What's Bothering You?

You know when you can feel yourself getting down but there’s nothing you can do to stop it? Yeah... 💔
 
Sister being a snob and keep saying no to me. I just for once and all read the manga, like seriously what was the point of her paying hundreds of dollars for the books if she isn't going to read them or even touch them. I can't even enjoy what l like anymore because of her that is anime related.
 
I am bothered by a few things right now. there are a few things that really wish I could just let go and move on, one is a minor annoyance, one is my general situation (not thinking about this set of stuff now, but I can feel it threatening to drag my mood down any minute), and also about me for having anxiety and ocd (actual diagnosis) and not being able to be normal and forget things and not obsess over things. I had a good day today but I keep getting reminded of some stuff like how I suck at understanding and interacting with people, or them understanding me (i can’t help but feel like it is my fault even if i tell them so many times i have anxiety, need space or whatever).
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Oh also need to get a new phone soon since every time i move my phone while being charged, it stops charging.
 
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I think I need to take a break from reading breakup stories about exes with the same condition. It’s depressing how similar a lot of them are to mine. The constant messaging, the refusal to plan anything in advance, the sudden discard, they’re all so universal. The last one I read was so close to my experience that I’m worried it was the same person. I feel less alone in my situation, but I keep getting reminded of the trauma.

Edit: I'm know these feelings will pass. Eventually I will move on. My mental state is just all over the place right now.
 
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It’s been between 20-27 degrees the last few days and with the exception of the 27 day it hasn’t actually been that warm. My house though? Oh my gosh. It’s ridiculous. My room feels so warm and gross despite having my window & door open all day. It’s been like this the last few nights too and I think it’s why I’ve been sleeping so poorly 😔

I’m so not looking forward to the hot humid temperatures this summer 😭
 
its 80 degrees out tonight, gosh help.

also, got the movements for next years marching band, it looks scary and i'm not looking forward to having not enough time to learn it ;v;
 
mrw when it's still like +8 C at best and i see people posting heat reports: SEND spring sucks here.

also i hope my glasses will sit less tight or that i have a fine parts screwdriver cause they sure did not need to tighten them THAT much
 
i always end up getting more anxiety on my days off than the days i have work to do. i supposedly take weekends off to relieve stress, but somehow i end up feeling more stressed cause i feel guilty for not working ): i really need to get over that cause if i don't let myself rest it always end up affecting my work efficiency and i fall behind so it's counterproductive
 
I love my dad but sometimes I feel that he can be a ticking bomb. There’s no rhyme or reason as to why he just gets angry at you when you literally did nothing. He makes impulsive decisions sometimes through intense emotions. Plus my mom left the house and is not answering the phone so I don’t know what’s that all about.
 
sometimes I feel that he can be a ticking bomb. There’s no rhyme or reason as to why he just gets angry at you when you literally did nothing. He makes impulsive decisions sometimes through intense emotions.
Sounds like my dad, not that I love/like him though. Sorry you need to deal with that bs though :(
 
so. my mom threw up the other day and i just found out that she never emptied the trash can afterwards. she left her vomit in there for 2 f***ing days. im so mad. i get chewed out if a strand of my hair is on the floor or i haven’t gotten rid of any empty water bottles in my room but my mom can just??? leave her literal puke in the bathroom??? for two days????? i hate it here.
 
Hearing about all these younger people getting vaccinated is making me feel so bitter, lmao. I am happy that they’re getting vaccinated! I’m just jealous because in my country & province I’m not even eligible to sign up to get vaccinated until the summer, I think? And who knows how long it’ll be before I can actually get vaccinated once it opens up to my age group.
 
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Hearing about all these younger people getting vaccinated is making me feel so bitter, lmao. I am happy that they’re getting vaccinated! I’m just jealous because in my country & province I’m not even eligible to sign up to get vaccinated until the summer, I think? And who knows how long it’ll be before I can actually get vaccinated once it opens up to my age group.

Oh my gosh soooooo much of this. I've been following the "Let's talk vaccines" thread and other people's stories on social media, etc. because I think it's very interesting but I am so jealous.

We need an "bitter and waiting for vaccine eligibility support thread" 😅

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Oh my gosh soooooo much of this. I've been following the "Let's talk vaccines" thread and other people's stories on social media, etc. because I think it's very interesting but I am so jealous.

We need an "bitter and waiting for vaccine eligibility support thread" 😅


Exactly! I think I'll try to keep out of that thread in the future because man. Hearing about everybody getting vaccinated just makes me feel bad, lol. I think my town just opened up vaccination to people 60 and over 😅 I see it on YouTube and such too and at first I was super confused lmao I thought the States were prioritizing vaccines the same way we are and I was like "???Surely they aren't saying YouTube is an essential job???" but then I realized they're vaccination schedule is different.
 
Not only is my arm still sore, but now I have a killer headache. I really didn’t expect the side effects of the moderna vaccine to affect me so much... hopefully they’ll clear in a day or two.
 
so. my mom threw up the other day and i just found out that she never emptied the trash can afterwards. she left her vomit in there for 2 f***ing days. im so mad. i get chewed out if a strand of my hair is on the floor or i haven’t gotten rid of any empty water bottles in my room but my mom can just??? leave her literal puke in the bathroom??? for two days????? i hate it here.
oh my god eww I would be pissed too
 
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