What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

my mom is at the emergency room and I was just notified today that my grandpa is now on hospice.

trying so hard to have a good day but I've just been a emotional wreck all morning.

 

[Shellzilla_515]

I haven't seen or heard anything from my dad for a few days straight now. I'm really worried and I hope nothing bad happened to him.

 

[Mr_Keroppi]

Spoiler: FIV and eventual cat death

both my kittens were set to be spayed today. we arranged for them to have bloodwork done beforehand, which informed us that they both have FIV, a virus that has no cure and is going to kill them. mazikeen’s (my tabby) is more progressed and she does not have much time left. alize (black and white) is not showing symptoms yet, but she will.

but they’re both dying. they aren’t even 6 months old yet and they’re going to die. we’ve only had them 2 months. i can’t ****ing believe this. i give up. **** everything.

I am so so sorry, I hope that life gets better, good things take time and when one door closes another opens. I cannot begin to imagine what you are going through with your pets

 

[Xara]

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i’m so sorry, friend. it’s okay to be an ‘emotional wreck’; you’re going through a lot right now and any emotions you feel right now are completely valid. i hope your mom and grandpa will be okay. sending lots of love and good thoughts your way.

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i’m so sorry; i can’t imagine how worried you must be right now. hopefully he’s just been busy and you’ll hear from him soon.

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler: deleting this later

so I was called off work again, but I had the option to come in if I wanted. I actually wanted to but I just said I going to take the day off. Idk, I kinda regret it but I can’t go in now because I already said I’d take the day off. I’m also off tomorrow. It’s not a big deal, I know I’ll be back at work on Wednesday. I just don’t want them to think I don’t want to work and for my hours to be cut. It’s just that the weather is ****ty where I am currently located and I’ve been having a hard time lately with something completely unrelated to work. I just think I should’ve just came in so it’s not in the back of their mind I didn’t want to work which wasn’t the case. It just something I said at the time, which I guess I needed a mental health day? Idk I do like this job and what I do.

 

[Dim]

Everytime I get back on medication it just makes me feel so much worse than I was before. It sucks.

 

[Chris]

Spoiler: Will delete later.

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[Mr_Keroppi]

Spoiler: Will delete later.

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Done

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Oh no! I am sorry for you I hope it gets better! I hate feeling uneasy and scary Sometimes its better to stay away from the situation if its not a big deal but this sounds serious. I always make sure that if I am going to tell anyone or post anything that I am fine with the whole world knowing just in case. I hope that you get everything sorted out!!

just a heads up you might wanna snip the quote since chris intends to delete this post later


I feel like I'm dissociating a bit. my mom has been sick for a week and a half and hasn t shown any signs of improvement, and I'm watching as a family member literally slips away right before me. I don't know how to process all of this, and me being depressed is kinda suppressing my emotions so I just feel an emptiness. it feels so weird.

 

[Soigne]

3am and i can’t sleep

 

[Hopeless Opus]

who are you willing to stay up late with every night? but when it's ME you go to sleep early?! maybe it's just a coincidence but seriously who else is getting your time and energy? i feel insane!

 

[Chris]

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For the record, @xSuperMario64x meant to snip my initial text - not your reply to it! I've just modified it myself because I understood the intention.

Spoiler: Will delete later.

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[Mr_Keroppi]

For the record, @xSuperMario64x meant to snip my initial text - not your reply to it! I've just modified it myself because I understood the intention.

Spoiler: Will delete later.

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Oh okay! I deleted it anyways just incase

 

[Alienfish]

PoGo doesn't want me to have the shadow snorlax or i just keep getting softbanned for no reason -_-

Also I really hope they find a better space for my department to move to, did they really think the one they want now is appropriate wtf...Also I don't think want to spend hours travelling just for *those* reasons either.

 

[Xara]

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[-Lumi-]

currently at the doctor’s and i am,, anxious lol. i desperately needed this appointment, but i don’t even know how to voice what all is wrong with me in a way that makes sense, which is making me anxious. this is also my first time seeing this particular doctor, so that’s making me anxious as well. she seemed nice enough over the phone, but that doesn’t mean she’ll be able to help me.

edit: not someone playing “baby shark” right now.

Good luck, Xara!! Seeing the doctors always makes me feel nervous, even worse when it's a new doctor. Do you think you might be able to like... write out a list of what you want to mention in the notes on your phone? Then you can look at that maybe. Doesn't have to be super in depth but be like
-mental health
-periods
-dizziness
Etc etc. I dunno why you're there but!! That helps my dad since he's often really sore by the time he gets into the doctor it's hard to remember everything he's supposed to be saying, so we make a little checklist when he goes.

I hope everything goes well

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler: Seriously

So that girl I mentioned quite a few times here that I’m in no contact with but it was kinda flirty before the no contact phase. Well I’m not sure what’s going on nor did I care too much anymore, but just when I’m getting over her she goes and dyes her hair blue?? Like my hair is blue? Idk maybe it’s a coincidence but I just have a really hard time believing feelings can disappear just like that and I think she still has feelings for me despite her making absolutely no effort responding to the one message I sent her over a month ago. I really don’t know if I want it to be a coincidence or not either… on one hand I think we were absolutely perfect but on the other hand I have my own goals and aspirations to work towards. Like I want to focus on moving first so maybe a relationship isn’t a good idea right now. Still why is she so confusing? And why am I still waiting for a message that I know ain’t coming?

 

[Alienfish]

Someone tell me why people put empty bottles/liquid containers back in their places...like sure I've done by mistake but people doing that because they don't take the last little glass of said drinks... Sigh.

 

[Xara]

Good luck, Xara!! Seeing the doctors always makes me feel nervous, even worse when it's a new doctor. Do you think you might be able to like... write out a list of what you want to mention in the notes on your phone? Then you can look at that maybe. Doesn't have to be super in depth but be like
-mental health
-periods
-dizziness
Etc etc. I dunno why you're there but!! That helps my dad since he's often really sore by the time he gets into the doctor it's hard to remember everything he's supposed to be saying, so we make a little checklist when he goes.

I hope everything goes well

thank you! i’ve actually made a few checklists for doctor’s appointments as well; they really come in handy when i’ve got two or more things i need to bring up! i only had one thing i needed to talk about this appointment (my mental health), but i couldn’t figure out how to explain what exactly was going on. i thankfully managed, though, and my doctor was quite nice and understanding as well!

thank you for taking the time to respond and for your suggestion! i really appreciate it.

 

[daringred_]

everything that could go wrong... went wrong. my girlfriend tested positive for covid, so the visit's off. my period underwear order came empty with just the receipt in the packaging. my health assessment is delayed by weeks because they won't do face to face. the GP is insisting i make an appointment instead of just renewing my fit note. i really am just cursed to suffer lol.