What's Bothering You?

my power has been out since yesterday at 3p and isn’t slated to be back on until 8p tonight at the earliest. it might be out for another day.
 
The people in my office are pissed because because so many people called in sick on monday. I was one of them, but I genuinely didn't feel good. I have an inner ear infection that's been putting pressure on my jaw to the point that I couldnt close it all the way. Then again I don't have any critical care patients right now unlike a lot of the others. If you have a patient like that don't call in sick if you're not sick especially when they rely on you so much just seems like to big of a coinsidence because monday was a holiday. now I feel guilty even though i didnt do anything wrong. I even called the day before and told them that I was going to see a doctor. I just can't passed the insecurity i feel with them thinking that I'm a bad employee.

also i left my apple pen at home and i'd really like to draw today. I havent been feeling up to it lately because I haven't been feeling good, but drawing calms me and I could really use that today
 
Not my crush with a boyfriend no less messaging me “Let me know when that movie comes out and I’ll see it with you”

It was actually a group event with a few friends but change of plans, I’m going alone with my crush. The “with you” implies she’s not bringing anyone else 🥲 I’m nervous asdfghjkl

Not to mention her current relationship is toxic as heck. He’s so abusive.
 
I'm crying and so sad right now. Been dealing with a lot. I could use a hug from anyone. :[
If you ever want someone to listen to you my PMs are always open if you need to vent, sending virtual hugs and wishing you the best 🖤
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I mean it's good avocado is so cheap still but you don't want to eat that everyday cause it's cheap.. :[
 
I’m reporting those nasty people I mentioned yesterday to the apartment management. I forgot to mention that one of the people doing the meeting called the front desk twice saying I had to be kicked out from the lounge. From the way they phrased it this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. I feel awful for anyone else who sat in the lounge while they were there.
 
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I really wanted to eat a bagel for breakfast, so I got some from our bread box. Except that the bagel was really moldy. 🤢 And we're also out of bagels, I checked in all our freezers and came back empty-handed. Why does this keep happening? Let me have my favorite breakfast for once.
 
I'm crying and so sad right now. Been dealing with a lot. I could use a hug from anyone. :[
here comes a really big hug boyeee💕💕💞💞💞💕💕💕 I hope you feel better soon!!



I hate sleeping a perfectly good 8 hours and then immediately feeling like I just pulled an all nighter and need to go back to sleep. idk what the point is in sleeping if I'm just gonna wake up and feel tired as if I just wasted 8 hours lying in bed doing nothing.
 
I get annoyed by the smallest things, my brother can tap me lightly on the arm and I'd want to chuck a Wii remote at him. I wish I could control my anger better...
Questioning whether I have things like depression, anxiety, autism, dyslexia, and anger issues. I think I might have all those, but there's no sure-fire way of knowing unless I go see a doctor or something.
 
here comes a really big hug boyeee💕💕💞💞💞💕💕💕 I hope you feel better soon!!



I hate sleeping a perfectly good 8 hours and then immediately feeling like I just pulled an all nighter and need to go back to sleep. idk what the point is in sleeping if I'm just gonna wake up and feel tired as if I just wasted 8 hours lying in bed doing nothing.
god, i feel this and it sucks. no matter how much or little i sleep, i still wake up feeling like i've been hit by a truck or, on a good day, feel the need to go back to bed within an hour.
 
I don't get it. I always hear about people being really close to their aunts/uncles and cousins. That's not the case for me, it makes me feel outcasted and abnormal. I'd love to get closer with them, but I don't see them often and I'm really shy.
 
I don't get it. I always hear about people being really close to their aunts/uncles and cousins. That's not the case for me, it makes me feel outcasted and abnormal. I'd love to get closer with them, but I don't see them often and I'm really shy.
Mood. I’m really shy when it comes to starting conversations, and I have trouble keeping conversations going .-.
 
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