What's Bothering You?
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Truly. I can’t bring myself to hate them though. They were mentally ill and kept skipping therapy. After researching the disorder I found dozens of stories similar to mine. This outcome is tragically common. Sometimes people with the condition come back to exes they’ve discarded, but usually they keep permanent grudges. I hope my inevitable replacement won’t repeat my mistakes. In spite of everything I still care about them...
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Reginald Fairfield
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Speaking of Panic! at the Disco, have you seen:I can see what you mean about the Lady Gaga vibes. I like the evolution of his style - his clothing in this and the My Nocturnal Serenade videos are things I would absolutely wear.I ended up listening to his latest album yesterday and this song, among others, gave me early Panic! at the Disco vibes.
Ever since that block I’ve heard the voices of my former classmates. In most cases I can tell the difference between their real comments and the ones in my head. This time it’s the latter. “We told her to break up with you,” and “he’s being an idiot about this breakup,” keep going through my head. Thanks brain, you somehow managed to combine my old trauma with my new trauma!
Dunquixote
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Hey, Benjamin. I don’t know if responding to this is the right thing to do or not, but I was just going to say I’m sorry you’re going through this. I can’t say I know how it feels as I haven’t experienced that exact situation before, but I can relate in the sense that I’ve been in my head a lot over the past 24 hours. It’s definitely not fun thinking of things that aren’t real. I hope we can both get some peace of mind soon, and if you need to vent or anything, my DMs are open.
Firesquids
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My face is so swollen from a tooth infection and it's been months now, I'm just so exhausted 
Princess Mipha
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OutchMy face is so swollen from a tooth infection and it's been months now, I'm just so exhausted
I was supposed to get rid of my wisdom teeth long time ago, but always pushed it away and now once in a while they get
infected and man, that hurts!! Aren't you able to go to the dentist, if it's already one month??
Also: My nose is running a lot, which opens up my scar inside and makes me get a lot of nosebleeds U-U
ali.di.magix
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there's so much more I could write rn, but I have to get this one thing off my chest because it's been there for two long.
Talking about things with family tonight before Ieave home, and the topic of me getting my tattoo came up. Now this is a repressed memory of mine because it was rather...problematic. In a way I set myself up for failure as I didn't tell my parents I was going to get it, so naturally they were pretty pissed about it. Mum was not pleased, but at least handled it okay. My dad literally yelled and shouted and banged on my wall for a good hour or so, all because he's old fashioned and doesn't like tattoos. The next day he also went off at my brother threatening him to never get one.
Tonight my family was kinda like haha yeah remember that?? So funny amirite! And I'm like lmao no. When I got my tattoo I was so happy with the design and I liked it a lot. When my dad went off, all I wanted to do is get it lasered off as soon as possible. To this very day, I still want it lasered off because that day flipped a switch in my brain and I no longer can like my tattoo anymore.
Talking about things with family tonight before Ieave home, and the topic of me getting my tattoo came up. Now this is a repressed memory of mine because it was rather...problematic. In a way I set myself up for failure as I didn't tell my parents I was going to get it, so naturally they were pretty pissed about it. Mum was not pleased, but at least handled it okay. My dad literally yelled and shouted and banged on my wall for a good hour or so, all because he's old fashioned and doesn't like tattoos. The next day he also went off at my brother threatening him to never get one.
Tonight my family was kinda like haha yeah remember that?? So funny amirite! And I'm like lmao no. When I got my tattoo I was so happy with the design and I liked it a lot. When my dad went off, all I wanted to do is get it lasered off as soon as possible. To this very day, I still want it lasered off because that day flipped a switch in my brain and I no longer can like my tattoo anymore.
xSuperMario64x
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I'm so tired of schoolwork, I have to go to a rehearsal this morning which im not entirely prepared for, then tomorrow is my senior recital which I'm already resenting cause my dad got all pissy w me yesterday about me not wearing a dress and my grandma will prob be there tomorrow and complain abt my slacks and short hair and i--
I'm just so tired of working nonstop and being judged by my dad/professors and mentally harassed by my peers, im literally just trying to lead a peaceful existence here is that too much to ask?
I'm just so tired of working nonstop and being judged by my dad/professors and mentally harassed by my peers, im literally just trying to lead a peaceful existence here is that too much to ask?
Firesquids
⛧Roxie of Avalar⛧
I've been to the dentist so many times lately, I'm on antibiotics for the 5th time in 4 months now. I'm trying to find a new dentist that takes my insurance because this whole situation has been just ridiculous. The swelling seems to finally be going down this week, I'll (hopefully) find out later today if it's from my wisdom tooth extraction or if I need the tooth next to it pulled.Outch
I was supposed to get rid of my wisdom teeth long time ago, but always pushed it away and now once in a while they get
infected and man, that hurts!! Aren't you able to go to the dentist, if it's already one month??
Also: My nose is running a lot, which opens up my scar inside and makes me get a lot of nosebleeds U-U
Yeah especially since you can still view their posts smh
Allergies have exacerbated my eczema and the breakouts on my face. It's really frustrating feeling like you are constantly at war with your skin. I've always had dry skin and ezcema, but I hadn't struggled with breakouts/acne until the past few years. I feel like my face is just one big angry red dot :'(
