What's Bothering You?

[Neb]

I sure do love how five years of constant bullying at school and a toxic relationship have completely damaged my ability to socialize. Every day I have to resist the urge of over apologizing to every person I speak or text to. Don’t even get me started on my fear of abandonment. I always have this voice in the back of my head that says most of my friends and acquaintances will cut all contact with me. Only a few people have actually done that, but it’s still enough to make me paranoid.

I would tell my group of therapists this, but they only ask maintenance questions. By that I mean they only talk about things I can do to handle brain chemical imbalances. Whenever I bring up deeper issues they only give me suggestions to calm down. I want to keep seeing them, but it would be nice if they could actually get at the source of the issue.

 

[KittenNoir]

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[_Rainy_]

I miss mom. She was too young. I hate cancer

 

[Chris]

I woke-up at 5am and can't get back to sleep, agh. I've a meeting this afternoon that I've been dreading all week. It'll be me, two colleagues, and eleven higher-ups - and I'm not sure I agree with some the views I'm meant to be representing today so that is going to be fun.

Upside I'm meeting someone for coffee after and she said she'll be happy to listen to me vent.

 

[!_Nxmillia_!]

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[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[daringred_]

went to an appointment that isn't even until next week; apparently i managed to write it down wrong everywhere

 

[xSuperMario64x]

this person i follow on toyhouse keeps posting these "get to know my ship" nsfw things, and i. it's marked, obviously, so they're doing nothing wrong, i'm the one clicking on it lol, but do people normally think that in depth about their ocs sex lives? or am i just too asexual to get it. i won't get into the categories detailed because i don't think i'm allowed to even mention those here lmao, but it's so... it also feels kind of weird that out all of the characters i've seen (10+) featured on the sheets, not a single one has been outright gay. every other sexuality, including straight, though. hm. could be reading too much into that, but it feels a little... convenient.

being ace is so weird in a world full of allosexual people lol. I'm friends w another furry artist on toyhouse and she has quite a few NSFW YCH and I always look at them out of sheer curiosity and then think "why would I--or anyone else--ever put my characters in these situations?" and then I remember that not everyone is ace. luckily she doesn't post the "get to know my ship" stuff, I would have to draw the line somewhere lmaoo. I guess people are interested in stuff like that, I personally think it's weird and gross but that's just me, no offense to those who do it.
then again bc I'm ace all my characters are inherently on the ace spectrum so haha

I personally don't notice representation much bc even though I could technically consider myself to be Achillean I'm also aroace (aka i have to actively look for it, because relationships aren't second nature to me). but I know that representation really matters and seeing an odd lack of openly gay couples is disheartening.

 

[daringred_]

being ace is so weird in a world full of allosexual people lol. I'm friends w another furry artist on toyhouse and she has quite a few NSFW YCH and I always look at them out of sheer curiosity and then think "why would I--or anyone else--ever put my characters in these situations?" and then I remember that not everyone is ace. luckily she doesn't post the "get to know my ship" stuff, I would have to draw the line somewhere lmaoo. I guess people are interested in stuff like that, I personally think it's weird and gross but that's just me, no offense to those who do it.
then again bc I'm ace all my characters are inherently on the ace spectrum so haha

I personally don't notice representation much bc even though I could technically consider myself to be Achillean I'm also aroace (aka i have to actively look for it, because relationships aren't second nature to me). but I know that representation really matters and seeing an odd lack of openly gay couples is disheartening.

i know i don't mind the YCHs just because i'm not sex repulsed, and i can understand the appeal, maybe, of wanting those of your ocs even if it isn't my cup of tea -- i barely give my ocs sex lives a thought lmao. the whole get to know my ship thing is just So funny though with some of the things they list/describe like who is thinking that much about it and why. i mean, i think most of the ocs involved are paired with her boyfriend's, but in that case i still don't think you need to post it publicly ajskfkfls.

and the gay thing is. they were mostly same-sex pairings with some poly ones, but like they were all still conveniently bi/pan/straight so that's mostly why it felt kind of convenient. i don't really know how to explain it lol. i hope they don't post another though because i'm just the kind of person who has to look out of some morbid-esque curiosity ahdjfkskak.

 

[Alienfish]

So tired from all this shelving, wish books in Turkish were properly marked up either from start or just whoever marked them up. Just because it's Latin letters doesn't mean you will automatically get the author/title lol.

Also if I could stop getting cringe POV reels on instagram that'd be nice tyvm.

 

[Chris]

Today's meeting went worse than I imagined, I am absolutely furious, and my date is ten minutes away.

 

[skarmoury]

I have had a long and rough day today and I'm really tired and so please maam. It is 2:30 in the morning. Calm your child

 

[Mairmalade]

Dreadfully sick for the second time in two weeks. Combination of clogged sinuses, chills, aches, tired eyes, and a sore throat.

Not sure how or where this was contracted the first time, but I visited my parents last Thursday (who were also getting sick at the time), so I imagine this reboot came from that.

Very sucky.

 

[Chris]

Dreadfully sick for the second time in two weeks. Combination of clogged sinuses, chills, aches, tired eyes, and a sore throat.

Not sure how or where this was contracted the first time, but I visited my parents last Thursday (who were also getting sick at the time), so I imagine this reboot came from that.

Very sucky.

Oh no. That sounds awful, love. Hope you start to feel better soon.

 

[Giddy]

Kinda worried over the fact that I might need to get another SD card for my switch as it's nearly maxed out, but I'm confused on how it works to have two sd cards, I guess I would need to switch it out to whatever sd has the memory for a specific game?
Dunno, its kinda stressing me out.

 

[tessa grace]

Spoiler: small rant about being cheated off of

Im so sick of being cheated off of and the disrespected and belittled by the same people who cheat off of my work
And then i get made fun of for having good grades because i put in alot of effort and being a try hard isnt cool
Like please im either your therapist or your answer sheet
Its never, "hello tessa how are you?"
Its always "hi tessa, can i vent..?"
Or "hi tessa, do you know #4?"

 

[-Blue-]

Kinda worried over the fact that I might need to get another SD card for my switch as it's nearly maxed out, but I'm confused on how it works to have two sd cards, I guess I would need to switch it out to whatever sd has the memory for a specific game?
Dunno, its kinda stressing me out.

Yeah mine has already got to that point so I've had to just delete the software from games I don't play as much and reinstall them if and when I want to play them. I'm assuming that you would just need to swap the one card for whichever game's software/savefiles is on it.

I remember having the Wii U with the least amount of memory. So when Smash4 did its last update I didn't have enough memory to patch/download and play the game. I got lucky and had a spare flashdrive/memory unit that held some insane amount of GB and used a usb cord to plug into the Wii U. It was for school, but I reformatted it for my WiiU/Smash and it worked great.

I haven't done it yet, but I've been considering seeing if I can use it the same way I did so with the Wii U.

 

[VanitasFan26]

Dreadfully sick for the second time in two weeks. Combination of clogged sinuses, chills, aches, tired eyes, and a sore throat.

Not sure how or where this was contracted the first time, but I visited my parents last Thursday (who were also getting sick at the time), so I imagine this reboot came from that.

Very sucky.

You probably should go for a Covid test. It seems like those symptoms you mentioned are sounding pretty concerning.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

guys it's May 5th and it's still absolutely freezing in this room what the actual ****
it's only nighttime too so I know it's gonna be even worse when I have to get up tomorrow morning to get ready for my interview, it's always colder first thing in the morning

 

[_Rainy_]

I feel way too full and i barely ate anything. I hate being this full. Feels bad. I wish you could get smaller portions of food because I cant eat that much.