What's Bothering You?

[daringred_]

I'd start by investigating CPU usage and running a virus scan.

i checked the cpu usage and it seems completely fine to me, though even the task manager keeps freezing up. gonna do a virus scan and an sfc scan when i boot it up and see if either of those helps!

 

[Suguri]

The Fair events are going to end soon. I'm going to miss it.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Spoiler

I've already said this, but I can't help but feel like that my step-mom just wants me out of the house. She doesn't want me to grow and change for the better, she just wants me out so she doesn't have to deal with me anymore. That's how I see it because she's so insistent on me being in school/work at this very second when I'm not ready nor have a social insurance number.

I'm tired of her talking **** to me to my mad. Even if they're speaking in French I can understand every word, and it hurts. I feel like a disappointment for not meeting their standards and I'll never be good enough for my parents. Why do I even care, though?

I feel like I'm walking on eggshells around my step-mom, having to be careful with every little thing I do or say so I don't set her off. I wish she'd just talk to me about it instead of ranting to my dad, because they just argue and nothing gets solved. But I also know that we'll be the ones arguing instead, and I'll get in trouble because my parents are always right. :|

Again, I don't know if my feelings are "justified", so to speak. I'm so frustrated.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I've just really not been feeling well these last few days, feeling annoyed and exhausted and overstimulated. I need a break so bad.

 

[Dim]

I've been dealing with back problems here and there for years, but this time I feel like I really messed it up. I just hope it's nothing serious. My dad told me to try to take it easy but my work keeps constantly making me do all the backbreaking labor. The bulk of the work. Even when I've told them I couldn't handle it. I understand we are becoming very busy and are short-staffed but I don't know how much more I can take. I have my health to think about. I'm thinking of finding a new job. See how they hold up when I'm not there at all. Not like I get respect from them anyways.

 

[daringred_]

i had a different sim/number while on vacation and wasn't expecting any calls, but when i came back and switched to my regular one again, a voicemail came through from the mental health health team i've been waiting to hear from, asking me to call. i'm not sure when they first called and left the voicemail, because it could've been the very first monday i was gone (the 12th), and now i'm worried they might've discharged me back to my GP or something because i didn't immediately call back >< plan to do it as soon as i can on tuesday, but i hate having to be stressed about it in the mean time. this referral is really important. i thought they'd send a letter or something, i didn't expect them to phone.

 

[spawnpoint]

dude im so tired of the constant drama in my life

 

[Yoshi155]

Still cringing remembering what happened but I’m better now.

 

[pottercrossing]

School starts back up in 3 days and I am nowhere near ready. I'm... incredibly scared to say the least. Many of my favourite teachers either left the school or won't be teaching my grade, and I'm scared that the teachers I end up with won't be as supportive of me being trans as the previous ones were.

 

[boring]

Spoiler

Some day soon, I'll probably be able to sleep through the night again... but that night is not tonight and its probably not tomorrow either!

 

[amemome]

everything is so expensive and complicated and im just so tired, too tired to figure it all out. i feel like I'm not an adult since i dont have a handle on every aspect of my life. being independent is difficult because I wasn't taught to be independent, even punished for trying to be independent. so now i feel like a child in an adult body trying to catch up to my peers. i have a billion body image issues that i am tackling, a 9-5 job that i might get let go from, a home that feels temporary, friendships that I'm barely hanging onto because I can't prioritize being healthy and being social at the same time... idk it is so hard sometimes to even exist knowing that this struggle is going to repeat every single day.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

my bedtime is usually 10pm, yet here I am awake at almost 1am. procrastination has been killing me lately, I'm just too tired to care honestly. now I need to sleep and I'm afraid I may have messed up my sleep schedule.

 

[ali.di.magix]

Having mental illnesses suck

 

[duckvely]

i think i'm homesick it happens at the beginning at every school year but it doesn't get any easier. i've been feeling nauseous for the past day or two

 

[Dim]

I'm so tired of being everyone's lackey.

 

[moonbyu]

rushing to get as many event entries in because i've been busy w/ college so tiresome.
in other news, i attempted to unclog the toilet and the sink on my own after my siblings played around in it and now everything hurts terribly. i can barely move my arms, my legs are tired and my back hurts i didn't even end up fixing it either. took me like 30+ minutes of absolute failure and it took my dad 6 minutes tops for each.. damn.

nevermind i didn't get much done at all actually. pain was worse than i thought and i ended up basically being bedridden after writing that message. still aches a little bit today too.

i managed to collect some confetti and grab a mystery balloon (+ virtual prize raffle tickets) but that's the extent of my participation in this event, which makes me a little sad because i really enjoyed this year's theme and would have really enjoyed doing more.

 

[VernalLapin]

 

[Dunquixote]

I kept waking up today because my dad talks so loud (he is deaf but refuses to get hearing aide) and he keeps coughing from allergies but refuses to take allergy medicine, and his phone is so loud that I can hear it upstairs. I need to eat and take my medicine but I have no energy to deal with him, so I’m going to wait until my mom comes home.

Kinda depressed too: just a little lonely. I really want to hear from my friend soon. But I need to learn to wait and be patient otherwise he’ll stop talking to me entirely.

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[Firesquids]

Last doctor's appointment amounted to "don't lose hope!"
I wish I had energy to do more things. I just wish I felt good.

 

[Paperboy012305]

My current Worldwide Races in 8DX aren't giving me 20kvr rooms.
Stop treating me like a baby! I can handle my own skill...