What's Bothering You?

These little tiny flies or gnats that keep flying in front of my lights and screen are driving me crazy. I have tried a bunch of different stuff to get rid of them and nothing works. I’ve long accepted that but just wanted to express my annoyance with them.

Also, I wish my gacha game would slow down on events. I might need to take another break if they keep shoving kizunas shortly after the last one ended. At least tonight, a banner I was waiting for is coming and I plan on pulling on it though I was starting to think that I wanted to pull on a different part. I hope I get Shanks crew too (probably won’t since the unit is boosted in a different part).
 
My dad was acting like a jerk again today, saying that all I do is sit on my <butt> (not real word) all day in my room, even though it’s the one time today I don’t go downstairs within 5 minutes of him coming back. Even my mom was pretty annoyed with him too and said not to worry about him acting like that. My dad was trying to make me go back to school in person for me to get out of the house, even though my grades are good and I have more sleep and in an overall better mood. I’m like, no way. I work a lot better alone without any distractions. I’d like to go back to school eventually but why mess it up if the conditions are already being met? I’ve already agreed with him to ride my bike and walk the dog more often, so I hope I don’t come back in a while.
 
It just took me like 4-5 hours to do a project that prob should've taken at most 2 hours. I really need to get in to see someone about managing ADD and executive dysfunction better. I can't handle this, not when I've got professors criticizing me because I didn't study enough or whatever.

also went to schedule an appt with the counselor I've been seeing on campus for the last three years and apparently she's working somewhere else now. just great. I would set up an appt with my therapist at home but I would have to wait a few weeks out. ugh.
 
My training upgrade for work was confirmed and I know it's gonna be fine but before quarantine I had started other training and that didn't go well. It was just because I let my anxiety take over and then it's hard to focus on the task, especially with machinery. Plus my foreman/trainer is always some older guy with anger managment issues so they yell at you when you mess up once. My last trainer yelled at me "I DON'T DEAL WITH NO CRYING WOMEN" so I like sucked the tears back into my face and waited till break time to cry in my car. I really hope this time isn't a repeat of last time. I truly don't fit in at my workplace lmao. I stick out like a big gay sore thumb.
 
My training upgrade for work was confirmed and I know it's gonna be fine but before quarantine I had started other training and that didn't go well. It was just because I let my anxiety take over and then it's hard to focus on the task, especially with machinery. Plus my foreman/trainer is always some older guy with anger managment issues so they yell at you when you mess up once. My last trainer yelled at me "I DON'T DEAL WITH NO CRYING WOMEN" so I like sucked the tears back into my face and waited till break time to cry in my car. I really hope this time isn't a repeat of last time. I truly don't fit in at my workplace lmao. I stick out like a big gay sore thumb.
Sorry you have to deal with that. How long do you have to do training for?
 
Sorry you have to deal with that. How long do you have to do training for?
Luckily this portion is only a week cause I've already done it before, it's just a safety retraining everyone has to do. There are more portions coming up that will last a few weeks though but at least there's a break inbetween.
 
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