What's Bothering You?

I sure do love being gaslit into feeling like a stalker by a former friend and their social circle! It really brings back wonderful memories of high school. /s
 
Not me waking up at 3am and then not being able to fall back asleep. Omg. What a long night 😭 at least I only work the morning but I feel like a zombie.
 
I have an idea to do a legitimate giveaway this time using non-hacked items. All the items will be acquired through Nook Stop purchase, and since my Switch isn't hacked and is legitimate, these purchased items will definitely be 100% legitimate as well. That means no DIYs, no seasonal items that aren't in season, etc. Any items that can't be acquired through legitimate means won't be involved.

The only problem with this? I'm just not sure if the mods would trust me enough to let me do this. I want to try better at following the rules while still sharing fun stuff with people, but right now, I'm just kinda in a bad state with a bad rep.
 
im so angry. I finally went to a cardiologist. I have been having chest pains my entire life and I had one that lasted over an hour and was accompanied by dizziness, lightheadedness, nausea, face redness, eye redness, and a complete inability to stand up and shortness of breath. I literally felt myself blacking out i thought i was going to die so i decided to finally go to a cardiologist.

My EKG was completely abnormal but bc they couldnt really learn anything from the echo test they did the doctor dismissed it saying "it could be a million things" but didnt explain what they were or how to fix them. She said its probably a muscular issue or might be exercise-induced asthma. She dismissed all my chest pains and told me to take basically an entire bottle of ibuprofen by the end of the week. She said "maybe your bra is too tight." WHAT DOES MY BRA HAVE TO DO WITH THIS??

Heart issues run in my family. My grandfather had an aneurism, heart murmurs, and a pacemaker. Both of my cousins on my dads side were born with heart defects and needed to have heart surgery.

My mom has the same exact issue ive always had but she chose to go to a non-traditional doctor when she was in her early 30s rather than a regular doctor because if she had gone to a regular doctor she would have needed open heart surgery. Her anxiety was causing her body to process stress in an unhealthy way and lead to a literal calcium solidification around her heart.

I dont know why my doctor dismissed the EKG abnormality. She said she wants me back to take another EKG in 3 months to see if the abnormality persists and she said she wants to have it on record "in case I end up in the ER."... Basically she wants to cover her ass because something might happen to me and she doesnt want to be liable 🙄

Thanks, lady. Super helpful. Thanks for implying Im probably going to end up in a hospital, and thank you for literally telling me nothing about my issue.

Hundreds of dollars horribly spent.

Going to another doctor today hes going to run chemical tests on my brain and do a food-allergy blood test to make sure theres no other imbalances causing my issue.

I frequently get chest pains both during exercise and at rest at least every other day and often multiple times a day. I just want it to be done. Im so upset.
 
It seems that I bother people.
I don't know if it's because I'm socially slow, or if it's because they mistake my shyness for being self-absorbed/uncaring, but it's driving me insane. I never assume that I'm significant enough to be on other people's minds, but apparently someone is angry enough at me to remove me from social media. I had a feeling that they were unhappy with me the last time we spoke, which is why I checked. I don't know what I did to upset them, and I can't stop thinking about it.
 
so tired from moving and packing and unpacking and cleaning over and over again ahh when will it end. at least we got the last bit of stuff out of the old place but now the apartment we live in is just stuff everywhere 🙃 i still need to get a job and handle a few other moving items like my license and bank account. i cant wait until im finally over this giant moving hump and can focus on daily living
 
My sister sent me my nieces christmas lists which reminds me i need to make mine. there is stuff i want but just can’t think about it right now when i’m missing my cat still and sad being ghosted, not to mention not being able to go to the convention since i will probably never be able to go to one again having no friends where I’m moving, still no car and fear of driving and no sense of direction, and idk of they have conventions there where VAs go to.
 
I feel like crap since this morning. Don't really feel like doing anything today. Just kinda got fed up with a bunch of stuff, but that's nothing new to those who have heard my daily whining.

I don't know. It's one of those weeks when you get stuck in a rut and nothing feels good for a while. I'm sure it will get better soon after a month or so, but this is one of those moody months/week. Antidepressants might help, but meh.
 
The Bedroom task for the forum event is very, very stressful for me. I tried my best with the limited resources that I had at my disposal, but it was rejected because my creative efforts were insufficient. I realize that I am a very boring, not artistically gifted person, but it still hurt my feelings that my best efforts were rejected for not meeting the minimum requirements of the task.

I am really bummed out because this was my only real chance to beat the challenge, and it did not work out. I don't think that I'll be able to get all 5 Gold tokens to get the final prize.


I am also a bit annoyed that every streaming service seems to have exactly one show on it that I want to watch. I am not willing to pay that much money just to watch one show per service.
 
my bunnies had a little too much fun tearing up my plushie costume.
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The Bedroom task for the forum event is very, very stressful for me. I tried my best with the limited resources that I had at my disposal, but it was rejected because my creative efforts were insufficient. I realize that I am a very boring, not artistically gifted person, but it still hurt my feelings that my best efforts were rejected for not meeting the minimum requirements of the task.

