What's Bothering You?

[moo_nieu]

i wish i wasnt so bad at talking with people :/ i am absolutely horrible at trying to have a conversation and lately ive been feeling like i just want to isolate and not reach out to anyonr even though i know it will only make my socializing problem worse.. idk i guess i dont ask enough questions or present interesting topics, but i dont know what to say. maybe i shouldnt be hard on myself about it and just accept that i am not great at interacting with others

 

[Dunquixote]

I found out if pain continues that i am going to need a root canal. I already feel so ugly with the ones i had done in the past. not what i wanted to hear.

feeling crappier than before about some stuff that happened because i keep dwelling on it.. why can’t i be normal and just let things go and also why can’t not be so socially awkward? i really hate how i am.

 

[moo_nieu]

little kitten is crying from underneath the walkway outside my door. its so cute but it sounds really hungry. the mom was there yesterday, but im just a little nervous that she wont come back ;-; i put down a tupperware lid with some water near the edge of the walkway and little baby walked out onto it immediately but was disappointed it was just some water :c i got a small microfiber washcloth and started to tuck it under the walkway and little baby climbed onto it immediately and started stretching out i hope its mom comes back soon because it is hunger crying every time it hears me come over. im just sitting inside worrying about it now.. i hope mama comes back soon. i dont want to leave it to die and be alone, but i dont want to take it away from the mother if shes coming back. does anyone have any advice? obviously going to wait and see if the mom returns later

update: little mew is still out there but not hunger crying anymore, just a tiny mew if i say hello so im hoping the mom came back to feed it

 

[S.J.]

I found out if pain continues that i am going to need a root canal. I already feel so ugly with the ones i had done in the past. not what i wanted to hear.

feeling crappier than before about some stuff that happened because i keep dwelling on it.. why can’t i be normal and just let things go and also why can’t not be so socially awkward? i really hate how i am.

Sorry to hear about the root canal news. I hope you're feeling better really soon.

 

[Dunquixote]

Sorry to hear about the root canal news. I hope you're feeling better really soon.

Thanks so much! I’m really hoping the pain will be gone soon and if the tooth wasn’t causing it. it be my ear and not need a root canal. Been having some pain on the left side now too though .

 

[S.J.]

Thanks so much! I’m really hoping the pain will be gone soon and if the tooth wasn’t causing it. it be my ear and not need a root canal. Been having some pain on the left side now too though .

Oh my gosh, it's too much! I hope it clears up, and then you can have a break from the pain!

 

[Stella-Io]

Long story short of it, is that my one coworkers needs to mind her own business. She does this constantly but today really got me mad. She upset an already grumpy dog I was working on to the point that he started to try to bite me, which he wasn't doin before she came over and upset him.

This is the EXACT reason why I get all sorts of dogs that in some cases, she's not even allowed to work with. I don't brush them on their head too hard, I'm calmer, gentler and nicer to them. Leave me alone and let me do my thing. It literally does not affect you how I'm brushing a dog.

I avoid confrontation and any sort of arguments, but if she does this again I'm prob gonna end up yelling at her to knock it off. She's been getting on my nerves with just how often she does it.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler: tw: politics

dad told me to take my black lives matter sign out of the window cause apparently it's marxist

 

[Mad Aly]

I'm getting real sick and tired of always having to apply to jobs... It's just the most draining and infuriating thing, 'cause it's like going through an endless void of constant nothing. I don't even know what I'm doing half the time; I just get so impatient and try to breeze/filter through the listings as quickly/efficiently as possible. And it doesn't help that my mom always gets on my case about it when I seem to be slacking off, either. Like, come on, I'm an adult. Leave me alone. *sigh* I just want this hellish nightmare/limbo/misery to be over...

 

[Zane]

why does everyone suck at driving

 

[Dunquixote]

I am feeling better but honestly feel like I am about to break. I almost threw up at the dentist today; I think from being how stressed I am about something that happened last night. I am extremely anxious and am conflicted. I couldn’t talk about it to my counselor. Everything she kept asking me touched my nerves. Like please stop. I hate counseling so much. I never wanted to go back to counseling and it honestly hasn’t helped me one bit.

 

[-Lumi-]

My dads so sore. I feel almost, idk, selfish? I’m not sure if that’s the right word. But I’m upset because he’s sore as if it’s hard for me and that feels wrong. Obviously it’s worse for him. He’s so sore, he looks so rough, and I feel awful. I can’t do anything to help and I hate it. I feel useless.

 

[Dunquixote]

I’m extremely depressed. I was happy with free pull I got but went all in partly because I wanted to get some legends that are being used for new clash, but mostly because I’m feel depressed. RIP gems and this banner is really crappy for French anniversary. I did get some new units but I should’ve stopped there. Dammit.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I've had a terrible headache all day that hasn't gone away

Also still feeling out of place at work, like I don't fit in and I'm just awkward and annoying :')

 

[Princess Mipha]

After literally two whole days of trying, I give up on the urin test for my cat. I even let her sleep with me in the bedroom with a toilet that has special litter in it to not absorb the pee. She refused to use it. She pooped in it, but nope.. peeing would be too good to be true. At least since I got the diffuseur from the vet she seems to not be wanting to pee anywhere random anymore and uses only the toilets in a normal way.. so I guess it's really the pregnancy that is stressing her out and made her do it! However, now I noticed that she has blood in her poop.. so I will go today to the vet and ask if I can get it tested.. I just hope they can somehow make it work, that I switch the urin test to a poop test, because I had to pay already for it and I don't have the money to "waste" like that honestly.

 

[Dunquixote]

Stayed up too late again and still upset. I hope I feel better when I get up though I honestly don’t think so.

 

[BluebearL]

Just going to keep it vague, just need to semi-vent.
Horrific day in a lot of ways. Had a lot of trouble keeping it together, I am very concerned about a lot of people's safety. Never going to get that image out of my head.

 

[Alienfish]

Blah, stuff still doesn't work with a VPN...wow sucky company not wanting to pay licenses for it though they keep removing it gtom youtube. ggs just ggs moves there.

Post automatically merged: Jul 23, 2021

Just going to keep it vague, just need to semi-vent.
Horrific day in a lot of ways. Had a lot of trouble keeping it together, I am very concerned about a lot of people's safety. Never going to get that image out of my head.

Ouch, you alright? :/

 

[Alienfish]

One of my friends. So we were supposed to hangout last week when they(she and another of our friends) both got sick, one of them is obviously healthy now but for some reason it seems like some requirement is that we hang out all three? We do see each other once a week at work when I got to the main library where they both work and I said to this one, let me know if you want to hang out still I'm usually free unless I need to help mom with stuff. And she only went on in text like "Let's hope Xxxx is feeling better soon etc." which may take some time cause even throat stuff can be **** these days.... well sure if you don't want to see me at all let me know *shrugs* Or just say you're busy instead. And yeah she didn't work last tuesday cause she switched das so.. bruh lol.

 

[_Rainy_]

I lost a friend recently. We weren’t close friends, but we used to text all of the time. They used to make me laugh until my sides hurt and tears would come out of my eyes. Sometimes I look at the last message from them and it was about how gross they thought milk was and we just kept sending funny milk gifs to each other after that. I won’t go into too much detail over what happened, but it was like something broke in their mind and they were seeing things that weren’t there. They had children and what happened that day was enough that they aren’t allowed to see them any more. There’s more to the story, but she left and as far as I’m aware they still don’t know where she is. I don’t know if they can get better or if they even want to at this point because the reality of what’s happened to their life. Also I just stayed up all night because I can’t sleep and I get to go get ready to go work a 10 hour day.