What's Bothering You?


I feel the same way. I do have some good friends but I have always felt like I don’t always belong (or at least when one person who i had finally come to terms with about a year again about not being my friend). When I talk or try to joke, I feel like I don’t get the same reaction as normal people without asperger’s or anxiety.

I hate coop even if I had friends that played the same games as me or if my friends actually still played the game by the time i get it for coop lol.
 
This is a minor bother: I hate how One Piece Treasure Cruise paces its events. I know a lot of gacha games are constant ongoing events but One Piece Treasure Cruise is kinda weird. There are weeks where there is no new content and then one week we get crammed with three different things to farm characters from and very few days to complete some of them. It has burnt me out a few times in the past not to mention it ticks me off.
 
I got up in the middle of the night to get some water and tripped over a gate I forgot we had. I fell pretty hard and it hurts right now. I’m probably going to have a huge bruise on my leg.
 
I feel the same way. I do have some good friends but I have always felt like I don’t always belong (or at least when one person who i had finally come to terms with about a year again about not being my friend). When I talk or try to joke, I feel like I don’t get the same reaction as normal people without asperger’s or anxiety.

I hate coop even if I had friends that played the same games as me or if my friends actually still played the game by the time i get it for coop lol.
hi oh wow thank you for the response! I totally understand what you mean, i also have good friends but making new ones is always so hard for me when at this age i guess most solid friendships form. my close friends dont play the same games i do, and on the rate occasion they did, they have other friends to play with and i feel so shy asking to join, knowing i'll just get pushed aside bc theyre all great friends and im just an outsider who tagged along because of one person. : (
im really sorry people are treating you differently, i try to treat everyone the same because i know how it feels being ignored when you're a newcomer to the group. i try not to make people feel alone so i respond to everyone.
 
we haven't written a single message in over 2 weeks even though we're in the relationship he wanted so bad... mission success? maybe he got the message? even though it sucks since it was so friggin fun writing with him when we were "only" friends. i was always laughing 80% of the time when i used to text him. this suuuucks but i guess it had to be done. i wonder if this is this the gentlest way of letting someone down?
he just wrote me...... i dont know what to do!! idk what he wrote, but guess i could just not reply. and i've been distancing myself so well these past weeks too. i wish i could just pretend that i dont exist anymore, or that i moved far away, that would make this a whole lot easier... :/ (omg this sounds so antisocial loll)
 
he just wrote me...... i dont know what to do!! idk what he wrote, but guess i could just not reply. and i've been distancing myself so well these past weeks too. i wish i could just pretend that i dont exist anymore, or that i moved far away, that would make this a whole lot easier... :/ (omg this sounds so antisocial loll)
Doesn't sound like either of you are happy or even want this anymore if you can go over two weeks without contact. Would be better for both of your sakes to end it and cut contact.
 
Doesn't sound like either of you are happy or even want this anymore if you can go over two weeks without contact. Would be better for both of your sakes to end it and cut contact.
yeah... i don't know how to break it to him though since he really likes me, but i don't feel romantic feelings back. we only got together because he said we couldn't be friends anymore if i didn't accept, and he's one of my only friends so i felt like i had to. 🙃
 

Don’t give up hope or trying even if it is difficult for you to do (though definitely is easier said than done since I need to convince myself the same thing). I have made a ton of friends on tbt and regardless of the fact that I don’t know them in person, since they all like me it tells me that I may find more friends offline one day and that I’m doing something right. Of course, my shyness offline is on a whole different level. I totally relate to being too shy to ask to join them like when they invite some friends to go to the movies, I’m always afraid of being rude to ask if I can come too. Hang in there and try to keep your head up high as best as you can. You’ll find some more friends even if it takes some time; I can tell you are a really nice person and there are bound to be people out there that will see that too.

And thanks for you kind words. It’s okay. I’m doing my best to move on and not let it get to me and I’ve accepted that I need to work harder if I want more friends or to avoid making people uncomfortable because I said something awkward without realizing it ><.
 
I had such a terrible sleep last night. I woke up like 3 times, couldn't get to sleep initially and maybe slept for about 4 hours. Now I've got a 12+ hour work day ahead 🙃 There hasn't been one night this week that I've slept without waking up at least twice in the night. I just want a decent sleep for once.
 
Wanted to try on a new name for size, but I can't ask many people irl and mostly everyone online refers to me with, well, my online name (which I don't mind lol). It probably wouldn't have stuck, anyway.
 
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