What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

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still hurting about something. can’t mention it here. i can’t do anything right even though my intentions were good. still worried about my cat who isn’t eating still. i did manage to force some food down her with a spoon (soft food). worst two weeks ever.

Also remembered about the convention that i can’t go to and am depressed again about that.

maybe i should just stop socializing altogether. :/. i have made a lot of friends but i keep losing someone along the way or something happens. how should i know if someone wants space or to be contacted or if there is no response to a message i send that that doesn’t mean they want space or want to be left alone? is there a free school on how to socialize for people on autism spectrum? too late now even if there is.

may need a break from here even though that won’t solve anything. :/


please do not respond to this. just need to vent. may delete later

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[Dunquixote]

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i think I’m set on my kitchen prompt ideas. I need to get a few things for the lav prompt and one or two things for the kitchen. I’m nervous about leaving the house and going to the store since I already can tell I’m going to get antsy while browsing since it happens to me all the time. Not sure what i want to do for the lab one. I hate leaving the house so much.

i hope my cat overcomes her grief even though we found a way to get food in her.

did a few pulls on a gacha banner again with the crystals i got from login bonus and still nothing :/

edit: as much fun as i am having with the event and as much as i want the collectibles, my cat not eating and finding out something has really took a out a lot of my excitement away, not to mention I have to leave the house to get some stuff we don’t have. I hate leaving the house. I’m anxious too I don’t have enough time to do these last two prompts.

I really miss my gray cat.

Frustrated with myself and everything.

 

[-Lumi-]

"The dose is so low you probably won't feel any side effects"
Ok friends why do I feel so lousy then!!! Such a bummer I need this nausea to go away thank u :')

 

[Violet Witch]

Today and the rest of this week has been pretty rubbish in general. People on holiday from work, others going sick at the last minute and a supervisor who can't supervise properly to save his life. Add on top some of the other crap thats happened in the last few weeks and I feel fantastic. To be honest I'm just tired of putting on a smile and feeling nothing but loneliness underneath the facade, heck I can't even remember the last time someone dropped me a message to see how I'm doing in general. Fun times.

 

[Croconaw]

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I feel really conflicted at the moment. I want to know if I’m making the right decision…

 

[Alienfish]

customs always customs like how long does it take to check a shirt? lol

 

[Firesquids]

My new kitten is not getting along great with my dog, they're both scared of eachother. I just want to sit on the couch and snuggle with them both without a fight breaking out >>

 

[Dim]

I got more time off work and yet I still have no ambition to do ANYTHING.

 

[piske]

Headache it’s been dark and cloudy all day which usually does it

 

[Stella-Io]

My parents: We're not against trans stuff
*continues to say some transphobic stuff

'They can live their life how they want and go by whatever name they want'
*says more transphobic stuff

'You can't deny facts'
*says more phobic stuff

Like, this is why I'm never coming out as non-binary to them, I'll never tell them my chosen name and I prob won't come out as pan to them either. They wouldn't understand, and it's not like I haven't tried. Both my sister and I have tried to have civil discussions about this but they always revert to their way of thinking. They act like boomers but they're in their 40s. I'll prob not even say I'm pansexual either cause that falls in the category of not being a binary gender (as in who I might be dating at the time if they aren't cis). Which would then mean I would kinda have to hide when I do date, and I already know how they would react to that They pry in our business behind our backs and go throu our things. Our life is their business. Which, okay, they are our parents but we are both young adults. I don't need to tell you every damn detail of everythin. I am allowed to live my life with privacy and not them asking questions and needing to know everythin. It is literally no concern who I date. If I make a bad choice, that is my choice to deal with.

It also sucks cause they barely let us have any damn independence. Like, I can't drive my ****in car cause they refuse to teach me. I ask them to teach me and they say 'you already know how to drive it you just need to be more vigilant when you drive'. Okay?! I am certainly not doing that here, sitting on my *** at the kitchen table asking you to take me out driving! Also, I haven't drove my car in OVER TWO YEARS. I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT THE BUTTONS DO. It's not like I can just get an instructor either cause they would just get mad at me. Anytime I want to go somewhere I have to pester my mom to take me. Which she gets annoyed with. So sorry I have a life outside of my job, which btw you don't have, and I want to do things on my time off. If I could drive my own damn car I bought with my own damn money that I have a damn learners permit for this would not be an issue! But then that opens a whole new thing for me to just drive when I want and be my own damn person. Which they wouldn't have. Cause God forbid I act like the young adult I am (or are tryin to be in some aspects) and drive myself places or do things on my own, without the need of a chauffer.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

i really do enjoy hand sewing but jesus 15 minutes of hand sewing could literally only take 15 secoonds if i could figure out how to fix my stupid sewing machine

I'm surprised my hands aren't cramping cause I've been at this for at least the last 2-3 hours.

 

[Dunquixote]

My new kitten is not getting along great with my dog, they're both scared of eachother. I just want to sit on the couch and snuggle with them both without a fight breaking out >>

I’m sorry to hear that . Did you have the two separated before introducing them? If it isn’t too late, maybe you could try keeping them in two different areas or lock one up in one room and have them lay on a towel or something and then switch it with each other to get each other used to the other’s scent.

 

[Clock]

Why does procrastination exist

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I want to keep working on this dress but not only is it midnight, my back actually feels like it's about to snap in half haha

 

[Firesquids]

I’m sorry to hear that . Did you have the two separated before introducing them? If it isn’t too late, maybe you could try keeping them in two different areas or lock one up in one room and have them lay on a towel or something and then switch it with each other to get each other used to the other’s scent.

Yeah, I had the kitten in another room for a whole month, they're slowly getting better just many hisses along the way lol

 

[_Rainy_]

I accidentally burned my face and it hurts. Also it seeme weird that I have to wait for this air clay creature I made to dry before I put in in water. Wish it could be finished now so I don’t have to worry about this event anymore.

 

[Dunquixote]

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i stayed up too late.

still no luck with my gacha game.

anxious about going out to get stuff for my last two entries. Really don’t want to leave the house :/

 

[rip]

still waiting to make my hhp preorder and i’m getting increasingly impatient (bad habit)

i literally had a dream they went up and i was posting in a thread here about it lolllll

 

[Alienfish]

i really need to like, take walks or swim again even though i those inserts are correcting stuff my ass is still... so large on the left ass cheek. POOP.