What's Bothering You?

rushing to get as many event entries in because i've been busy w/ college 😭 so tiresome.
in other news, i attempted to unclog the toilet and the sink on my own after my siblings played around in it and now everything hurts terribly. i can barely move my arms, my legs are tired and my back hurts 😮‍💨😮‍💨 i didn't even end up fixing it either. took me like 30+ minutes of absolute failure and it took my dad 6 minutes tops for each.. damn.
nevermind i didn't get much done at all actually. pain was worse than i thought and i ended up basically being bedridden after writing that message. still aches a little bit today too.

i managed to collect some confetti and grab a mystery balloon (+ virtual prize raffle tickets) but that's the extent of my participation in this event, which makes me a little sad because i really enjoyed this year's theme and would have really enjoyed doing more.
 
I kept waking up today because my dad talks so loud (he is deaf but refuses to get hearing aide) and he keeps coughing from allergies but refuses to take allergy medicine, and his phone is so loud that I can hear it upstairs. I need to eat and take my medicine but I have no energy to deal with him, so I’m going to wait until my mom comes home.

Kinda depressed too: just a little lonely. I really want to hear from my friend soon. But I need to learn to wait and be patient otherwise he’ll stop talking to me entirely.

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My current Worldwide Races in 8DX aren't giving me 20kvr rooms.
Stop treating me like a baby! I can handle my own skill...
 
I don’t know where my brain is today because it is not with me. It’s been hard to focus today and getting distracted easily.

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It’s that time of year where everyone is slowly finding out what they got for their raise. There is always that one person who asks everyone what they got even though management tells everyone not to talk about it.Also I don’t feel comfortable talking to anyone but my bestie about it . Mostly because this person gets mad if you don’t tell them. So how else can you politely tell them you don’t want to answer?
 
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the website that i use to watch slayers (& other anime), anix.to...
i just found out that it's gone today!!! 😫😫😫

ok... ok... i still have 9animes.org & gogoanime.3 as well...(i think i prefer gogoanime somewhat over 9animes) but still 😫😫😫

it was fine for me yesterday! what? no warning at all?!
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called the mental health team number, and for whatever reason they couldn't hear me both times rip. had to go ask my mom to call for me and got ridiculed for bursting into tears from the anxiety/stress. anyway, even after all that, the lady who left the voicemail was apparently on a call, and i was told she would call me back only for her to never do so. (having to wait for her to potentially do so also screwed up my routine.) not sure if i should call again tomorrow and ask what gives or wait and see if she calls back in the coming days, then call myself on friday or something. really just wanted to get this resolved today since it's important, but now i have to keep having anxiety over it </3
 
My mom told me today that when her and my dad we first together, she was only using him for a place to live because she was homeless at the time. Basically giving him ‘favors’ to keep him around, and that’s how I was born. I’m closer with my dad, alway have been. I’m not sure if it sits right with me, and tbh, I’ve been uneasy ever since she admitted this.

I’m not sure how to take the information, especially now since I’m working with my mom. Obviously, this has nothing to do with me, but it still hurts to hear? Idk if I should just keep it to myself, but I wish I didn’t know.
 
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