What's Bothering You?

me: wow I finally have some time and energy to do a bit of homework this evening!

brain: oh you wanna do homework? here's a migraine for you, go lay in bed for 3 hours and suffer.


also it's already 10pm?? I can't even bxhsuwjwb
 
I hate that I have such difficulty shallowing capsules.
It literally took me 20 minutes trying to take this stupid pill. I have to take two everyday for a whole month, so I hope I somehow get use to them sooner rather than later.
I feel you, I'm on anti-biotics for the third time in 2 months. I'm so tired of taking 5 (or more) pills a day.
 
It's a small bother but my teacher gave awful examples of a conclusion paragraph for an essay we're writing and it's bugging me a lot.
(awful grammar and writing is a pet peeve of mine)
 
I hate that I have such difficulty shallowing capsules.
It literally took me 20 minutes trying to take this stupid pill. I have to take two everyday for a whole month, so I hope I somehow get use to them sooner rather than later.
I assume swallowing, but yeah it's practice. I couldn't do it when I was a kid, but I usually did hide it in some food(if you can do that) or drink it together with something you like (and can be done with said pill) and then just basically doing it til I could do it.

I'd recommend that if you can't get it as liquid/crushed pill stuff.
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Also confirmed my package is basically stuck in Japan, sigh. Knew I should have picked DHL more or less but idk their possibly customs procedures sigh.
 
I absolutely loathe my school now. I’m full “remote” as they call it and the only other option is full 5-days a week. This is a new system that is going to be implemented in two weeks. Not only are they getting rid of the student-teacher connection time, they’ll also be adding on an addition 2 hours of screen time to my schedule. To top it all of, I’ll only be in class with two others as everyone else is doing the full 5 day option. I can’t go in to school, because I don’t want to spread the virus from my ER worker family member and I don’t want to bring home the virus to the people in my household who have compromised immune systems, particularly my grandfather who was diagnosed with throat cancer late last year and just finished radiation and chemotherapy. Now I have an hour cut off of my already crappy sleep schedule and no time allotted to ask teachers questions anymore. I feel like the school just punched me in the face and said “oh, you’re remote? must suck to be you, screw your schedules, sleep schedules, and family!” and it’s not like I have the power to change it and I just can’t take it any longer! Not to mention now we’ll be having lunch in school and there aren’t vaccines for people my age! I’m not sitting next to a maskless kid three or two feet away from me who probably travelled god knows where on spring break. And they also changed the guidelines so that it’s 3 feet away instead of 6.
 
Oh I do not feel good today. I am so dizzy and I don’t know why. I thought maybe it would go away after I got up and ate but no. A little bit stumbly when I’m walking and laying down it feels like... idk have you ever gone swimming lots and then when you come home and lay down you have that unsteady feeling? I feel like that lol.
 
You could attack me with any name or insult under the sun and I wouldn't get angry or lose sleep over it. However, when someone is unexpectedly nice to me it completely blindsides me. Had a really difficult (professional) conversation earlier with someone I have enormous respect for and they said something kind that caught me off guard, I went silent, and then they continued to say such supportive things while I'm just sat nodding and trying to not let on how much it is effecting me. I must've failed, because she suddenly apologised and asked if I wanted to take a few minutes and call her back. I take a moment to think about it and before I can respond she said let's talk later in the week instead. I hate that I'm like this. As soon as the call ended I lay down on my bed and put on a movie to try take my mind off of it. 3.5hrs later I'm still lying here and feel awful. She must think she did or said something wrong. Really I was just feeling overwhelmed by her support and kindness and didn't want to show it. Tempted to message her to explain why I was unresponsive but feel like I've left it too long to say something, or worse that she'll try to resume the difficult topic that led to that - and I'm not in the right headspace to talk about it. Maybe just caving and crying would make me feel better but I can't seem to do that.
I sent her a message asking if we could talk ahead of our next scheduled meeting, so she phoned me when she finished for the day. When she asked what I wanted to talk about I just dove straight into covering the material that we never got around to yesterday. At the end she mentioned she was glad I arranged to do this today - turns out she wasn't feeling good about how yesterday went either. Ended on a really good note, no awkwardness, and she gave me some really useful feedback on my work. I'm feeling so relieved right now. I've a clearer head and can work on this project without having this worry in the back of my mind that our meeting at the end of the week is going to be weird or uncomfortable.

Also I've been in bed for 3.5hrs with the most painful stomachache. :(
 
I assume swallowing, but yeah it's practice. I couldn't do it when I was a kid, but I usually did hide it in some food(if you can do that) or drink it together with something you like (and can be done with said pill) and then just basically doing it til I could do it.

I'd recommend that if you can't get it as liquid/crushed pill stuff.

Yes I meant swallowing, guess I was so ticked off by it that I didn't realize I spelt it incorrectly haha.
Thanks for the tips! Did try hiding it in some food this morning and that didn't work out too well, ended up popping the capsule open and getting a mouthful of nasty tasting powder. Going to try and test what kind of food would be best to hide it in until something works.
 
I'm in an awkward position where I'm too masculine leaning to be non-binary but I'm not masculine enough to actually consider myself ftm. idk what to feel lol.

I also keep procrastinating on homework because I have no mental energy at all and it's kinda catching up with me now, I'm suppose to take a quiz on an essay about Reagan for history on Thursday but I haven't even started reading it yet 😅😅
I'm also slowly but surely starting to freak out about the writing option credit cause ive alteady been putting stuff off but i just cant get myself to start it and im afraid if i ask my prof for mental help he'll just be like "i told you guys to start this 3 weeks ago" like thanks for reminding me im an idiot w executive dysfunction lmao
 
Yes I meant swallowing, guess I was so ticked off by it that I didn't realize I spelt it incorrectly haha.
Thanks for the tips! Did try hiding it in some food this morning and that didn't work out too well, ended up popping the capsule open and getting a mouthful of nasty tasting powder. Going to try and test what kind of food would be best to hide it in until something works.

i find that i have the most luck with foods such as ice cream, yogurt or pudding if you haven’t tried those already. 💜
 
Yes I meant swallowing, guess I was so ticked off by it that I didn't realize I spelt it incorrectly haha.
Thanks for the tips! Did try hiding it in some food this morning and that didn't work out too well, ended up popping the capsule open and getting a mouthful of nasty tasting powder. Going to try and test what kind of food would be best to hide it in until something works.

I’m not sure how big the pills you’re taking are but I find hiding mine in applesauce works the best for me. I know not everybody likes applesauce, though. I just find it the easiest to swallow since I prefer of the texture over yogurt which is another common one.

I hope it gets better for you soon! Whenever I take pills with water I always end up psyching myself out a little which makes it trickier. The water is just too thin and I can 100% tell the pill is there but the applesauce makes it a bit easier! Then there’s my dad who can swallow pills without any drink at all 😅
 
why wont my teachers give me a break 😂😂😂 like seriously let me breathe for a minute lol haha 😂😂😂 do they even consider how i feel 😂😂😂 im seriously trying 😂😂😂 im already too tired to be feeling like this

anyways.. i had a nightmare yesterday and woke up all sweaty and cried :cautious: how annoying
 
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