What's Bothering You?

my boyfriend and i have been distant lately. he hasn't texted me at all the past few days. i texted him on halloween, and he left me on read. i was really looking forward to us spending some time together. i'm constantly pondering what i did wrong :( i feel so hurt i miss him so bad..

granted, for the past month we've been having some communication issues. i have a hard time being open, he knows that. but i get little to no emotional support from him. i feel annoying, even though i'm probably not. i feel like he doesn't trust me. i feel like he hates me. i've been overthinking so much. i just want to talk to him and be happy again. i need to say something but i can't bc i don't know what to say, how to say it, when to say it. i don't even know if he'll even listen to me. this hurts so bad
 
Ugh I'm so annoyed, UPS managed to lose literally the biggest package I had coming at the moment (it weighed like 22 lbs so I thought it was the one that would for sure not get lost LoL how do you lose something that big???) and now the thing is out of stock so I can't even order it again. 😤
Can I ask what it was?
 
so tired today 😖

also anxious to see the election results. my friend has been watching it since last night and it seems like Biden is in the lead, here's hoping it doesn't flip or smth.
 
so tired today 😖

also anxious to see the election results. my friend has been watching it since last night and it seems like Biden is in the lead, here's hoping it doesn't flip or smth.
same, those states left better voted for biden

also didn't sleep well either bleagaghafds
 
my boyfriend and i have been distant lately. he hasn't texted me at all the past few days. i texted him on halloween, and he left me on read. i was really looking forward to us spending some time together. i'm constantly pondering what i did wrong :( i feel so hurt i miss him so bad..

granted, for the past month we've been having some communication issues. i have a hard time being open, he knows that. but i get little to no emotional support from him. i feel annoying, even though i'm probably not. i feel like he doesn't trust me. i feel like he hates me. i've been overthinking so much. i just want to talk to him and be happy again. i need to say something but i can't bc i don't know what to say, how to say it, when to say it. i don't even know if he'll even listen to me. this hurts so bad
If this is an on-going issue then it sounds like you may simply be incompatible with each other. If you're not well-suited to someone then the relationship is bound to fail no matter how hard you both try to make it work.
 
I get to have another stupid COVID test done today yay. it isn't too bad except the last time they did the test on me hurt a lot more than the first time, and it legitimately felt like they were scraping around in there with a pocket knife or smth.

I wish this virus would go away. I'm an introvert and I hate the fact that I can't go to any events or anything. I can't imagine how others must feel, who actually love getting involved in the community a lot. it really sucks.
 
I can’t think about my upcoming birthday without crying. I realllllly don’t want to keep getting older and having nothing to show for it. I hate being stuck in this cycle of self-destruction I’ve trapped myself in.
 
Does anyone else feel like they’re not supposed to exist?

Sometimes I feel I don't deserve to be alive (and a few other feelings I'd rather not talk about). I'm not sure if it's the same, but I'm already here, so I might as well try to press forward for the sake of dodging my worst fear another day longer.

Right now I'm nervous about the election results. I have a feeling there's going to be foul play involved and another 4 years of regressive hell with Trump, possibly more.
 
Yes, I can possibly take a job if someone would offer me it, the thing that goddamn twerp job agency doesn't get it that it'd would need to be adjusted due to my ASD/Asperger. Might be tiny details to most people but it would be crucial for me cause I depend on those details if I could take a job or not. Also that's the reason why they supposedly got this help program they offered and why my income would come from another place at first. Sweet jesus you could tell you basically only need a ph. d in like literature to work there lol.
 
Yes, I can possibly take a job if someone would offer me it, the thing that goddamn twerp job agency doesn't get it that it'd would need to be adjusted due to my ASD/Asperger. Might be tiny details to most people but it would be crucial for me cause I depend on those details if I could take a job or not. Also that's the reason why they supposedly got this help program they offered and why my income would come from another place at first. Sweet jesus you could tell you basically only need a ph. d in like literature to work there lol.
Idk how it is in Sweden but here in the US all businesses with a certain number of employees are required by law to make reasonable accommodations for people with physical/mental "disabilities." if theyre not willing to make accomodations for Aspergers/ASD then that's just not right.
 
I don't know if it's normal for businesses to ghost you after saying they want to set up a second interview, but calling back to find out they've already hired someone else really stung. I didn't realize that I was such a bad option that I wasn't even worthy of being notified.. I guess that's just how it goes, but I'm feeling pretty low now. I graduate in a month. I don't want to be jobless.
 
Idk how it is in Sweden but here in the US all businesses with a certain number of employees are required by law to make reasonable accommodations for people with physical/mental "disabilities." if theyre not willing to make accomodations for Aspergers/ASD then that's just not right.
I don't think it is here sadly, especially high-functioning Asperger is treated by such authorities very bad and the only thing they do is like, offer help and can get in contact with places that could make those adjustments or those that take care of such employees, if you get my point.

Just because I don't have anything by looks doesn't mean I function normally.
 
I don't think it is here sadly, especially high-functioning Asperger is treated by such authorities very bad and the only thing they do is like, offer help and can get in contact with places that could make those adjustments or those that take care of such employees, if you get my point.

Just because I don't have anything by looks doesn't mean I function normally.
that's really unfortunate. is there a way to get in touch with a counselor/therapist and have them help you propose accomodations?
 
I don't know if it's normal for businesses to ghost you after saying they want to set up a second interview, but calling back to find out they've already hired someone else really stung. I didn't realize that I was such a bad option that I wasn't even worthy of being notified.. I guess that's just how it goes, but I'm feeling pretty low now. I graduate in a month. I don't want to be jobless.

I wouldn't take it personally. Lots of companies are flakes with the hiring process. When I was searching I felt good about most interviews and then heard nothing back. It took months for me to find something (granted I had no experience prior). Just keep your head held up high and keep looking! A door will open itself eventually.
 
that's really unfortunate. is there a way to get in touch with a counselor/therapist and have them help you propose accomodations?
Yeah, I think you're entitled to help by law but it's not all workplaces that care sadly, or you need those special jobs :/

And yes, I got advised to this place that help people with diagnoses like mine and more so actually gonna see them on Friday :)
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I wouldn't take it personally. Lots of companies are flakes with the hiring process. When I was searching I felt good about most interviews and then heard nothing back. It took months for me to find something (granted I had no experience prior). Just keep your head held up high and keep looking! A door will open itself eventually.
Yes, can confirm. Both me and my mom have applied for tons of work and yeah either they send out this "no thank you" default stuff or they don't care unless they would actually be interested lol.
 
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