What's Bothering You?

[Alienfish]

I get it's rona but.. how about putting a notice on you store/home page or stuff. Oh well I'll contact them on monday meh.

 

[skarmoury]

My brain is fried but I have to keep on going.
See this is what I get for procrastinating over the week lmao.

 

[Dunquixote]

I am really embarrassed about something. l I wasn’t sure about something, but I guess I was mistaken. i have no counseling for another week and counseling did nothing but make me more upset.

 

[Neb]

Aaaaand I just cried over my ex for the first time in weeks. The fact that I was just a temporary obsession and source of safety for them hurt more than anything. If they actually cared about me I wouldn’t have been lied to. Learning that they just dumped another partner of two months doesn’t help either. How many more people will they hurt until they’re content?

I just want to trust people again.

 

[jiny]

my stomach has been acting up for a while now and it’s so weirddd ugh. stomach pain is like the worst for me bc i hate getting the feeling of nausea :/

 

[Xara]

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[Princess Mipha]

Went to a shop today to check out strollers again, since we want to decide between two. Went to the same brand, but different town (more close).. she decided to talk extremelly bad about the strollers we were thinking about and even made up lies that it's super big folded etc.. probably because she didn't had them in shop, ready to sell them to us, so she tried to make us buy a more expensive one.. everytime she wanted to demonstrate smth it can do it barely worked, like.. ok?

I hate sellers that need to talk bad about another brand (even tho the same shop literally sells it, just other town) and even make up lies about it.. tzzz.. "It's soo big folded together, it's awful". We checked in the catalog she gave us with the strollers this shop sells and there was ofc also the ones we were looking for and guess what? They are way smaller folded together and even lighter, lol

 

[oak]

my cat was just rushed to the vets. she can’t brrathe ane im ****ing losing it

We're all thinking of your cat xara! I hope she will be alright.

 

[moo_nieu]

why is this happening

 

[Dunquixote]

my cat was just rushed to the vets. she can’t brrathe ane im ****ing losing it

omg i am so sorry xara. sending my thoughts and wishes her way for speedy and safe recovery. and also hugs and positive wishes your way as well.

my stomach has been acting up for a while now and it’s so weirddd ugh. stomach pain is like the worst for me bc i hate getting the feeling of nausea :/

I hope you feel better soon . Hang in there.

why is this happening

Hugs. I’m sorry I don’t know what is going on but my dms and discord is always open if you need me. no pressure though. just want you to know i’m here for you . i hope things get better for you soon .

I’m a bit depressed and still embarrassed about a notification I got earlier. Sorry for being a bother.

 

[Midoriya]

Sick of my job, sick of people hurting my feelings and not caring about it, and sick of being used. Just sick and done with everything.

Oh, and my mom is gone and my sister is in prison, so basically half my family is gone.

 

[0ni]

Sick of my job, sick of people hurting my feelings and not caring about it, and sick of being used. Just sick and done with everything.

Oh, and my mom is gone and my sister is in prison, so basically half my family is gone.

This sounds like you are dealing with so much - I hope you realise how strong you are because sometimes it's easy to downplay it. If you ever need to vent feel free to shoot me a pm.

 

[Midoriya]

This sounds like you are dealing with so much - I hope you realise how strong you are because sometimes it's easy to downplay it. If you ever need to vent feel free to shoot me a pm.

Thank you, 0ni. I appreciate it.

 

[0ni]

Thank you, 0ni. I appreciate it.

Anytime Midoriya - you're so nice to everyone on here that I hate to see things are getting you down. Take care of yourself my dude

 

[Lady Timpani]

bro same
I've moved to another city with no one I know and I just...don't know how to socialize properly lmao

Oh jeez I'm sorry, that sounds rough. Especially with Covid, I'm sure it's been even harder to meet people. Did you move for school or for work?

 

[xSuperMario64x]

feeling exhausted today, I mean I did get a lot done earlier (got up early to get my hair cut and also went home for a bit, a ~45 mile round trip) but i still have some things i need to work on and im just so tired idk if i can do anything lol
I might at least make time to work on my piano pieces and one of my essays but that's about all I can do for now.

yesterday was also very eventful. maybe I should just take it easy for the rest of the day.

 

[ali.di.magix]

Oh jeez I'm sorry, that sounds rough. Especially with Covid, I'm sure it's been even harder to meet people. Did you move for school or for work?

Thankfully covid isn't a problem where I live haha But yeah, I moved for work with it being too good of an opportunity to pass up considering I could still be looking for a graduate job rn. It makes it hard since my workmates are usually much older than me; there's very few people close to my age. I've moved into a flat now with people that are somewhat close to my age, so it is getting better

 

[Lady Timpani]

Thankfully covid isn't a problem where I live haha But yeah, I moved for work with it being too good of an opportunity to pass up considering I could still be looking for a graduate job rn. It makes it hard since my workmates are usually much older than me; there's very few people close to my age. I've moved into a flat now with people that are somewhat close to my age, so it is getting better

Ah I just saw you're from NZ haha, that's great! I'm glad things are getting better, though, hopefully you'll be able to click with someone there.

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

Just found out one of my childhood best friends died back in February. I'm not super sad about it but it is kinda weird. Maybe it just hasn't hit yet

 

[EerieCreatures]

Short version: Anxiety.

Spoiler: Long version

I've been doing a lot of writing lately, more than I have in months. Which has been really great! I've been really enjoying it and I'm quite proud of what I've been writing. However, I almost always share my writing with a very close friend of mine, because they always seem to enjoy it and they've always liked my characters, and they got me into the series I'm currently writing a ton of fanfic for.

But, what's bothering me is that, they've been reading a whole lot of things lately, they like to read really long fanfics and stuff like they gushing about them to me and, wanting to get me to read the stories they like and their own writing (which I love to do! I always try to read it as soon as I can!) but, I wrote something I was really proud of, really happy about, that I thought they would enjoy too but... they just, don't, seem to want to read it. And like, I know they don't have to. If they just, didn't want to I would accept that and let the matter drop.

But, it just, really hurts? To be proud of something and excited about it and then, be told "oh I can't read this not even very long thing you worked hard on because I can't pay attention for that long".... when they constantly, constantly, read things 20x longer (and I'm not exaggerating there, at all). But I feel bad for how upset this is making me because I don't understand what I did wrong. I don't understand if I'm just, not picking up on some unsaid signal I'm supposed to just "get". It's really just, crushed me honestly. I've been very upset about it all day and I have a thing from them I'm supposed to read, that I wanted to read, that now I can't bring myself to stomach it because I just, keep getting overwhelmed by hurt, and a bit of resentment that's, scaring me. I don't like getting upset with this person because they really mean a lot to me but like, I just keep feeling really sick about the whole thing and I kind of just want to, hide the thing I wrote and maybe just, stop writing at all and just, I don't know. It's just made me feel really bad about a lot of things that were making me really happy and now I don't know what to do.

I know it's probably mostly my anxiety and me, reading things that aren't there but. am I really wrong for being hurt by that? how am I supposed to feel? it felt like, being smacked in the face. and now I just, doubt, everything. I just want to go back to yesterday and just, delete the fic and pretend I never wrote it and never had that conversation and I don't know how to do what they expect and I don't think I even want to anymore to be completely honest. but that would be selfish and mean and, I don't want to do that to them.

That got really long but, I just really needed to vent a little bit. I hate having the world's thinnest skin, and being hurt by everything. It always makes me just, want to run away. Just shut myself off. Anxiety really sucks and I wish I didn't have it.