What's Bothering You?

i got really frustrated with myself today. i didnt feel too good w my performance. just having Really Bad self-esteem issues. also i appreciate my mom being concerned about me but she just does not take no for an answer; she had to come into my room uninvited and kept probing me what was wrong even when i told her to give me space. now i guess she's annoyed with me for that but i wish she'd understand that i just needed to. Breathe.

anyway im feeling a little better after a few lectures. still, ive also got other personal things im Really Sad about but thats just a whole other issue.
 
I keep having dreams about school that leaves me anxious/panicked when I wake up. I graduated, so why can't I just stop thinking about school? It really affected my mental health but my family doesn't take it seriously when I tell them about it. And they wonder why I'm so apprehensive to go to college... :\
 
I'm about to turn 17, and it hurts knowing I still haven't improved from a year ago. Even with all these major events I went through, I sometimes feel like the same person.

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Hey, maybe I can help you get it right. Do you know how to toggle BB Code on your signature? I have had a similar problem before but I find that it works if you have that on, put the tag [CENTER] at the start of the text and then [/CENTER] at the end, and then remove the other useless center tags in between it tends to make for some reason. I can show an example if needed.
 
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I'm about to turn 17, and it hurts knowing I still haven't improved from a year ago. Even with all these major events I went through, I sometimes feel like the same person.


Hey, maybe I can help you get it right. Do you know how to toggle BB Code on your signature? I have had a similar problem before but I find that it works if you have that on, put the tag [CENTER] at the start of the text and then [/CENTER] at the end, and then remove the other useless center tags in between it tends to make for some reason. I can show an example if needed.
I already fixed the signature and deleted the post, but thanks anyways.
 
I’m not getting my W-2 from my old job. Called the number given to me by my old manager. The number said they can’t send me a new one because my old one wasn’t returned to them. Can’t get someone from ADP on the line to get a duplicate. I suppose I’ll just go to jail for not doing my taxes this year.
 
My Shih Tzu has vestibular disease.(inner ear infection) He’s getting better, thankfully, but it’s hard to watch him struggle with his head tilted to one side. I’ve heard this affects his balance, and he feels dizzy. I’ve read about the disease, but I wish pets could tell you how they feel.
Finn is still not eating much and acts dizzy. He got fluids from the vet yesterday. He’s quieter lately, but still likes licking my legs, licking the pillows, doing his old habits. But he still stumbles and tilts his head. I hope he pulls through.
 
I barely made a dent on my break homework, and it's due right when I go back to school, which is three days from now.

I see my week off as an opportunity to take my mind off school as it has been detrimental to my mental health, so I really don't like having it follow me around in the form of classwork. Unfortunately, I can't control the choices my teachers make..
 
Minor bother, but my back has been hurting every day for the last week or two when I get up. Feels like it's going to snap in half, actually. I tried changing my diet a bit and it's still happening, so I'm not really sure what's going on. If it continues happening I may have to pay the doctor's another visit, which I really don't want to do, lol.
 
Yoink, all my text got snatched away (by me)
I've been not posting in this thread for a while because I don't want to seem like someone extremely annoying who complains about everything that goes wrong, but this week has been and will be terrible. TBT is legitimately the only thing keeping my sanity.
 
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Seeing an online art contest allowing AI 'art' and have it sitting next to others who actually took their time to draw something; Is incredibly disrespectful and downright insulting to everyone who entered it with pieces they actually drew.
 
I dislike winter. I live with constant Raynauds flares this time of year. For most of today I couldn't feel my fingers; now they're on fire.

Fingers should not look this different compared to the colour of your hands! It is a constant cycle of pure white fingers with no feeling (not enough bloodflow) and red hot and swollen/tingling (once bloodflow returns).
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It impacts my feet as well but I'll spare everyone pictures of those!
 
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