What's Bothering You?

There’s a bunch of blown fuses in my dad’s apartment and I just blew the one in the living room. It’s the old fashioned screw in ones and I have no damn clue how to fix it. I don’t know if I can just call maintenance or if I have to actually buy more fuses first. The WiFi is blown out too so…
 
There’s a bunch of blown fuses in my dad’s apartment and I just blew the one in the living room. It’s the old fashioned screw in ones and I have no damn clue how to fix it. I don’t know if I can just call maintenance or if I have to actually buy more fuses first. The WiFi is blown out too so…
if he rents, i would guess thats something maintenance should replace. sorry thats happening
 
ugh i have school on monday. im still for easter break but im already thinking about it
 
My room is dirty, and yet I have no motivation to clean it. Which I did literally last night, how did it get dirty again?! :mad:
I've been listening to this stupid Tetris cover on repeat for the last hour or so. It's driving me crazy.

Having covid is no fun. Endless coughing, sneezing, and the blowing of my nose... It makes it really hard to sleep at night. But I mean, the symptoms could be much worse, so there's that. My nose, throat, mouth, and head are currently meeting a terrible fate (of pain), though. 😣

My parents are making me stay in my room for the entirety of my quarantine, which I find extremely ludicrous. It's because my step-mom is the only one who tested negative in my household, but I mean... My dad is positive and is sharing the same room as her anyways.

I had this sudden urge to watch The Epic Tales of Captain Underpants on Netflix, but I can only watch it downstairs, which I currently can't go to. The only reason I can go downstairs is to use the bathroom. :(
 
I dislike looking young. I hate people thinking I’m 12. I actually looked up on my phone “the opposite of anti-aging cream” to see if I can get some. I hate people thinking I’m a ****ing kid. People look at me and think I’m a ****ing runaway when I’m solo traveling. I hate people saying “oh yeah, I’m a good kid.” Idk.
 
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can everything and everyone just stop for twO GODDAMN SECONDS?! PLEASE!?!

i was too busy doomscrolling through twitter, instagram and reddit again and now im paying the price by having a meltdown. i hate those apps.
 
I still get people younger then me asking me if I'm 12 because I'm 5"3 and they think I'm lot younger then I actually am because I'm shorter then them.
I can only imagine how my close friend feels all the time, she's 4"11 but she's 17 and people keep asking her if she's like 9 or something.
I know I can’t change my age or how young I look, but it sucks being perceived as a kid. The closest someone got to guessing my age was “21” but that was literally only because I talked about alcohol (probably).
 
I want to cry. I am going to meet a friend next Saturday, and she asked if she can invite another person. I hate being with more than one person, it’s too overwhelming, but I couldn’t say no, because the other person likes me and that would be rude. HELP! 😣😭
 
honestly i really could use a leave of absence but i need the money. i need to get with counselors and process everything but if i take time off work to do that then i cant afford to live. right now im just pushing and pushing and trying to stay as positive and hopeful for the future as i can but there are moments where it leaks out and im just like ffffffff bc i know im making it harder for myself to process and heal in the long run, but i feel i dont really have much choice ya know. i love my job and getting to work from home but i honestly just really need the time off.
 
I dislike looking young. I hate people thinking I’m 12. I actually looked up on my phone “the opposite of anti-aging cream” to see if I can get some. I hate people thinking I’m a ****ing kid. People look at me and think I’m a ****ing runaway when I’m solo traveling. I hate people saying “oh yeah, I’m a good kid.” Idk.
Well most people think I'm younger than 18, probably because I have like a baby face with pimples and stuff. Really wish I was taller and better looking lol cause it's like "lol shes so tiny" yeah thanks lol.
Dislike it too, man I'm 30 and they still ****ing ID me when buying booze.

Also while I'm not fluent in Japanese I definitely prefer the Swedish translation of Girl Got Game(how tf did they even change to that in English from Power!! ?) it's lays way better and captures the tone better.
 
Wish I had more/better storage space honesty. I hate like having one small cupboard for all my stuff or just stuff it into my wardrobe. Need to buy more shelves/drawers...
 
I want to eat all of the food today, but I’m still full from eating all of the food this morning for breakfast
You don't wanna eat so much otherwise it can harm your health. take it from as someone who used to eat a whole lot of food and it sent me into the Hospital last month when my blood sugar was high. I ate too much junk food. I seriously regretted it. Not trying to tell you what you can and cannot eat but I am just saying that if you overeat it can really have some consequences to your health.
 
summer is my favorite season and i’m glad it’s getting warmer, but it’s evenings like today where it’s warm, it’s sunny, the birds are singing, it’s quiet out. i hate being so alone and i hate where i am in life. i hate everything about it. and i know i’m still relatively young but i feel like everything is slipping away.
 
Yesterday I rung my medical centre to get an appointment so I can update my medical certificate and they said that the next available appointment isn't until 2 weeks away. I said I needed it asap as my medical certificate expires tomorrow, so they said to ring back today for an appointment. Now they tell me that it's not urgent enough and that I have to try for a cancelation spot :( I'm so sick of everything medical related right now, it's too overwhelming
 
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