this evening he complained about me randomly leaving to go to the grocery store to get ice cream. Come on, man.

The nagging from them is one of the reasons why I want to move out and get my own place. Living in their house is like being in a mental jail - I can't fully enjoy the places I go to by myself with either of my parents getting into my business or bothering me at some point. I'll be making this a big topic of discussion for my therapist during my next session.
 
i don't like the rules on ''withthewill''.... :cautious:

like i said last time, i don't go on there often anyway... but that's not the point....
 
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People who abuse children should be locked up for life. I don’t understand why so many men (and women) get slaps on the wrist for traumatizing children. It’s disgusting and there is absolutely no excuse or way to redeem yourself from something so horrific. I hate knowing that you could potentially be walking past an abuser on the street.

A male athlete who assaulted a 12-year-old is competing in the Olympics. It makes my blood boil to know that he is allowed to represent his country (the Netherlands) while she and her family are forced to struggle knowing he is free and possibly celebrated.
 
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