What's Bothering You?

i'm an art student so i have to go into the studio if i want to work on my art projects, but i have such a hard time leaving my apartment, i dunno why 😔 i can leave for class, but if i don't have any (which i don't on tuesdays and thursdays) i end up staying in my room all day. it's frustrating cause i'm already a little behind on my project and i really need to do extra work on it
 
I decided to recheck my Amiibo collection and I somehow lost my Lottie card. Tried to find it for a good while and decided to just buy a new one. At least it’s cheap to replace, so that’s something.
 
Another frustrating and unsatisfying day.

Let's just leave it at that from now on. I don't want to come off as repetitive.
 
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I'm not sure If I can do all the event tasks, probably not. kinda disappointing
 
Crappy delivery man with a grumpy face, crappy chicken rice with lots of bones, undelivered extra portion of rice even though I paid for it.

Yep, a meal ruined. I didn't bother to finish it because I just don't have the mood anymore to finish it. I'll just order McDonald's later.
 
I tried to get my tabby to eat but she can’t even stand on her own now 😭. i am so scared about what the vet will say tomorrow. they said on the phone today she is grieving which we knew already.

These last two weeks have been the worst weeks. First I lose my gray kitty, then I find out i messed up something, and now my tabby isn’t eating. 💔 I am so sad… One of my worst nightmares…
 
my cat is very likely being put to sleep today. she’s gotten a lot worse, and nothing more can be done for her.

i know there are people on here you're closer to and more comfortable with, but as someone who's had to euthanize several cats, my DMs are always open if you want to vent/talk. i know it's a tough thing to go through, and however you feel/react is completely valid <3
 
Hi xara, I’m sorry about your cat. If she is not getting better, it’s the best decision to put her to sleep. She won’t suffer anymore. Try to remember the fun times together because the last thing your cat would want is for you to be sad. She’d want you to remember the happy times together. I know a lot of people say this but time heals. It’s completely valid to be upset, I’m not saying it isn’t, but I know your cat would want you to think of the good times. I’m sorry you’re going through this. It’s okay to be sad or angry. Just know it’s not your fault and you couldn’t have done anything differently.
 
My new medication is making me feel horrendous. I'm supposed to give it a week or two to adjust but man. I feel so sick and my mouth is all gross and dry and i cant sleep 😭😭
 
I can’t sleep because I’m so scared for my kitty. my dad is giving her more supplements today and thursday is her vet appointment. I wish he could bring her in today. either way i am so scared. she was doing so well until my gray kitty passed away 😭💔.
 
I'm worrying about something dumb I did at work, even though it's really insignificant and can be easily fixed. I've felt depressed and anxious all day :/

I also can't sleep
 
So many "nuts" called nuts when they are like, fruit seeds or legumes. Like wtf I totally thought I couldn't have pistachio... not that I like it a lot but... bruh.
 
I'm just not happy and I don't know why. At least when things in my life aren't going well I have something to work towards/fix or something else to blame being unhappy on but I'm just generally unhappy and I guess my meds aren't working well then? I feel like I don't actually get excited about anything anymore. Even things I enjoy like art I just don't feel motivation to do. Idk I contacted my doctor about this last night and am gonna make an appointment to really seriously talk about it.

tldr; depression is the worst when things are going alright in your life and you're still not happy
 
I sometimes wish this site wasn't too sensitive with all its rules. I got a warning point the other day because I posted a link in a thread that was talking about amiibo series 5 cards. So its okay to insert links on threads, but the moment I do it I get in trouble? Ugh....I really don't get this site sometimes.
 
I sometimes wish this site wasn't too sensitive with all its rules. I got a warning point the other day because I posted a link in a thread that was talking about amiibo series 5 cards. So its okay to insert links on threads, but the moment I do it I get in trouble? Ugh....I really don't get this site sometimes.
I agree some rules are a bit too strict and up/outdated tbf...

Also yeah I kinda wanted to do tbt event as well but yeah not much stuff here + work.
 
I wanna' buy more facial products, but money ... i've been getting into taking care of myself and it feels super good, but man some of this stuff can be a little pricy.
 
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