After today, these next few days are going to be hectic. .-.
Tomorrow, I have a dentist appointment, and I am always scared ****less of how it will go. I am always worried I will not "do good enough" and my paternal grandma and dad will tell me off. Plus, they check my blood pressure which is uncomfortable and due to my anxiety during dentist appointments, it always ends up being higher than it should. This may seem weird to some of you, but thinking about my favorite fictional character(s) helps me to get through this type of stuff. :,,,,)
Not that it will help matters any, but wish me luck, my people. .-.
Friday, we will be packing up for Houston. I am not really worried about this, but I hope my dad or brother will remember to help me get my suitcase down, as it is really high up in my closet and I cannot reach it. Hopefully, we can eat fast food (via Door Dash) for dinner. We usually DO on Fridays, but there are exceptions.
Saturday, my dad will be driving us (me, him, and my brother) out to Houston to see my mom and my maternal grandparents. We are gonna stay there for three nights. (Saturday, Sunday, and Monday). We will be heading back home on Tuesday. Do not get me wrong, I am excited, but I am also apprehensive.
1. I am worried my mom will give me a hard time like she did the other two times we went to visit her since the separation of her and my dad.
2. I am worried there will not be an empty room available. This is something that is very important to me. While I hope we can have some fun together, there will be a lot of just sitting around, so I want my own space, DARN IT! I just hope my mom respects this fact....you know how needy she is when it comes to company. .-. She and my dad both said I should be able to have my own room, so we will see. .-.
3. I get homesick easily, which can make me feel sad.
My dad and I are already looking forward to coming home, and we haven't even left yet XDDDD