What's Bothering You?

Dad and I had an argument over how to feed the fish and he hid my Switch again because he thinks I'm being childish. (We had a brief shouting match.)

I feel so ashamed because I was planning on participating in an MK8 session tomorrow so I can get a new collectible for a friend. Now I have to cancel my plans. I hate myself so much. Good enough is never enough, I wish I can be perfect for my family. Why is it so hard for me to change?
 
I don't wanna be in this house anymore. My family doesn't give a **** about my feelings. I've been sleeping and crying all day, as well as arguing with my family. I'm scared I messed up, and I don't know what to do.

Everything is going to ****, and I don't know if I can keep living like this anymore. I can't.
 
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ZeldaCrossing64 said:
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I am so sorry to hear that. I feel the same way with my family sometimes, and it got worse recently. 🫂

That said...
I can't go into detail as I might get a warning for this, but my partner texted me and now I'm so worried about them. It's not going to be easy approaching this situation, but I'll have to do my best because I love them so very much.
 
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Saying goodbye to family is never easy and I probably won't see my brother again until the birth of his child at the end of next year.

Truthfully, I'm in the basket of people who like having my family around. I'm mentally preparing for the emptiness of going on my long walks and returning to an empty living room. The feeling of waking up to solitude and having nobody to speak with again.

I should probably open myself socially to others.

I am sad though. Loneliness can shatter mental health and for me it's a long, slow, painful drain on the heart. I always handle myself well during the actual 'departure' but I cry when back on my own.
 
I was excited to have my family over this past weekend for a belated Christmas. However, my sisters being at each other's throats made me wish that they hadn't visited. It's been hours since they have left and I still feel bum about it.
 
Dunquixote said:
You didn’t offend me. I’m sorry if it seemed like I was and if it came out the wrong way. I was just curious about the ocd; I’ve seen way too many people use the term to describe something that isn’t, so I wasn’t sure how you meant it. I also was confused since your experience didn’t sound like anything like mine.
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I am genuinely curious….did you get some assistance and get your pencil working? I hope so. Since I never had the chance to even use mine or sync it with my iPad, I don’t know the issues that potentially arise. Hopefully you are happily drawing away!
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moonbyu said:
was unloading groceries and my dad randomly accused me of an attitude when i forgot to put away two things. god knows what he would say if i accused him of an attitude (which he actually DID have). :rolleyes:
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Sorry for replying, but the generic allowed “likes” didn’t fit this situation, so here is what I say to your dad…😠😡🤬 ……and for you….👌👏👌
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seliph said:
i think i caught my sister's cold, and it annoys me moreso 'cause she's so irresponsible when she's sick. she went out to see a movie a couple days ago and went out shopping today, no mask or anything.
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Oh my gosh, THIS! So many people do this and I am at loss to understand why. Do you not care about the health and well being of those around you? Sigh, I’m afraid the answer to that is “I care about myself and only myself” 🫂
 
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Someone basically told me Blossom was overweight! She was at the vet at the beginning of the month and her weight was perfect, and she doesn't feel or look any different. Some people have always got to be negative. :cautious:
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they clearly have never seen a basset hound before lol, that's how they all look. she looks perfectly healthy to me 💖
 
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Someone basically told me Blossom was overweight! She was at the vet at the beginning of the month and her weight was perfect, and she doesn't feel or look any different. Some people have always got to be negative. :cautious:
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Some people just can’t keep their wrong opinions to themselves. From the photos I have seen of Blossom she looks perfect . I have been told Aurora looks underweight or overweight but her vet always says she is the perfect weight for her size.
 
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Someone basically told me Blossom was overweight! She was at the vet at the beginning of the month and her weight was perfect, and she doesn't feel or look any different. Some people have always got to be negative. :cautious:
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If your veterinarian says Blossom is in good health and there's nothing to worry about, then that's the opinion I would listen to. That's their profession. Some people think everyone needs to hear their unsolicited advice. Blossom looks in good health and happy to me! I wouldn't worry about what some random person said (even if they weren't random) you're always on top of Blossom's needs and loving of her and that's all that matters.
 
notability app is so ass, it switched me back to the free version of the app after 5 years of being on a classic version (one-time payment). actually it started being really ass when notability made it subscription-based, but i did buy the app before they implemented subscriptions so i should still have access to what was promised to me before this change. anyway, earlier while i was studying it removed my classic version for some reason and that really pissed me off since the free version has "limited weekly usage". what an ass feature, it's a note-taking app and yet you can't use it whenever you want because unlimited note-taking is locked behind a paywall. it used to be affordable with its one-time payment but now it's like that stupid adobe subscription. and ive had other issues with the app esp when it closes randomly.

whatever, i'm done with notability. still keeping it because all my 4 years of notes are in there but i'm moving to goodnotes. the free version looks promising AND it doesnt had that stupid weekly usage like notability did.
 
Just being deadnamed over and over again (by my grandma) is very annoying. I can’t correct her because she has no issues with physically hitting people she doesn’t agree with. I remember saying I didn’t like my name on the way to high school one morning and she made me walk the rest of the way.

Is this why I didn’t feel comfortable being open about my gender identity until like last year? I feel like I’m way late to the party.
 
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