What's Bothering You?

I’m debating going to sleep now or in a half hour. Most likely, I’ll go to sleep within the next hour.
 
Feeling pretty yucky right now. Feeling tired but not sure I'll get to sleep soon. I fell asleep during the day at some point due to not feeling well. That is probably part of the reason I'm not going to fall asleep for a bit. Had some bizarre but not scary dreams during that.
 
I had some weird dream last night. It wasn’t like any dreams I normally have. I’m not sure what enticed me to have that sort of dream. The weird thinking was that I was in a relationship, but not with anyone I currently know. I don’t know who the person was but they shared no similarities to anyone I know in real life. I don’t know what dreams like this mean, but it was quite different from dreams I typically have. It was just a little weird to me, and I woke up feeling a bit weird about it.
 
My eczema is starting up again and its all red and stuff. I guess time for more of those steroids and lotion >:(
 
Was supposed to get my phone wallet-case delivered this morning. I picked another delivery option than before I used these people cause why not and the usual domestic mail is slower.

Don't you think this one didn't care to deliver and they put some lame excuse on the tracking. Yeah I hope they deliver tomorrow. If they claim they have my gate code and CAN get and put it in my letterbox why do this. Really not using them again, would this get sent back.
 
this is weird but now that i have lots of free time bc im out of school i feel anxious to be productive if that makes sense. i’ll be playing new leaf then my brain will be like “no you should be doing something actually useful like drawing”
 
Was supposed to be going to a friends wedding this weekend (which has been postponed for almost 3 years now..) and my partner and I both have covid 🥲 how have I managed to avoid it for so long until the one weekend we had something planned.
 
The fact that I have to “forget this device” on mr Airpods every single time I want to connect them. I’ve never used to have this problem. If I don’t reconnect them, they are out of range. It gets annoying.
 
Back still hurts. I have chewable asprins (I can't swallow pills) and they do not help at all.


Also tomorrow is going to suck at work, someone is going to be out, and that person does alot around work, so that will now automatically fall on me to do all the catch up. We're going to be short staffed and the people who take the appointments never seem to realize we are short staffed in the back all the ****in time and over schedule the amount of dogs that come in. This whole week has sucked. Everything just kinda sucks lately.
 
Been feelin' kinda sick the past few days, as mostly shown with headaches and fatigue. Maybe it's just symptoms of my period, but I dunno. I've been complaining quite a bit of my laziness, and I think that could be a part of it. Whatever the case may be, I wish I can over-come it so I can be more productive (even though my definition of 'productive' is writing fanfiction and accomplishing a goal in Wii Sports).
 
Well, I’m about to sleep now, but I’m wondering if I should ask my friend if she’s okay or if she’s feeling better first.
 
i’m a little scared to post that and i recognize that not all mentally ill people pull that **** but this woman is extremely difficult to deal with.
obviously mental illnesses do show up differently on different people and people should honestly not be triggered and assume someone's post is not legit or whatever.

anyhow, i'm very sorry for that stuff you're going thru, family/relatives can be extremely manipulative andi hope your grandma will eventually get the help she needs.
 
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