What's Bothering You?

Welp, I just went to the closing of the sale on my mom’s house today and handed in the keys, permanently symbolizing that she really is gone. I don’t think I’m ever going to be the same as I was when I was younger from here on out. Still feeling depressed too.

Awh, I can only imagine how hard that was for you. Sending hugs your way. 💗
 
Only getting 2 hours of sleep and having to work from 8 to 6. Also my neighbors who don’t seem to realize that not everyone is awake at 6 am and that it’s rude to be so loud. Also because there is no orange juice for me to drink right now.
 
It’s so hot nfhvjdjfjkx I can’t study in this heat 😭 Mom doesn’t want to turn on the aircon because our electricity bill’s high already so I’m just suffering.
I might just go and take a bath 5 times today goodbye
 
itchy eyes ugh, i hope it's not pollen :(

@xSuperMario64x i feel you, but with instagram. sure it's great for connections and arranging selling of stuff you can't do normal ways via their stores or such but yeah mostly like passive-aggressive posts, i had to unfollow so much, man.
 
I was coming to complain about the same thing omg. It’s just my one eye but it’s so itchy and I keep sneezing I hate it 😔 I hope your eyes are feeling better!
omg... yeah my left eye is the worst but i think it stopped for now.. i'll just rinse them later i suppose.. 😔 and yeah i hate the sneezing especially in these times ugh... :(
 
omg... yeah my left eye is the worst but i think it stopped for now.. i'll just rinse them later i suppose.. 😔 and yeah i hate the sneezing especially in these times ugh... :(

My right eye is usually the culprit for me 😔 But it seems to be settling now, knock on wood tho lmao. I just wanted to enjoy spring before the weather gets too hot 😭
 
My right eye is usually the culprit for me 😔 But it seems to be settling now, knock on wood tho lmao. I just wanted to enjoy spring before the weather gets too hot 😭
Oof :( Yeah feeling better now as well, knocks on wood, but yeah agrees, it's nice and hot here today gonna be crap weather soon again though (i like it too hot lol)
 
How can some parents endanger their children? I'm just so mad that someone is being hurt to the point that they have to leave their home. I don't know them personally, but I've offered to make art for anyone in order to raise funds to help:

I'm hitting some art burnout though. And switch burnout, too. Gotta compete on that obstacle course ugh, lol.
 
Had to cancel my Super Mario Party turn in the TBTWC due to my cat eating something and needing an immediate surgery 🤦‍♂️

Can't believe this is the SECOND time she's done this....

Vet says it looks like it's a lego... I don't own legos...
 
i have no friends left and i'm starting my second job next week, but i just got my schedule from my first job as well and it looks like i'm working monday - sunday. i don't really know if it's worth it anymore.
 
Thanks so much! She just got out of surgery and is recovering well :D Now time to take even extra precaution so she doesn't do this a 3rd time 🤦‍♂️

Oh this is lovely news! I’m so happy she’s okay 💕💕 one of my cats is terrible for eating (or trying to, thankfully she’s only managed it once and has been okay!) things she shouldn’t. Mainly strings but she also loves hair ties and elastic bands so we have to be really careful. Cats can be so intelligent but why some insist on eating things they shouldn’t is beyond me 😔
 
Oh this is lovely news! I’m so happy she’s okay 💕💕 one of my cats is terrible for eating (or trying to, thankfully she’s only managed it once and has been okay!) things she shouldn’t. Mainly strings but she also loves hair ties and elastic bands so we have to be really careful. Cats can be so intelligent but why some insist on eating things they shouldn’t is beyond me 😔
Thank you so much :) it truly does make me question why they think eating rubber or plastic (in my cases) would be a good idea, especially for a second time! Glad your cat has been okay and not have to deal with surgeries!
 
I am so frustrated, oh my goodness. I'm editing this just so I don't have to make a new post.

I love my dad, I really do, but God. He doesn't hear me when I tell him things. I don't know if it's because I'm his kid or if it's specifically because I'm his daughter (he can be quite sexist so I wouldn't be surprised if my gender has something to do with it) but I'm so tired of him not listening. I'll tell him things and he'll brush it off or tell me I'm mistaken because, "that's just not how things are," as if I don't know anything.

Then he goes out to see his friend (he wasn't visiting socially - his friend runs a garage and our van needs repairs) and his friend tells him literally the same things I've been saying and suddenly they're all facts! Houses are expensive, the conservatives are cutting social assistance programs, rent is sky rocketing so no dad, we can't just move because you don't like the neighbourhood.

When I say those things it's, "no, no. We lived at X years ago and it wasn't that bad," I even pulled up a damn listing and read him the price and he was like, "oh well, everything must be included in that price!" and when I said it wasn't it's that I was reading the listing wrong or misunderstanding something, or that no, the conservatives aren't cutting funding to "deserving" people they're just "weeding out the bad ones". It drives me absolutely crazy. I hate arguing with him and I know things are extra stressful right now with some things going on but I just feel like I'm going to scream.

Everything feels so pointless. Rent is expensive, housing is expensive, school is expensive and I was absolutely miserable when I was in high school so going back feels daunting, even if I do graduate with my intended degree I won't be going into a well paying career because I'm not smart enough for a fancy job. I'm caught between trying to move out and see what happens - but that means I'll be leaving my dad alone, when he can't afford it nor is he completely capable of living alone due to his disability, or... just staying with him for what feels like forever. Idk. Just a lot of thoughts in my head and I'm miserable tonight.
 
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i have my mom’s bedroom door shut and i can still hear my dad’s snoring; it sounds like wheezing more than snoring. my mom says he has sleep apnea and he won’t get a machine. it sounds like over time it is getting worse and having read about it in a medical billing class, i am kinda scared for my dad but frustrated since he thinks nothing is wrong with him same with how he thinks he has no anxiety and it is us that causes it.

Smaller thing: i am watching bravest warriors and was watching it on youtube but it looks like a huge chunk of the episodes were removed from it so I had to download vrv and have to deal with ads interrupting the episode; just as bad as crunchyroll except these don’t lag like crunchyroll’s ads had been when i last used it on my ps4.
 
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