What's Bothering You?

Now that kids will be going back to school, I start a lot earlier and have to leave/wake up earlier. Not fun. In the holidays I even got their later because I really wasn't expecting many customers.
Gotta ask my boss when she comes in about where the other money is, I dread this sort of stuff. But I know if I didn't mention it to her in person, I probably won't see the other £40.
The fact that I gave her the hours before, and she didn't believe that or didn't take into consideration that I stayed longer hours for another day just speaks volumes of what she is like as a boss.
Another reason I never plan on adding her job onto my CV, besides the last job I was at I was literally doing the same thing just WAY more.
 
had the MOST depressing meeting with our client today. Basically cutting our budget in half. Meaning we can do even less on our already catastrophically failing roading network.

The publics perception of us is bad because of their decisions. They're not doing themselves any favours by making these ****ty decisions.

We out here trying our best to make things better, yet here the client is trying to reinvent the wheel.

I'm at the point where I just want to send our crews out there and do whatever we want and ask for forgiveness later. Im tired man 🫠🥴
 
Man, I'm having the worst stomach indigestion. It's shooting straight through me. It hurts.

I hope it settles down. Feeling this way also gives me anxiety.
oh no, i'm so sorry that's happening :(( i can totally relate, i have daily stomach problems most likely due to the abrasions they saw in my stomach on scoping last year. a lot of the times i have difficulty finishing dinner too (some sort of nocturnal acid reflux) so i take medications at night. i feel uneasy when my stomach hurts bad because i keep panicking about it, too. i kinda wanna get scoped again soon just to know if my stomach has gotten worse throughout the year.

our tummies hurt but we are being very brave about them. i hope you're feeling better. 🫂
 
Today was a good day; now that it’s the time that I should be asleep, I’m starting to miss my best friend again. Anxious too about leaving the house tomorrow to go to lunch. I really hate eating out. The firecrackers were really bad tonight; fortunately for a good portion of it I was playing Among Us so that kept me distracted. I think my cats were okay or they felt okay enough to be in my room.

Please no comments.
 
I have several email addresses for different occasions as I don't want to use a fun email for serious emails. I write all my passwords in a book which is always with me or locked in a drawer. However, the password I have written down to connect that email won't work. I've used it before no problem. I tried to do the recovery email but I don't have a clue what it is. It shows you so many letters, but I can't ever recall even having a Hotmail account since about 2007! 😥 It's not my day, as I have entered a reference number from a letter I received and that isn't recognised. Can't do anything until I get one of them sorted.

Edit: Completely my fault with the email address a case of brain fog trying to log in to a Gmail account with an Outlook address! Just the reference number to sort now!
 
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It's nice to know that this one disturbing commercial I seen as a kid still airs. It's a Don't Drink and Drive PSA, it's an old one and plays on TV where I live... at least.
 
It's Labor Day; I don't have school, but I do have homework I procrastinated on. It's due tomorrow. It's like I can't escape this.

And I can't even work on it because it's digital. My mom needs me to take a shower, but I don't want to until I get everything done. So while I was in bed she barged in and took away all the devices in my room. How am I supposed to finish my homework on this old and slow laptop that requires an external USB keyboard because the one it has is broken. And don't even get me started on my school Chromebook...

I cried a few times. Tomorrow I'll be going back, and guess what. More homework.

I can't take it.
 
Feel as if I'm a victim of gaslighting as apparently I'm always in the wrong and I'm told I always overreact. I should add this is only one person irl. Others are very supportive. When I try to discuss my feelings it's always 'You're too sensitive.' or 'I didn't say that.' I don't consider myself to be sensitive as I'm a believer of 'Sticks and stones will break my bones but names will never hurt.' However, it's beyond playground childish talk. Things being said to me make me cry and basically feel I want to be left alone and not say anything. Then, it's constantly on my mind asking myself 'What have I done?' If I'm asked a question and give an answer, for example 'When do you want to go out this week?'.If I say Wednesday, it will be 'Oh, I was thinking about Thursday.' So tired of it.😔
 
Trying to figure out how to deal with an insecure boss....and most advice suggests to compliment them and boost their confidence. My brother in christ I can't even keep my own confidence up, let alone someone else's!! I will also struggle to compliment someone when I know I'm being dishonest.

I already mask the 'tism and the ADHD, I can't handle more masking lmao 🥴🫠
 
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