I am really bummed out because this was my only real chance to beat the challenge, and it did not work out. I don't think that I'll be able to get all 5 Gold tokens to get the final prize.


I am also a bit annoyed that every streaming service seems to have exactly one show on it that I want to watch. I am not willing to pay that much money just to watch one show per service.
You can try again. I made mine out of paper doesn’t have to be fancy.
 
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pretty sure I annoyed my dad today. I'm assuming that he caught me texting my mum about the covid vaccine that they had just got done and that he was very anxious about, as he sent me a passive aggressive text. I really couldn't care less for his childish jealousy.

also trying to decide how long I want to stay at home over Christmas. If my dad is going to be like he was this weekend just been then I can't stay for long. It's just too traumatic and anxiety-inducing. I really thought I would stay with my parents until I had saved up for a place of my own, but getting out earlier may have been the best decision I've made in my entire life. If I do ever move back to my hometown, there is no way in hell that I would move back into my parents place, even if it did save me money.
 
My tabby apparently stopped hasn’t eaten at all today according to my dad; he gave her a little appetite enhancer. i saw her eat last night so part of me is thinking he may be acting too soon but the other part of me is freakinf out. I don’t want to lose my other baby so soon.

She was very bad when i tried giving her pills today too (but that is nothing new); almost threw up just seeing the spit up pills and having to touch it to give it back to her. When my mom is here, she laughs or gets annoyed when I gag. Having anxiety and getting sick touching stuff isn’t funny :/ and i can’t help it.

I talked to someone about my cat and they think she is confused about the new kittens (even though we haven’t introduced them yet) and still grieving my late cat.

I’m really worried about her. :/
 
You can try again. I made mine out of paper doesn’t have to be fancy.
The problem is that, as a single adult male, I don’t own a plushie. I borrowed the one in my attempt from my sister, but due to her work schedule, I won’t be able to see her until next Monday, at the earliest. Which is too late.

My money is also reserved by upcoming bills and the Dentist (second half of a Root Canal procedure, so can’t be delayed), so I can’t afford to buy a plushie. (I also don’t really want to own a plushie)

Looking at the spoiler topic, I also see that one of the tasks essentially requires me to waste food, which I can’t afford to do, and the other requires me to put something in a jar. I’m a terrible cook, so most of my food is either canned or boxed, so I don’t have fresh ingredients to make something cute/spooky, and I don’t have a mason jar to jar anything monstrous in (or anything monstrous to jar up in the first place).

I’m resigned to the fact that I’ll be unable to get any of the remaining rewards…
 
i haven't been able to figure out what to do with my island and it's stressing me out. even looking at inspo isn't helping. :c
i just started playing again recently and all i've done was demolish what i already had done before i stopped playing a year ago. it feels like i'm going one step forward, two steps back.
resetting my island isn't really an option for me, so i feel completely stuck. rip me.
it probably sounds silly to be stressed over an animal crossing town but this has genuinely been bugging me. i really enjoy animal crossing and i've been wanting to make a pretty, explorable island ever since the game released, but i still don't know what to do and i feel like it's slowly killing my love for the series. hopefully when 2.0 comes out i can finally figure out what to do 😞
 
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Hating myself very much right now. found out i messed up again… when i hear friends are busy, i always want to give them space. and i don’t talk to my personal friends for months too for same reason and not having much to say. 💔 I thought I was being considerate but now no. Idk what to do.I already knew I was a failure at socializing :/

I really want a lot of collectibles from this event but i honestly don’t feel up to it anymore. if the kitchen requires cooking, don’t think that’s possible since my mom won’t be home until thursday to help me with whatever i need.

and my cat is still not eating. the vet confirmed she’s grieving. if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow they’re running tests on her.
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i haven't been able to figure out what to do with my island and it's stressing me out. even looking at inspo isn't helping. :c
i just started playing again recently and all i've done was demolish what i already had done before i stopped playing a year ago. it feels like i'm going one step forward, two steps back.
resetting my island isn't really an option for me, so i feel completely stuck. rip me.
it probably sounds silly to be stressed over an animal crossing town but this has genuinely been bugging me. i really enjoy animal crossing and i've been wanting to make a pretty, explorable island ever since the game released, but i still don't know what to do and i feel like it's slowly killing my love for the series. hopefully when 2.0 comes out i can finally figure out what to do 😞

no it isn’t silly at all. i get stressed too when i take a break from the game and have a lot of things to do like pick weeds and stuff even though i do it at a nice and easy pace. it isn’t easy to tell my brain not to be overwhelmed or stressed over the game. i have trouble with racing thoughts and focusing only on one thing even when i consciously say i want to focus on this specifically.
 
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I really want to get both eggs and the new wand from this event but so far all my efforts seem to be in vain 😞


also hate that I can seemingly only work for like 3 hours and then I'm so tired/exhausted I literally cannot function or do anything else for the rest of the day (and potentially the few days following). there's no reason I should be this tired after only a small amount of work ad it's making it very difficult for me to have the confidence to get a job.
 
I can't participate in any of the events as I do not have the space available to make things, and the puzzle is not as easy as people are making it out to be. I wish there were alternative games.
 
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