What's Bothering You?

Here’s my daily complaint about my job taking up all my time and not having time for much else. I need a new, better job asap. Feeling very pathetic lately.
 
just feeling insecure. I miss the days of having a job that I was confident in and would teach people with ease. I miss the feeling of knowing. I miss the days where I knew that people around me liked me. Nowadays I don't know any more. I don't know if I'm performing well. I don't know if I'm straight up annoying to everyone around me. I just feel so out of place.
 
Just heard my uncle had a stroke and wrecked. He’s not doing too well.
 
my dad left the bathroom door open while showering.
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Toska said:
Just heard my uncle had a stroke and wrecked. He’s not doing too well.
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I’m so sorry :(. sending you my thoughts and best wishes for your uncle to have and speedy and safe recovery 🍀🙏. Hang in there
 
I'm having a really hard time coping with my status as an lgbt+ person, namely the fact that I'm apothi/ace. I feel like I would meet someone whom I can date and hopefully spend my life with, but literally unless they're also ace it prob won't go well at all and I don't want to be a burden on them. I'm so afraid of being judged and forced to do things that I don't want to do, that I really just don't want to put myself out there at all. this is made worse in the last week since my brother actually found a gf whom he really likes and I'm so super happy for him. now I wish I could do the same, but who wants to be with someone like me anyways :.....)
(I know I'm just really beating myself up over here, I feel p hopeless tho)

also have a paper due on Wednesday morning but because all the info I need for it is 1. scattered across the internet and 2. not as concise as the prof would like it to be I'm having a really difficult time getting it started. I don't want to write it. I'm tired of writing papers. I know I'm really close to the end but i've seriously hit my breaking point and I'm completely useless now.
 
im gonna be a senior in like a few months and it’s just hitting me now ?!?!? omg :/ i’m not ready to grow up and have to go to college and stuff 😭
 
SpaceTokki77 said:
tfw u realize all ur friends forgot about u and found new friends
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I feel this so much. Ever since the pandemic, all my irl friends found new people and kinda moved on, but I haven't met anyone new or moved on at all. It really sucks horribly knowing that there's not many people to turn to after that ._.

syub said:
im gonna be a senior in like a few months and it’s just hitting me now ?!?!? omg :/ i’m not ready to grow up and have to go to college and stuff 😭
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As someone who has already went through that phase, it's really scary to think about, but honestly it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be tbh. It seems really scary as first, but as long as you take it easy and don't rush yourself despite what your school pressures you to do about college. Honestly if anything, I despised how much pressure school puts on college and how it impacts life in general, because it's very exaggerated. Just enjoy what you have now atm and when the time comes, you'll be ready for it. Good luck! ^-^

Anyways, I just wish I wasn't ignored. I feel silly trying to vent this out but it's small things people do that slowly build up and start to hurt after a while. From people not noticing me until hours later to ignoring my replies on discord chats. I know it's extremely petty and that the world doesn't revolve around me, but sometimes, I kinda just wish I had support sometimes. From my art getting no likes online to group chats immediately becoming silent once I say something. Is it even worth continuing on my ways anymore or should I just keep going?
 
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trashpedia said:
I feel this so much. Ever since the pandemic, all my irl friends found new people and kinda moved on, but I haven't met anyone new or moved on at all. It really sucks horribly knowing that there's not many people to turn to that ._.


As someone who has already went through that phase, it's really scary to think about, but honestly it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be tbh. It seems really scary as first, but as long as you take it easy and don't rush yourself despite what your school pressures you to do about college. Honestly if anything, I despised how much pressure school puts on college and how it impacts life in general, because it's very exaggerated. Just enjoy what you have now atm and when the time comes, you'll be ready for it. Good luck! ^-^

Anyways, I just wish I wasn't ignored. I feel silly trying to vent this out but it's small things people do that slowly build up and start to hurt after a while. From people not noticing me until hours later to ignoring my replies on discord chats. I know it's extremely petty and that the world doesn't revolve around me, but sometimes, I kinda just wish I had support sometimes. From my art getting no likes online to group chats immediately becoming silent once I say something. Is it even worth continuing on my ways anymore or should I just keep going?
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Ooof I can relate to that so much. Whenever I post on a certain LGBTQ server people just ignore me. Even when I’m discussing a struggle on the venting channel I get blown off. It’s always important to find people who will give you the time of day!

Also why does my apartment not have air conditioning? It’s a high desert in May.
 
Well, my family is very angry with me and my job is stressing me out. Let’s just leave it at that. :lemon:
 
woke up this morning (like 7:30) and... it's oddly quiet in here. turns out the power went out. I checked how long my phone has been on the battery and it said 23 minutes, so I guess now it's been almost an hour.
I really don't like this, I'm used to having fans creating white noise and now it's dead silent except for a lone weed whacker outside 😐

also haven't heard a single thing from B&G so I have no clue if any other dorms are affected or when this will be resolved.

edit: so apparently the entire city is out of power, which doesn't surprise me at all. the electric company said the power is expected to be restored around 10:30am, which really sucks cause today is the day of my very last history class and it starts at 10:30. also I'm sure my freezer is gonna start melting soon so I gotta deal w that again yay.
 
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My province officially opened up vaccines for everyone 18+ but there are no available appointments. Maybe I’m misunderstanding my areas vaccination website but we only show appointments for 14 days in advance and it says nothing is available. I’m from a small town so it’s really just the one centre offering vaccines because it seems like Shoppers only had Astra Zeneca which has now been pulled.

I was up past midnight last night and checked as soon as June 1st appeared as a booking date but it was already full. Like 12am, it just became an option - and full. I was up again early because technically 8am is when the province allowed for 18+ people to apply (although last night my cities website did say 18+ could apply!) and everything’s still full.

I’m not sure if it’s maybe that my city is “full” in advance from vaccinating essential workers maybe? But it’s frustrating not knowing what I’m meant to be doing.
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Is there a phone number you can call? Good luck!
 
Stayed up until 4am ish to get extra work done for work. I'm behind due to a combination of high expectations, tight deadlines and lack of motivation to be productive as I'm stuck working from home in lockdown yet again/still.

Got maybe 4 hours of sleep as I was back at it again at 8am this morning (and still will be until at least 5pm if not later today). Even so, I'm still behind with deadlines looming... ugh.

Also it's still questionable what I'm going to do about work in the nearish future as I'm moving soon and an hour long commute once the stinking lockdown ends is no good. Safe to say I'm feeling the stress right now. :(
 
I was supposed to go and buy Splatoon 2 today and now the person told me she can't anymore and that she can earliest friday..
now I don't even want to buy the game anymore, idk 😥
 
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