(if you don't want to be quoted in the future just let me know)alize is gone. it took less than a minute. it was not peaceful. she was squirming in the vet’s arms while he was trying to set her on the table, and she wiggled out of his grasp and fell onto the ****ing floor. i didn’t think anything could be worse than my late cat throwing up on herself when she died, but. here we are. i brought her home 8 months ago today. she was supposed to turn one on the 24th. and she’s gone.
i don’t have the words for how i’m feeling right now.