What's Bothering You?

[Dim]

I hate falling asleep and waking up not knowing wtf is going on like I suddenly have amnesia for a couple of minutes

 

[Clock]

Spoiler: Rant continuation

I had and incident that was private and because of this, I lost respect to myself already, all I want to do is disappear from existence because all I do is cause problems

 

[Rosie977]

.

 

[TheSillyPuppy]

Missing university, even though objectively (I think), it took a lot more time and energy out of me. For context, I was in classes/studying/working on assignments for 70-80 hours a week (sometimes more, I wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed, lol) and was lucky if I got 7 hours of sleep a night. Now, I work around 40 hours a week and sleep enough, but I feel a lot more unsatisfied with the work I'm doing.

 

[skarmoury]

the lecture made me feel like i was running a marathon holy god

 

[Ananas Dragon]

I LITERALLY CANNOT VENT ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING HERE OR TO ANYONE BECAUSE ALL MY FRIENDS HATE ME AND THE RULES OF THIS THREAD JUST END MY LIFE I TOO AM A PERSON WITH FEELINGS BUT NOBODY THOUGHT OF THAT

I'm sick of everything and everyone

 

[Seastar]

I have to ask myself now...
Am I too nice? Too friendly? Too sensitive?
Maybe that's why I'm so sad now...

 

[Katzenjammer]

Today being 9/11 makes brings back many awful feelings, images, and memories...

 

[Alienfish]

my usps package potentially lost if they cant find it but i still wanna buy from them cause they allow custom cuts n stuff ugh

 

[Ananas Dragon]

I don't want to talk to anyone or have any friends and I just want to be by myself but I'm lonely

...
I don't know what I'm doing anymore

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my grades are going down

and my mental health is crippled on top of that

I think I deserve this somehow but I don't know how..

 

[xSuperMario64x]

the school is trying to say that I owe them $3.8k and if I don't get it paid by September 18th they're gonna suspend all my classes for the semester.

yeah it's not enough that I'm mentally suffering every single day that I'm class, plus I have to live without my dog here because the stupid ESA policy is so hard to deal with, now I have a looming threat hanging over my head telling me I'm gonna be kicked out of school cause I don't have almost four grand to pay towards my tuition.


yay me.

 

[Bcat]

I hate getting cold sores. Even though most people have them, it gives me so much anxiety about transferring them.

 

[spawnpoint]

everything

 

[Ananas Dragon]

the type of people that know they did something bad but continue to do it or pass it off as nothing

I have a few examples..

One being my own mother

geez why are my parents both horrible

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took me so long to see there's a lot wrong with my mom

 

[DarkDesertFox]

Absolutely starving... I regret not eating breakfast big time. Lunch is still 40 minutes away and I can't get off the phones for any reason.

 

[Nicole.]

My right eye hasn't stopped twitching all day

 

[Stella-Io]

It ends up being my fault. All because I didn't do somethin so simple and so stupid.

It sucks more cause I was tryin to help someone out who needed money more than I but I end up gettin screwed over in the end.

 

[diosita]

Life truly isn’t fair and that’s a really harsh realization

 

[pochy]

feeling nauseous and i think its probably bc i didnt keep track of when to stop taking my pills... bleh

 

[DaCoSim]

In a very dark place right now. I need a distraction!!!!