What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

My training upgrade for work was confirmed and I know it's gonna be fine but before quarantine I had started other training and that didn't go well. It was just because I let my anxiety take over and then it's hard to focus on the task, especially with machinery. Plus my foreman/trainer is always some older guy with anger managment issues so they yell at you when you mess up once. My last trainer yelled at me "I DON'T DEAL WITH NO CRYING WOMEN" so I like sucked the tears back into my face and waited till break time to cry in my car. I really hope this time isn't a repeat of last time. I truly don't fit in at my workplace lmao. I stick out like a big gay sore thumb.

That’s awful . I’m really sorry to hear that you had to experience that. :/ That kinda reminds me how in middle school a teacher expressed concern to my mom at a parent teacher conference because I cried a lot. >< Nowhere as bad as what you went through, but still humiliating and hurt. It is not like I like being emotional or anxious (even though we didn’t know I had anxiety back then or not). :/

 

[_Rainy_]

Luckily this portion is only a week cause I've already done it before, it's just a safety retraining everyone has to do. There are more portions coming up that will last a few weeks though but at least there's a break inbetween.

Well hang in there you can do it!

 

[oak]

That’s awful . I’m really sorry to hear that you had to experience that. :/ That kinda reminds me how in middle school a teacher expressed concern to my mom at a parent teacher conference because I cried a lot. >< Nowhere as bad as what you went through, but still humiliating and hurt. It is not like I like being emotional or anxious (even though we didn’t know I had anxiety back then or not). :/

Yeah some people don't understand us cry-ers but that's alright I'll get through it. Thanks for replying though!

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Just saw the naked voting psa. Did not need to see Josh Gad's moobs.

 

[Ananas Dragon]

Just saw the naked voting psa. Did not need to see Josh Gad's moobs.

do I ever want to know what the frick that is

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

do I ever want to know what the frick that is

I regret seeing it, let's do that together.

Spoiler

 

[Ananas Dragon]

I regret seeing it, let's do that together.

Spoiler

when I find the time ill be sure to watch that in a private browser and delete my internet history after

assuming I have the courage to watch it

 

[spawnpoint]

I regret seeing it, let's do that together.

Spoiler

what the hell akahacacahj

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

when I find the time ill be sure to watch that in a private browser and delete my internet history after

assuming I have the courage to watch it

Funny thing, youtube has a policy against nudity.

 

[Clock]

Having a hard time with math is hindering my study time =/

 

[_Rainy_]

I made us pancakes for dinner and chocolate and blueberries inside a pancake is not a good combination

 

[skarmoury]

one thing led to another and basically another subgroup (in my group) is presenting a research topic i proposed and i muted my zoom bc i didnt wanna hear it, i hated what i proposed LMAO

 

[deana]

One of my old teachers posted some old pics from my school days and it unexpectedly brought up a lot of feels

Spoiler: Hiding my feels in a spoiler~

Basically I just really hate that bullying has had such a negative impact on my life. Yet I'm only just starting to understand how much it messed me up.. I've only started to realize this in the last year or so that I'm struggling to just be my authentic self. I wasted so much of my life just trying to be as much as an unidentifiable blob as possible, as a defence mechanism for bullying and criticism. Now I've started to identify this problem in myself but I can't seem to stop it. I'm a grown ass adult and I still feel like people are going to bully me if I try to be myself and I hate it

 

[Alienfish]

Funny thing, youtube has a policy against nudity.

You'd be surprised how much nudity is around yet you can't say everyday cuss words. Lmao.

Also this moving in from campsite in NH-system. I HATE HATE hate dislike these card **** so much.

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted. Just needed to air my thoughts.

 

[Rosie977]

Why do I always have to wake up randomly and think about stuff? But what if my thoughts are right though, maybe I really am not funny or just annoying. Why is it I get so worried over something so pointless.

I hate thinking about things like this

 

[xSuperMario64x]

i just want to go back to bed ;;

 

[Alienfish]

man wands are hard to get by these days

 

[Bcat]

Okay but those people are fine as hell. Like, damn.

We roast them and how cringe what they’re doing looks, but they're all in phenomenal shape and having fun. Makes you wonder who the real losers are.

Post automatically merged: Oct 8, 2020

i just want to go back to bed ;;

Lol same. Thanks to my Fitbit I now know how crappy I’m sleeping in excessive detail.

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

My dog gets to go to the vet today and i'm horrified
She hasn't been to the vet in so long, and she hasn't been doing too well. ;v;