What's Bothering You?

I know it's only Monday, but I just feel this huge wave of exhaustion over me. I don't feel like I have enough to do what this job requires of me anymore. I need a day off desperately, but if I take one off my team lead is going to suffer even more since no one else can back up my account. I shouldn't have to feel guilty for taking a day off my goodness. I need to finish my resume and start looking for a new job like right now. I can't keep putting this off.
 
it's almost 10:30 and I still can't get myself to get up, I'm too warm and cozy in this heated blanket and my bed is the only thing that's comfortable to me rn 😞
 
Past few days I have been hurting more and really tired. Also the Ukraine thing bothers me. Tired of people suffering. Also I want winter to be over with.
 
I really need a new email, like mine is so damn long and childish but it’s connected to a few accounts (like forums, bank accounts, YouTube) and I don’t want the trouble of switching over.
Kinda same, I wanna switch from Outlook to something else for my professional e-mail but yeah the one I have got so many accounts to it so it's like... nah.
 
obsessed with how you can find more valentine's day cards for "galentine's day" than you can for LGBT+ people, and that's assuming you can find any of the latter at all, which you usually can't in most stores beyond the low effort "see, we're inclusive!" ones. (or just none period, which has been the case several times in my experience.)
 
There is a mosquito in my room.
I work from home and can’t open the door for it to leave on its own because my dog will try to get in. I’m not having much luck killing it, and It keeps biting me. It just bit my chin. Help.
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i am this close to murdering someone. i forgot what time my doctor's appointment is, so my girlfriend called them up to confirm, and guess what? they cancelled it and didn't bother to notify me. apparently my doctor left the country a few days earlier than planned and won't be back until march. how the hell am i supposed to get a damn sick note if these clowns refuse to print me one even though my patient record literally has "severe depression and anxiety" on it? what is even the point in having patient records if i have to waste an appointment slot for a piece of damn paper, and why do they think that sort of condition clears up in a few weeks? i literally want to scream.
 
i am this close to murdering someone. i forgot what time my doctor's appointment is, so my girlfriend called them up to confirm, and guess what? they cancelled it and didn't bother to notify me. apparently my doctor left the country a few days earlier than planned and won't be back until march. how the hell am i supposed to get a damn sick note if these clowns refuse to print me one even though my patient record literally has "severe depression and anxiety" on it? what is even the point in having patient records if i have to waste an appointment slot for a piece of damn paper, and why do they think that sort of condition clears up in a few weeks? i literally want to scream.
Can you request an appointment with another GP at your practice? I had to get a sick note as evidence of disability a few months back and I was able to get it from a GP I had never even heard of before. I requested a phone appointment and she asked me some questions about how it impacts me day-to-day, checked my medical records from the appointment(s) that led up to diagnosis to see if she agreed with their verdict, asked me how quickly I needed the note (next day) and then I had it in my inbox before the end of the working day.
 
it’s 6:30pm and my neighbours have been drilling non stop for the past 90 minutes. I understand people have to renovate but I have sensory issues and thease sounds are super anxiety inducing. I have my headphones but it’s not enough. I hope they will stop soon.
 
Can you request an appointment with another GP at your practice? I had to get a sick note as evidence of disability a few months back and I was able to get it from a GP I had never even heard of before. I requested a phone appointment and she asked me some questions about how it impacts me day-to-day, checked my medical records from the appointment(s) that led up to diagnosis to see if she agreed with their verdict, asked me how quickly I needed the note (next day) and then I had it in my inbox before the end of the working day.
i could, it's just an anxiety nightmare because i panic even seeing the same doctor, let alone an entirely new one again. (hell, i've only had one appointment with the doctor i was supposed to be seeing tomorrow.) appointments are also tricky since i have to attend face-to-face due to severe anxiety regarding phone calls, and they're always running short on slots. the one i was going to attend tomorrow was the earliest they had available as of two weeks ago. as i need the note for tomorrow ideally (since my benefits coach is the one requesting it), i can't really afford to wait that long -- or even longer -- again. the only reason i didn't update it last month was because i was specifically told not to make a doctor's appointment for something trivial like a fit note due to the surge in omicron (this was back around the start-middle of january) and that i would be given leeway for an additional month, and now that i've gone to get it officially updated, it's "too late" despite me never even being warned there was a time limit. it's just too much of a headache for a flimsy piece of paper. considering the conditions it was given to me for, you'd think they'd just update -- especially given the inconvenience of my appointment randomly being cancelled and my doctor just leaving the country -- but apparently not. as of late, my practice has genuinely felt like the exact opposite of a healthcare service, and it's stressing me out. (sorry for ranting.)
 
Blood tests results came back and my cholesterol is really high despite being only 28 years old. Time for a life style change with food I guess ugh. All the best stuff has cholesterol in it though, lame.
 
My sister who's dealing with an intense eating disorder, told me to *F off* when I asked how she was

Then yesterday, she told me to leave her alone when I asked if she was ok.

I know she's not herself, but it still hurt, and Im in such a sad mood today, and meh. I wanna be happy today because of valentine's day, but all I wanna do is cry. Because I love her
 
There is a mosquito in my room.
I work from home and can’t open the door for it to leave on its own because my dog will try to get in. I’m not having much luck killing it, and It keeps biting me. It just bit my chin. Help.
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If it's large enough, get like a magazine or a swatter whenever it's visible enough. Usually helps.

Just approach it when it's on your skin, or worst case, pinch it with some toilet paper.
 
If it's large enough, get like a magazine or a swatter whenever it's visible enough. Usually helps.

Just approach it when it's on your skin, or worst case, pinch it with some toilet paper.
I’m glad to say it is gone! It bit me a couple of times, though.
I kept trying to kill it with some books and scripts but that unfortunately didn’t work. When I was on break, I left the door open hoping it would just fly out, and that seemed to work. I haven’t seen it since.
 
I don't know what is going on me. First I have a sore throat, my head is hurting, my legs are feeling cramped, and now I have a Stomach cramp. I know I tested negative for covid the other day, but I don't know maybe its this cold weather thats bothering me and this broken bed I have is making the cramps on my body worse.
 
highkey mad that this plush isn't available on Amazon anymore cause I want it soooo much 😞

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other websites that have it listed say they're "unavailable" and the website which they originally come from only sells to businesses. so basically my chances of getting one are slim to none unless it's miraculously re-listed on Amazon.
 
I’m glad to say it is gone! It bit me a couple of times, though.
I kept trying to kill it with some books and scripts but that unfortunately didn’t work. When I was on break, I left the door open hoping it would just fly out, and that seemed to work. I haven’t seen it since.
Does your room have a fan? Whenever I see a fly during mealtime, I turn on the overhead fan. I guess that they're not strong enough to fight the current or something. I'm assuming that it would be the same for mosquitos.



Now for my rant. I hate the lack of availability in small towns. For example, the past week I tried looking for pretzel rods so I could dip them in chocolate. Walmart, Food 4 Less, Vons, and Smart & Finals didn't have them. At one point Target did, but they ran out yesterday. I'm assuming that the Super Bowl had something to do with this....

It's moments like these that I miss living in LA county. There would be a store for everything. You would just have to sit in traffic for a bit. Here, we're even lucky if there's even one Victoria's Secret or Panera Bread.
 
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