What's Bothering You?

Its so hot again,,,,,,,

I want to turn on the ac, because the last time i asked, i wasn't allowed to due to power bills , but i want to turn it on😒
 
I like my new job, but it’s so exhausting. Everything is scattered around the two story building. According to my Fitbit I’m doing a solid 8 miles a day. Considering how much I have to speed walk to clean tables it’s a serious workout. My shoes keep me comfortable though. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to keep up with this job once I start college. Doing both at the same time sounds like too much.
 
Germaphobe stuff is kicking in, man. Especially after an incident, and especially since I'm scared / not really allowed to use chemicals or disinfectants to clean or mop... even the ****ing bathroom. Apparently they can't stand the smell. Worried I'll be called out for buying my own mops / cleaning stuff to do that - like being called crazy or remarks about how my therapy isn't working.... but that bathroom floor has had a lot of **** (literally) done on that.

I also miss a certain faculty member very very much. I wanna hug him so badly. He's one of my close friends. Though there's a big age difference, he just means the world to me. Miss ya, dude.
 
I'm ngl I'm not having as much fun with this event as I prob could. mostly because I'm in school and I also don't have many of the games required to play (like Splatoon, Smash, Sword/Shield, MK8, SMP... basically everything).
I just really want a super star collectible cause I love stuff like that but I can't put in enough effort to help us win. I feel bad.

not that this event isn't fun for everyone else, I bet it's a blast (I've heard others like Shellzilla say theyre having a ton of fun) but i just cant do a whole lot bc school so :(
 
tomorrow im moving with my family into a new house. my new house is bigger and it's not attached to other houses (i don't know what to call it, i live in a row house) im happy that im going to live in a bigger house and i'll be able to have my own room but im sad that i'm moving away from the house that i've lived my entire life in. the row house was my grandma's house since 1975 and she's moving with us, she doesn't seem very happy to move because yesterday we went to the new house to look through it one last time before we moved in and to introduce my dog to it so he doesnt freak out on saturday and all she did was complain about how there's too many things wrong with it, like how the windows are old and the basement is dirty. my parents said that they were going to make improvements to it but my grandma seems miserable.
 
I have to go to my eye appointment in less than a half hour. annoyed since i didn’t want it even though i am overdue for it. my mom just doesn’t want have to sit and wait twice. never about what i want or don’t want though. this is not a big deal but i didn’t want my room painted; my room was fine with the color it was before and i still do not want to move. the other day she said it is part of living here and if don’t like it to leave but she knows i can’t with no job, money, car, place to live. so idk wtf that means.
 
I'm ngl I'm not having as much fun with this event as I prob could. mostly because I'm in school and I also don't have many of the games required to play (like Splatoon, Smash, Sword/Shield, MK8, SMP... basically everything).
I just really want a super star collectible cause I love stuff like that but I can't put in enough effort to help us win. I feel bad.

not that this event isn't fun for everyone else, I bet it's a blast (I've heard others like Shellzilla say theyre having a ton of fun) but i just cant do a whole lot bc school so :(
That's totally understandable why you're not able to participate TBTWC as much. You have important real life stuff going on right now and it's much more important than the event. On the bright side, you're still contributing points to the team! You can still continue to cheer us on through poems and art. Perhaps you could use one of your OC characters to do just that! Please don't feel that you're bringing us down. There's a lot of us in the team so we should be getting plenty of points regardless! Go Blue's Clues! 💙
 
I'm ngl I'm not having as much fun with this event as I prob could. mostly because I'm in school and I also don't have many of the games required to play (like Splatoon, Smash, Sword/Shield, MK8, SMP... basically everything).
I just really want a super star collectible cause I love stuff like that but I can't put in enough effort to help us win. I feel bad.

not that this event isn't fun for everyone else, I bet it's a blast (I've heard others like Shellzilla say theyre having a ton of fun) but i just cant do a whole lot bc school so :(
My weekends are packed (which is when most game sessions are unfortunately) and I work all week so I'm also pretty limited on what I can join in on. I have had fun in what little I have had time to do though. Yeah it sucks not being able to take part in a ton of events, but even just a few extra points helps out your team. :)
 
I am at the eye doctor and I want to go home :(. I am still out of it and I didn’t take my anxiety medicine before leaving because my mom was in a hurry. Now my mom wants to keep shopping after we finish ordering the lens and frames 😭. i want to go home. i haven’t even eaten yet.
 
I love how flexible my hours are, but it’s too easy to say no if i don’t feel like working because of course I don’t want to work.
 
Slept 3 hours last night. Just now finished all the stuff I had to do today + the TBT event stuff.
Not feeling very great physically due to exhaustion and this heatwave.
Can't go crash yet since I need to air out my place once the weather outside cools down enough for the night.​
 
My fur baby just turned 16 yesterday and although she’s still here with me, I can’t stop thinking that one of these days she won’t be. I cried myself to sleep last night thinking that with every passing day I am closer to loosing her, she’s been with me since I was 9 and I love her dearly, she IS my baby. It has been really hard on me to see her grow older, I know it’s normal and it’s just part of her life cycle, but I can’t help but feel heartbroken about it. She has lost a lot of her eyesight, her hearing isn’t what it used to be, and she’s been slowly losing balance. I am scared that when the time comes and the vet recommends putting her to sleep, I won’t be able to, I want to be selfish and keep her with me as long as possible, but I know that’s not the right thing to do, even if it means losing my little shadow, I wouldn’t want her to suffer.

I’ve been considering going ahead and getting an urn for her now because I know that if I put it off until after she’s gone, I won’t be able to bring myself to get one, I’d just be too devastated…

Honestly, I don’t know if this makes me a bad person but all of this has just made me realize I DO NOT want any other pets in my life, after her and my cat are gone, that’s it. I know it sounds very childish, but I just can’t go through loss so many times. I think this is a big reason why I’ve started to distance myself from my dad’s dog :c
 
I'm ngl I'm not having as much fun with this event as I prob could. mostly because I'm in school and I also don't have many of the games required to play (like Splatoon, Smash, Sword/Shield, MK8, SMP... basically everything).
I just really want a super star collectible cause I love stuff like that but I can't put in enough effort to help us win. I feel bad.

not that this event isn't fun for everyone else, I bet it's a blast (I've heard others like Shellzilla say theyre having a ton of fun) but i just cant do a whole lot bc school so :(
That's me right now unfortunately 😕. Too much homeworkkkkk and I don't know if I'll have time to even touch my switch by the time I'm done. I want a star collectible (because I actually want a rare collectible for once) because I might do a mario themed lineup and that would be perfect for it.
(Plus I'm glad I'm not playing smash Brothers for the tournament because well, I haven't played since early 2020 and I probably suck so why would I waste my time getting owned by internet strangers)
 
Ugh I still can’t get used to waking up before 7. I’ve been exhausted all day and I have a caffeine withdrawal headache.
 
Someone’s dog is barking non stop outside. i can hear them even with windows shut and sound on on my phone and games.
 
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