What's Bothering You?

internet has been so bad the past days, idk what’s wrong with my ISP. I could be playing at midnight and my internet would still lag in coop. :/ how annoying.
 
I downloaded some watercolor brushes that I’ve been wanting for awhile, but I’m completely overwhelmed by them and I have no idea where to start with them.
 
Feeling so empty today, I have no idea what to do nor do I have any motivation to actually do anything.
Also I'm extremelly annoyed by how much weight I actually gained since beginning of pregnancy and there is
still about 2 month to go.. besides eating a lot of watermelon and strawberries I didn't even eat that much crazy
things, so I don't understand where the 15kg come from.. U-U
 
Feeling so empty today, I have no idea what to do nor do I have any motivation to actually do anything.
Also I'm extremelly annoyed by how much weight I actually gained since beginning of pregnancy and there is
still about 2 month to go.. besides eating a lot of watermelon and strawberries I didn't even eat that much crazy
things, so I don't understand where the 15kg come from.. U-U
15kg is normal, don't worry! A lot of the weight gain will be caused by additional fluids needed to protect and support the baby, e.g. amniotic fluid, placenta, blood, etc rather than caused by your diet. Remember that you're doing something incredible and it'll all be worth it when (s)he gets here!
 
I'm not sure what changed, but I can't login to this forum on my pc (I'm on my phone now). It just says "user can't be found"...and tells me to check the browser console. I do see an error there, and it says that adblock is the reason. But I didn't tell adblock to block anything. So...I don't know what changed, or how to fix it. Lol.

I even turned off adblock entirely for this site, and it did nothing. Apparently it's a tracker called 'googletagmanager' that is being blocked.
 
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I stayed up too late again and am so sleepy right now. also pulled a few times in a gacha game last night got nothing. used up my leaf tickets in pocket camp and didn’t get what i wanted (i got halfway back to where I was by using my free trial though. now will do my best to save for donut cookies). Used the free x10 pull ticket today in the one gacha game but all dupes :/. I need to get started on food drawing but haven’t had the energy. If I get rid of my sleepiness, I should push myself otherwise I might not get back to drawing if i keep this up >< and I really don’t want that to happen.
 
feels like everything is going wrong lately and i dunno what to do with myself and I don't have anyone to talk to about it
 
Feeling really isolated lately and not able to talk about my feelings. Just numbing myself at this point.
 
Didn't get a lot of sleep last night due to it being so warm and woke up around 3am feeling sick and exhausted, managed to get a bit more sleep but still feeling pretty crap. I honestly don't know how I'm going to make it through work today and the rest of the week both physically and mentally.
 
I have a dentist appoint in the afternoon. .--.

Now, there are some things I like about going to dentist appointments.
#1: It gets me out of the house
#2: It gets my mind off of things.

But for the most part, they (and the day before) just stress me the heck out.

For one thing, I am one of those people who doesn't want anyone putting anything in my mouth except for myself. I am also one of those people that has a hard time staying still for extended amounts of time, this includes keeping my mouth wide open.

Furthermore, I have a hard time with really good upkeep. I am always stressing/worried if I am gonna get told that my upkeep is not good enough, especially when it comes to flossing.

And then my dad and my grandma will lecture me on how I need to take better care of my teeth.

;-; .-.
 
I forgot to take my antibiotic. >< My ear is bothering me a little and so is my jaw. Not close to being as bad as it was when I first got the infection, but still hurts a little.
 
UGH

There's so many conflicting feelings and anger within the family... lots and lots of grudges, but I believe my grandpa's trying to help? Anyways, it's awful to keep these kind of emotions going. Like he tries to help but gets yelled at by everyone... due to their beef with him. Decades worth of beef from what I gather. And ppl don't realize mom acts like a ****ing martyr? And yeah she's stressed out, but wtf that doesn't give her a goddamn reason to yell at everyone. Maybe if they had hearing aids they would REALLY know how bad it is...
 
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I didn’t get my second covid vaccine today.

I went in and they were only offering moderna. I feel bad for leaving but the thought of mixing the vaccines just feels wrong to me. I’m sure I’m just being silly and irrational but idk. I’ll call the pharmacies and see if they have Pfizer.
 
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