Anxious and cannot sleep. The end of the week is packed for me and I am not really looking forward to it. I am hoping thursday will happen bare news in my favor and make things more smooth for me. I am not as anxious as I was a few days ago, but still..
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Princess Mipha
𝘈𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦.. 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘢
I am about to go to the hardest Veterinaire visit of my life.. most likely my guinea pig of 6 years is going to get put to sleep, forever.. I don't know if I will be able to actually let him do it or wait for my fiancé to come back home and go with my guinea pig to be with her.. I don't want her to stay like that for any longer though.. I just hope she will be happy and able to move her backlegs again when she will cross the bridge.. and of course the weather is heavy rain, it was all sunshine just before.. what a sign..
Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
I seem to have to switched out my anxiety for a creative block instead. Fun time again. 
After today, these next few days are going to be hectic. .-.
Tomorrow, I have a dentist appointment, and I am always scared ****less of how it will go. I am always worried I will not "do good enough" and my paternal grandma and dad will tell me off. Plus, they check my blood pressure which is uncomfortable and due to my anxiety during dentist appointments, it always ends up being higher than it should. This may seem weird to some of you, but thinking about my favorite fictional character(s) helps me to get through this type of stuff. :,,,,)
Not that it will help matters any, but wish me luck, my people. .-.
Friday, we will be packing up for Houston. I am not really worried about this, but I hope my dad or brother will remember to help me get my suitcase down, as it is really high up in my closet and I cannot reach it. Hopefully, we can eat fast food (via Door Dash) for dinner. We usually DO on Fridays, but there are exceptions.
Saturday, my dad will be driving us (me, him, and my brother) out to Houston to see my mom and my maternal grandparents. We are gonna stay there for three nights. (Saturday, Sunday, and Monday). We will be heading back home on Tuesday. Do not get me wrong, I am excited, but I am also apprehensive.
1. I am worried my mom will give me a hard time like she did the other two times we went to visit her since the separation of her and my dad.
2. I am worried there will not be an empty room available. This is something that is very important to me. While I hope we can have some fun together, there will be a lot of just sitting around, so I want my own space, DARN IT! I just hope my mom respects this fact....you know how needy she is when it comes to company. .-. She and my dad both said I should be able to have my own room, so we will see. .-.
3. I get homesick easily, which can make me feel sad.
My dad and I are already looking forward to coming home, and we haven't even left yet XDDDD
Tomorrow, I have a dentist appointment, and I am always scared ****less of how it will go. I am always worried I will not "do good enough" and my paternal grandma and dad will tell me off. Plus, they check my blood pressure which is uncomfortable and due to my anxiety during dentist appointments, it always ends up being higher than it should. This may seem weird to some of you, but thinking about my favorite fictional character(s) helps me to get through this type of stuff. :,,,,)
Not that it will help matters any, but wish me luck, my people. .-.
Friday, we will be packing up for Houston. I am not really worried about this, but I hope my dad or brother will remember to help me get my suitcase down, as it is really high up in my closet and I cannot reach it. Hopefully, we can eat fast food (via Door Dash) for dinner. We usually DO on Fridays, but there are exceptions.
Saturday, my dad will be driving us (me, him, and my brother) out to Houston to see my mom and my maternal grandparents. We are gonna stay there for three nights. (Saturday, Sunday, and Monday). We will be heading back home on Tuesday. Do not get me wrong, I am excited, but I am also apprehensive.
1. I am worried my mom will give me a hard time like she did the other two times we went to visit her since the separation of her and my dad.
2. I am worried there will not be an empty room available. This is something that is very important to me. While I hope we can have some fun together, there will be a lot of just sitting around, so I want my own space, DARN IT! I just hope my mom respects this fact....you know how needy she is when it comes to company. .-. She and my dad both said I should be able to have my own room, so we will see. .-.
3. I get homesick easily, which can make me feel sad.
My dad and I are already looking forward to coming home, and we haven't even left yet XDDDD
Well… even in my 20s my health is starting to get pretty bad at times and I feel it’s harder to heal from injuries or improve it.
I’m pretty sure I’m anemic again, and in taking iron tablets, I’m getting indigestion, like it really really hurt. It didn’t last long, but it sucks.
Don’t eat too much calcium you guys. It impedes iron absorption at some point and that’s why I’m anemic. I love cheese too much.
I’m pretty sure I’m anemic again, and in taking iron tablets, I’m getting indigestion, like it really really hurt. It didn’t last long, but it sucks.
Don’t eat too much calcium you guys. It impedes iron absorption at some point and that’s why I’m anemic. I love cheese too much.
Foreverfox
✨💖glow & shine💖✨
My husband tested positive for covid Tuesday, I tested positive today. I'm beside myself miserable and I need to take care of my son. Pray he doesn't get it too 
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I'm sorry to hear about that, I had Covid back in April and it wasn't fun. Remember to take it easy and stay safe, hoping for a speedy recovery for you and your husband (also hoping your son doesn't catch it)!My husband tested positive for covid Tuesday, I tested positive today. I'm beside myself miserable and I need to take care of my son. Pray he doesn't get it too
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My throat hurts, and I have no idea what's wrong or how to fix it. Seems like no matter how much water I drink it doesn't make a difference.
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Sometimes I feel like I just sound negative and balancing between that and being honest and also self-confident is hard. This is honestly where most of my anxiety stems from. There were a lot of people who literally said I was just a “whiner” when I really tried to be better than that. (Edit: I’m not talking about anyone on TBT but communities I left largely for that reason. They were never going to welcome me no matter how I changed lol)
Shellzilla_515
Senior Member
Oh no, Foreverfox. I hope you'll kick covid's rear end swiftly and that your son is still doing fine. Please don't push yourself and I'll be sure to pray for the three of you.My husband tested positive for covid Tuesday, I tested positive today. I'm beside myself miserable and I need to take care of my son. Pray he doesn't get it too
Foreverfox
✨💖glow & shine💖✨
Thank you so much my friend, that means alot to me. It's definitely the worst I've ever felt in my lifeOh no, Foreverfox. I hope you'll kick covid's rear end swiftly and that your son is still doing fine. Please don't push yourself and I'll be sure to pray for the three of you.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
still feeling kinda sick, I wish it would go away ://///
Since I don't have a block to charge my new phone, I need to borrow my parents charger in the kitchen. So these past two nights I brought my phone out to charge it and my mom said 'really? You wore out the battery that fast?' Like, yes, I did, the battery doesn't last that long when I'm on it when I get home. Then last night she said geez as I was going to plug my phone in and said that since she was going to sleep soon she was going to unplug it. Like, oooor, you could just not.
What makes me more mad is that if they were in this situation, not having a way to charge their phone, they would have gotten a block the same day, but because it's me, they want to slack on it. They are such hypocrites. I can't call them out on their behavior either cause they'll just get mad at me then.
I hate leaving my phone out there too, I'm worried they will go throu it again. Yeah, they've went throu my phone, emails and diary before as a kid. Really builds a level of trust when they violate my privacy, more than once.
What makes me more mad is that if they were in this situation, not having a way to charge their phone, they would have gotten a block the same day, but because it's me, they want to slack on it. They are such hypocrites. I can't call them out on their behavior either cause they'll just get mad at me then.
I hate leaving my phone out there too, I'm worried they will go throu it again. Yeah, they've went throu my phone, emails and diary before as a kid. Really builds a level of trust when they violate my privacy, more than once.
