What's Bothering You?

Recently quit my latest job and didn't receive any compensation, most likely since it was during a training period. Spent over $200 on Uber the first week, too, because some of the places were too far/difficult for me to drive. In the meantime, I slowly but surely started driving myself through the freeways, so now I can drive pretty much anywhere, near and far. So, at least there's that. I was just annoyed at first that I got zero compensation and no reimbursement for gas or transportation. But I'm over it now. If anything, I find it funny how it all turned out. Last week, I drove over 45 minutes to their office just to drop off the company iPad, and I didn't even ask about compensation or reimbursement; I just didn't think it was worth mentioning/negotiating since I was still technically a trainee, and I quit before I even finished, so... might've been awkward to ask.

Also, I didn't see/couldn't find/didn't receive the replacement for my expiring debit card in the mail these past few weeks, so yesterday I called for another replacement. The lady told me the card number wouldn't change unless there were any fraudulent transactions, but today I noticed my current card isn't being accepted for one of my mobile payments. So I called again earlier today, and a different lady told me the card number has, in fact, changed since my current one has been marked as Lost (instead of Damaged). Makes sense for security purposes, of course, since someone might find the "lost" one. Just a little nerve-wracking that I don't have a debit card to use until I get my new one (which hopefully should come in later this week or early next week). Plus, it's my first time losing a card and getting a card declined/cancelled, and it's a real headache that I hope I never have to deal with again...

Though I do occasionally spend comfortably, I tend to be very careful with my money, so all of this kind of shook me and gave me a serious wake-up call. Just shows that these things can happen, but ideally shouldn't.
 
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The veterinaire was really confused, as he couldn't figure out why she would do that. I will now have to bring a urin test tomorrow morning, but he's pretty convinced that she is simply getting annoyed by the fact that there will be a baby soon. I didn't even think of this being a option, but the timing is fitting. The longer the pregnancy goes, the worse she became. Poor Luna trying already to show who's the boss of the house 😭 😂

I hope her urine test will end up okay. 🍀🤞 Hopefully she’ll adjust eventually to the pregnancy or the baby. I’m glad you were able to pinpoint a possible reason for her behavior. That definitely makes sense.

I stayed up too late and now have no energy still 😅. I want to play a game but not feeling it; still depressed about my gacha luck too 😔.

Still need to get started on food drawing too. Maybe I should let them know about my energy issues and also jaw/ear issues and that I haven’t forgotten.
 
Feeling rough today. Is blowing off work to watch Harry Potter acceptable? Going to try and get through the bare minimum just so I can email my supervisor and say, "look, I completed this part!" and then I'll go curl up in a ball on the couch and feel sorry for myself.
Sometimes you just have to call out from work if you're not feeling well and or having sick related issues. I rarely call out, but there are times even I have to call out. I had to do that like two weeks ago because of food poisoning. Self care and rest is always good. Hope that you're feeling better now or soon!
 
I keep sleeping well on alternating days and then the other days I forget to take my night medicine and fall asleep without it, making me feel off the next day. Still feeling very depressed about not having a job or an actual life right now.

Going to be seeing my therapist and a psychiatrist soon about how I’m feeling and to change my medicine. Hopefully this is just what I need to start doing better.

EDIT: and I wish these companies would stop offering me sales positions or just busy work. I am NOT interested in a sales job.
 
I fell asleep and I feel crappy now. still feel like I could sleep more. I should try to go to bed early tonight. Just been enjoying Pocket Camp way too much 😅 and am to get all of the event furniture that doesn’t require tickets to craft. I really want to draw or play a game but am just so tired. Tomorrow I have to get up early for my dentist appointment too; am nervous that will aggravate the pain that I have been having and not fix it :(.
 
it's a long story but I'll just say I really need to get out of this house. as in move out for good.
Ohhh, I thought you meant TBT! That sucks though, I am sorry to hear that. It's rotten when your home, which is meant to be your safe place and sanctuary, doesn't feel a good place to be. I really hope you get out of there soon x
 
I forgot I also have counseling tomorrow. Well, I guess I can talk about some stuff that is bothering me but I don’t see a point. I keep talking about it but it doesn’t solve anything or make me feel better.

I feel like I’m mentally at my limit, frustrated and also tired. I got a lot of negative feelings that continue to build up; it’s nothing serious but… Will try to go to bed soon.

Also feel like I was just really crappy a bit ago. :/ I’m tired.
 
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Slept rather meh for like no reason??? I mean sure I was a bit tired(earlier) when I got back home and laid down for a bit but, lol. :(

Also gotta wash all the dishes today, wow : ))))
 
I’m upset with myself. I should’ve just kept my mouth shut and shouldn’t have done some stuff. I just don’t know how to deal with my mental health issues. I should talk about this stuff to my counselor but honestly, I don’t think it will help and too much effort to think of the stuff.

I stayed up later than I wanted to. :/
 
The veterinaire was really confused, as he couldn't figure out why she would do that. I will now have to bring a urin test tomorrow morning, but he's pretty convinced that she is simply getting annoyed by the fact that there will be a baby soon. I didn't even think of this being a option, but the timing is fitting. The longer the pregnancy goes, the worse she became. Poor Luna trying already to show who's the boss of the house 😭 😂
This is absolutely a thing! My parents ended up having to rehome the cat they had when I was a newborn. They often found him curled up asleep on my face when I was in the cot.

Sometimes you just have to call out from work if you're not feeling well and or having sick related issues. I rarely call out, but there are times even I have to call out. I had to do that like two weeks ago because of food poisoning. Self care and rest is always good. Hope that you're feeling better now or soon!
It feels almost lazy when working from home. Still feel rough today but I've only a week to finish my current project so need to make some effort to push onwards. Appreciate the well wishes!
 
I haven't eaten anything in almost 24 hours and I still don't want to eat bc this house is absolutely disgusting 🙃🙃
 
I called out of work today "sick" because I'm so exhausted and I feel like such a bad person. I made sure all of my appointments were organized and a coworker said she would do it. It's not a lot but I still feel so bad. idk
 
If people can stop this woke digging culture that'd be nice thanks. I mean yeah you shouldn't probably do Holocaust jokes like that but really people who sit and dig up **** just to cancel others please jump off a cliff.
 
Just woke up to go to the dentist and I feel like crap. My mom keeps yelling at my cat to shut up and is being loud. still feeling kinda panicky from last night. i wish my mom would stop talking. i just woke up and am not in the mood to talk.

Also just saw a really disturbing article about Blizzard, though the source is Kotaku (don’t like kotaku). Not sure if I want to read it either way.
 
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