What's Bothering You?

I'm worried I might let my team down in mario kart and everyone hating me as a result. Sure, I know it's just a game, but some people take losing more seriously than others.
Hey man. I know we're not on the same team, but I just want you to know that you're trying your best. Everyone has different skill levels, and that's okay. Because at the end of the day, we're all having fun while still contributing points to our team, whether it would be participating in a game session or cheering on for our teams.

I'm cheering on for blue, but I'm sending virtual purple hugs on your way. 💜
 
Having to postpone my wedding till next year now, as of last month we've been engaged for two years bleeeeh
Not loving the wait, but sending positive vibes to you and your forever companion.

I have royally screwed my sleep schedule and my old lady body is not going to recover by morning.
(In mewtwo voice) FOOL.
 
Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.
 
Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.

My condolences. That's a horrible thing to go through & especially with all the TBTWC work you're taking on right now! I completely get the initial defeated/numb feeling like it's all a dream still, went through a similar period but be sure to make some time available for yourself and surround yourself with loving friends&family! ❤
 
Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.

i’m so sorry vris. 💔
 
Windows 10. No someone did not hack my account, I just had to change my e-mail/outlook password cause it was sometime since last time. Jeez, they pull this, yet they put Russian dating site spam in Inbox and actual important non-spam stuff in Junk folder :(:(
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Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.
😭 God, I'm so so sorry :(:(

-sends virtual hugs- ♥
 
Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.
So sorry to hear this happened to you, Vris. It's a tough thing to deal with losing one of your family members. Let me send hugs on the way. Please stay strong! 💙
 
So one of Canada’s major post processing facilities is majorly backed up due to a covid outbreak. My snack box from Japan is over a week late now and the Mother’s Day gift I ordered 2 weeks in advance still hasn’t come. Not much I can do about of course but it’s a bummer that’s for sure.
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Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.

I’m really sorry to hear this Vris. Sending hugs your way. As a fellow green team member I don’t mind if our scores are continued to be updated behind schedule if it means you get some much needed time for yourself. I can only imagine how tough it must be to juggle this all at once. I appreciate all you do for the forum but definitely put yourself first and foremost at this time.💚
 
Everytime I get to do the echographie for my baby, it turns the back towards the scanning thing.. making it impossible to find out the gender. I want to know so badly 😭

Also, got a small panic attack while waiting for the doctor to call me in. I mean, at least I was already in the hospital, if I really started to feel like dying, which it usually feels like when it becomes worse.
 
pushed myself to go back to work today despite still struggling and am paying for it :/ what choice do i have though
 
Since I ended the friendship with my best friend I have been feeling very angry and sad. I learned that I am just not cut out to make any friends. My therapist told me that I don't need to listen to what my friend said about "making more friends" but to just stick with people who respect you for who you are. Here's the sad truth my best friend was the last one I had. My trust issues have started to get worse after that.
 
my mom threatened that she was gonna text my boyfriend's dad and tell him to tell my bf to stop talking to me ??? just bc we had a disagreement earlier .. i cant wait to get out of this house 😣
 
Can’t talk about it. All i can say is I am absolutely disgusted.

And tomorrow we start packing my room up including bookshelves for the painting. why did my mom get me and set up a new book shelve if we were going to unload it again? we had no notice they were coming today either. they apologize but i’m so pissed.

On top of this and the other thing, I’m nervous anout the obstacle course. so overwhelmed by all that text in the rules @.@. i need to take deep breath.

i was almost done with drawing for today’s creations but i am so mad about so many things.

edit: messed up the coloring 😭
 
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I can still hear the hall neighbor complaining I haven't left the building. All I can think of is she doesn't want me to hear her rendezvous with the neighbor, as she was complaining to him.
 
this chest pain is still happening, and it hurts to breathe when the pain starts. honestly i dont even want to search anything up to know what it could be, it'll just keep me up all night. doesn't help that we're in a strict lockdown now.

will i ever catch a break
 
Got a phone call about 3pm yesterday saying that my grandmother had just had a (presumed) heart attack and didn't make it. My grandad (divorced) got there to find three ambulances and a rapid response unit outside her house. She was already gone. I'd already committed to game hosting/streaming for the TBTWC between 5pm-8pm last night so managed to put it to the back of my mind for a bit and power through. Woke-up this morning and it's finally started to sink in that she's gone. Feeling defeated/numb.
Hey Vris, just saw this and I wanna give my condolences to you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss.

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It's 4:30 pm and I still haven't studied since yesterday. I feel my rest is warranted since I had just finished an exam yesterday but still, idk. I'm jealous of the other schools having finished or are finishing their semesters already. I'm dead exhausted and this is still going on all the way to June. I feel like it shouldn't be like this. :(
 
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