What's Bothering You?

The painting I had hanging over my bed fell down. Luckily I was not in bed and it fell on the floor instead but idk how it even did fall down ugh.
 
Hubby has had four surgeries since January to repair a broken left ankle. He's been in & out of hospitals and rehabs for months. He's non weight bearing on his left leg and his surgeon wanted him to remain in the rehab until the end of July. His insurance decided he didn't need to be in the rehab and had him released. Now he's home but confined to bed.

We were just getting into a routine when my mom started having stomach problems on Friday. Our son went to go check on her and she ended up lying in bed for a bit. She said she was feeling better after a bit so my son came home. I spoke with her on Saturday morning and she said she was feeling better. My son went to check on her Saturday afternoon and she was hyperventilating. She was pale and moving slowly. He ended up having to call an ambulance and she was taken to the ER. Her blood pressure was only 50 and she had a fever of 103C. They put lines into her wrists, up through her neck and into her heart to give her BP meds. She was also dehydrated so they gave her fluids. They figured out that she has a blood infection but haven't figured out what caused it. Her BP is better now and her fever is gone. She's still in the hospital and is on antibiotics. We're still waiting for more answers.

We're juggling so much with my husband and now my mom is sick. My brain hurts and my nerves are shot.
 
Tired of road blocks of steel every time I try to do something it seems like, nope you shall not pass/have access.
Too bad I don't have a speed bump or pothole issue. Those can still be passable. :/
It's annoying, frustrating, stupid, and depressing.
 
oh of course, octavian decides to put his house right where i was going to build that metal bench pwp 😡😤
 
I was scrolling through videos on fb earlier and I came across a video of a dog convulsing really badly and I immediately had to scroll away bc that's basically what was happening with Daisy when she had to be put to sleep. I don't even want to think about it. the dog in the video ended up being fine but it just reminds me that Daisy could still be here and she isn't.
 
I had to skip my daily walk because it got too hot and now I feel really dumpy. This is just a given when I don’t get my daily physical activity in.
 
Again these people never replying... It's okay to be busy or have a bad day but if you can't keep up a conversation about this just ****ing tell me you can't. Yes we have different timezones and we work or just have busy vacation weeks or stuff but seriously, I'm soon hitting the report button for this, if you don't want to trade or not interested, really come on.

(just some neopets people loving to ghost me it seems)
 
I blocked someone (on a different site, not on TBT) and one of their friends sent me a message asking me why I blocked them. :| Honestly, I don't even feel like replying to them.
 
I found something out and everything kinda makes sense now? I feel like a huge weight is lifted off my shoulders.
 
its sort of funny if anything, but today i woke up after having a nightmare and the first message i see when i check my phone is "we are outside your home." i freaked out so bad for a moment but then realized it was just my friend lmao
 
FedEx people creeping me out when they said they were gonna come today and deliver, like bro tracking clearly said tomorrow so lmfao
 
My 3DS decided to not work for a minute and I nearly had a heart attack. I was playing Tomodachi Life, and when I switched one of the Mii's interiors the screens went blank, but the music and sound effects were still playing? I got a message saying that an error had occurred and it told me to turn off the system then turn it back on. I did that, then I got another message saying that it couldn't detect the SD card. Most of my games are on the SD card (I have one game that's on a cartridge and it's Pikmin 3, a game I admittedly haven't played much), so I thought I lost everything. But I just had to take it out and put it back in again for it to work. I'm glad I still have all my games, but all the progress I made today in Tomodachi Life is gone.
 
thank you so much. <3 i wouldn’t say that my parents made this decision behind my back per say, but i definitely wish that this had been a family discussion and not just them talking about it amongst themselves and then looping me in after they’ve already made their decision, pretty much leaving me with no say. idk, it’s obviously too late to do anything about it now lol, but still. **** sucks.

i miss my cat more than i know how to express and it’s only been a little over 24 hours, so idk how i’m supposed to live like this really, but thank you very much again for taking the time to reply. grief has really been an isolating experience for me and it really feels like every man for himself right now lol, so i really appreciate the response. 🖤

and i don’t mind being quoted, don’t worry! c:
Ah, makes sense how you explained, but yeah I'd wish they would have included you from start still ;_;

No problems, take care ♥️
 
so incredibly stressed and frustrated. I just want to live comfortably and be who and what I am without having to jump over roadblocks every step of the way. I feel pretty helpless.
honestly wish people who don't have anything nice to say to me would just leave me tf alone and let me live. so tired of negativity and toxicity.


on a more lighthearted note I'm having a hard time waiting for tomorrow so my new 3DS will get here >__>
 
I really hate my inability to recognize faces??? I don't even know why this happens to me but it DOES and I'm constantly offending people because of it

A woman greeted me very warmly and I responded "hi! excuse me..." as I walked by and I noticed she looked disappointed when I didn't engage further, and then I realized when it was too late that she is actually someone I met before who was super nice to me and now she must think I'm a jerk. And I FEEL LIKE A JERK.
 
My phone detected liquid earlier today, and it still won't charge .-.
 
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